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eestherr.blogspot was opened to jot down the bits and pieces of my life, to accomodate my mindless musings and the daily notes which I wish to remember.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPORE! (:

Have been singing nat day songs for the past few days in camp and had influenced my og mates to sing with me too!

in short, my love for the country is just unexplainable.

I simply love spore. (:

Finally back from oweek.
It’s really fun and something worth spending my 7days there!
My og is simply great, and R house is simply fabulous!
I’m totally burnt now after the beach day on wed,

war games at west coast park on thur & rag day in src today! :/
Shant dwell more into it now since my mood is pretty lousy.

But all in all, OWEEK, RASINO & RAIDEE=FUN.

Perhaps I’m really too exhausted after 1 week of camp.

Maybe this acts as a catalyst to speed up and worsen my mood.

my bidding for gem modules have failed.
And I’ve used up all my gem account points.
Seriously this is crap.

In addition to that, perhaps it is a bad thing.
I actually cried out last night. :/

Meeting sharon, hui, Eileen, nic & fred later. (:
Guess it’s one of the few things that will make me smile now.

My throat is really sore and I’m having a bad cough.
Will have to drink herbal tea later if i come across any shops selling that.
It reminds me of ...

Anyways, have a great day celebrating the nation’s birthday! (:
Will reply to tags in my next entry for I’m running late again.

As the day draws nearer,
I feel that we’re on a road to nowhere.
Time is running out & things still aren’t on the right track.
I foresee I will cry that day.

Labels: happy birthday spore, random, school

gets away from reality for a while

someone once told me this before.

that after a good sleep, the next day when i wake up,

things will SEEM to be much better than it was before.

i have to agree it's true to some extent.

so yesterday, i went to bed after making the phone call at about 7plus

and slept all the way till this morning!

(with the exception of waking up to reply to sms-es at 3)

sleeping makes me get away from reality for a short while.

and shit, i think mum get to know this reasoning too.

today's mood didnt start off as good as the previous few days.

let it be good, i hope, for both today and tomorrow.

ohya, tomorrow, i'm taking half day.

and dental apoointment's at 2-230.

so i dont know what's going on after that.

Ron a sidenote, i'm super mean please!

i think i must have subconsciously answered his call AGAIN!

he called me while i was sleeping last night and i just realised that it's a RECEIVED call and not a missed call.

zzzz.

hope that he calls again tonight.

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HELLO!

will update all the happenings with photos and details and reply all tags by this sunday! (:
here's just a summarised update on the happenings for the recent week!

wrcd meetings
heritage cum town trip with assy nic
npcc first aid duty
class dinner at swensens
awards&promos at smu
shopping trips with eileen
sharon's birthday celebrations! (:

i feel happy for her for she has found hers, i feel happy for you starting to be make your presence known, i feel upset that it would be lesser time for us, i feel irritated when things start coming to me very last minute, i feel jealous when there's actually more than one (on the irony, i'm beginning to feel numb regarding the jealousy), i feel tired after having late nights for the past week, i feel disappointed with myself for making such careless mistakes, i feel that it's quite quiet and lonely esp at this point of time when...

how far will you go all out for your love ones?
it's always worth a few penny for thoughts.

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Oops I lied. =x
I lied about wanting to blog after I knock off from work on Monday night. =x

I had been busy with:

work! (yes, my tiger beer promoter job)
tutoring my kid
sourcing out first aid documents
doing up safety plan for NFC
watching gong zhu xiao mei
fsrcy training

meetups are all being held on hold since last week and okays, I hear people scolding me now. =x I’ll be able to meet up starting this coming Friday! (: so please stop cursing me. Haha. My work assignment is going to end this coming Sunday and I’ve have more time to meet up after that! yay. (:

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Release of As
O level results are out. the release of the o level results would spell that doomsday is nearing. Damn, anyway, I plan to be late on the day which A level results will be released. It’s going to be damn scary if I have to sit there and listen to the principal’s preachings and that would make us all more nervous. I would rather be late than to have my heart jumping out of my mouth even before the results slip is in my hands. =s

-prays hard that I’ll do well-

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A lesson to learn
Scoldings are things that we will have to encounter along life’s long journey. If we are scolded for a valid reason, it just tells that we will have to correct ourselves and not go on making the mistakes despite knowing it. Of course, if we are being misunderstood and being scolded, we will definitely feel that we are being wronged. Those scoldings will develop hatred in them, for they are being wronged.

