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HELLOHELLO! (:

back again after a long day out yesterday. :]
school ended pretty early at 1115?
so me & sharon & thy went on a FATS outing. =x
finally tasted the icecream that thy have been recommending to us and it tastes really H-E-A-V-E-N-L-Y!

esp the durian icecream & the premium chocolate icecream.
every mouthful i take, i will definitely make some comments. ;D
i think my fav swensens is 2nd in rank, now that icecream gallery have taken its place! :D

went to walk around central & shenton way.
thy had been a really good tour guide!
if you ever lose your directions, feel free to contact thy at 9XXXXXXX! HAHAHA!
muffins at paisley and cream the next date! (:

p.s. sorry thy & sharon! i was just joking! ;x

reached west mall at 645pm and i stoned around for 55MIN, near to an HOUR.
thanks to some BIG shot, simqx. =x hahhs, i know you didnt mean it.
anyway, caught up quite a bit and also with some important matters.
shall put those important matters on hold first until after exams.
thanks for the sweet strawberry guylian chocs! :]

anyway, on our walk back to mrt station, we came across this old lady selling packets of tissue paper. simqx was being nice to buy $2 of tissue papers from the old lady. what captured our attentions was the smile that appeared on her face. it was really sweet, it felt as though she was deeply appreciated when simqx bought the tissues from her and till now, i couldnt forget how blissful that smile was.
a little act of appreciation from you can bring a smile to their faces and make a difference.
so, START MAKING A DIFFERENCE. (:

TAG REPLIES:
EILEEN; haha, yupps i have that song. will send it to you when i see you in school! (:
YUANHAO; you are welcome! (: i wont give up just like that, i hope. &
yes, i want to and i NEED to shed 3kg for my prom!
THY; i've been so early for the past few days be it who i meet! HAHA. anyway, thanks for being such a nice tour guide today! (:
TMM; exams are starting again soon. ): started school already right?
KRISTIE; i have been getting fatter and fatter each day la! but i DEFINITELY will slim down by mid nov when i'm back to fuhua. (:
JIAWEN; hang in there! it's less than a week now. JIAYOU! (:
YUCHUN; relinked. (:
YIXUAN; haha, my class is made up of special and unique 15 individuals. (: yes, thanks alot for being so supportive! hopefully, i will excel in my exams!i really hope to!
HAN; you had a great time at west mall? haha, didnt see you there.
(;
JOANNE; yes, let's work hard together! (:

wordpressed.
p: pncos08

i give up.
my msn died again. =/
yes, AGAIN. maybe i'm just not fated to use it. ):

YESTERDAY's shopping trip was fruitful for me as usual. haha(:
i think out of all the stuff i bought, my fav would be my green heineken tee! :D
had prata with qx and gang; the casts.
;in

TODAY
my h1 results are back.
they are disastrous and i failed both if you were just waiting for me to blog it out.
like what hweeying had said, i was just ku zhong zou le.

i was really happy initially that my gp paper 1 did so much so much better than my usual and i think this should be my highest for paper 1 BUT paper 2 was TOTALLY disastrous. i flunked real badly.
for maths, i expected myself to fail since i sacrifice maths for econs essay so my econs essays results have better not disappoint me.

it's geog tmr and i'm afraid to go school. this fear in me is just unexplainable. =/
i really dread getting my h2 papers back.
trust me, i do.

though i maybe afraid, i will still go and till 12ndoct, i will attend school EVERY SINGLE SCHOOLDAY unless i am too sick to go.
reason being:

i would like to spend the rest of my school time with my DEAREST CLASSMATES. they are simply a special bunch of friends who you will share your joy and laughter, tears and sorrow with. be it the days we got bullied or laughed at, at least we did it all together. at the end of the day, we know that we are just adding more memories to our A1 life. let's put the past behind us and enjoy the last 11days of school together, HAPPILY! loves :]

i'm learning to be positive, to have more confidence in myself.
well, wouldnt it be ironic if others have confidence in you
& yet you doesnt have it in yourself?
haha. anyway, thankyou! :]

Labels: 06A01, results

PRELIMS ARE OVER!

on a happier note, PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER! (:
*looking forward to a good sleep tonight