Scoldings are the ones that trained one to be disciplined, to correct their own mistakes and not commit it again. they are the ones who hit you hard and make you swallow your pride and ego. On the other hand, they are also the ones who make people realise the truth behind everything.

Taking things for granted is one mistake that everyone of us do make, be it to the people around us or people who love us. I cant deny the fact that I do make this mistake. Sometimes, when we take things for granted, the next time when we yearn for this person to stay by us, it is already too late. This person is no longer there, no longer standing strong to be your support. You have hurt this person way too deep.

when you are the one taking things for granted, you do not know how much you hurt the other party. Only when you are being taken for granted, perhaps, you will then understand the feeling.

This is one thing that everyone of us definitely have to learn and walk through in life. If not, we will forever not grow up.
Face it, face the reality, know the truth, know your mistakes and correct them.

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Significant meaning
Just like what tommy said, there’s always an end to everything. Though things may end it that way, it’s accompanied by good memories and those memories are the ones that will never be stolen away cos it belongs to me. It is not only of significant value and meaning for that very reason. It’s also because it’s where it all started.

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Red Cross
a number of chances to take up appointments are given this year, having at least 2 on hand now, one for short term, the other for a year basis. Though I feel stressed having accepted these appointments, fearing that I will screw it up and do a lousy job, I’m quite thankful that I’m being nominated/ being approached for it. (:

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More of my random thoughts:

blog hits reach 390+ and it’s only been 6days! It’s not even a week. haha thanks all for being so supportive of my blog.
I love online shopping! (since I don’t have much time to go shopping)
the Caltex manager is cute! =x
you are definitely being missed! all those songs heard, reminds me of you. (:

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PHOTOS(:

the loudhailers :]

batchmates at awards & promos 07 (:

classmates(:

Alrights, enough of my randomness. =x
Off to source the map required for NFC.

i definitely need to have an early rest tonight.
I’m having a headache for sleeping at 4 last night. =/

Labels: photos, random, redcross, results

comparisons
& more comparisons.

;20thdec
had my first lesson with min en.
thanks to Eileen and her family for driving me there or i’ll be late and also, very wet.
the girl is still alright, with the exception that she loses focus easily & also that she always tries to change my timing & wants to have tuition late at night.

her mum is the funny one. forever in her pyjamas everytime me and Eileen goes to her house. HAHA!
thanks to her mum who talks quite a lot, it delayed my time upon meeting hui at yewtee mac.

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received a phone call and okay, i should feel privileged since the fact that my friend didn’t have the time to make a lot of phone calls? or maybe i should take back the “didn’t have the time to make a lot of phone calls” since they were made to some others? oh well, the phone call made my mood just like the downward sloping MR and AR curves in imperfect competition. (did i get my econs right? =x)

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hui, thanks a lot for helping me and giving me ideas with the card. thanks for being there and tolerating my curse and swears. i know it was an unsightly scene but i cant seem to help it. thanks for the toy and the super sweet tweety bird comb too! (:

met up with nic and he was like playing hide and seek with me la! –roars-
strolled around the vicinity and walked to cck to have dinner.
i love taking strolls. they make me feel much better.

& thanks for listening me out!
hope you like your "holiday assignment" = card. (:

thanks to hui and nic for being there at one of my lowest moments.

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;21stdec

went fuhua for training.
hope that they will absorb the things i told them.

didnt know that a 4word phrase could sound this way.
wordpressed!

;22nddec

home-d! (:

;23rddec

home-d! (:
initially wanted to go for the retreat but it rained really heavily. and when it stopped raining, it was already 7 plus, 8pm. so ended up at home. heard that they had lots of fun though.

;24thdec

hohoho!
xmas eve!
i dont have activities for xmas! oh well, it's kind of sad. ):

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are there any planes taking off this evening?
i don’t think so.
the pilot decided to fly the plane.

and i decided to board too, i think.

**

Labels: friends, random, xmas

sharon is coming back from camp and nic is away for the first day to korea.
and i am currently now in hq, not feeling very good.

i think there's a limit to everything.
i thought i could hang in there for long but i couldnt.
i am sorry for that.

;wordpressed

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disappointment.

; disappointments

one after another.

why has things turned out this way?

life was beautiful back then.

let the memory live again.

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~~never did you fight back.~~

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alright, pray hard for me.
i wont screw it up.
emotions will be kept under control.
i believe i can do it (:

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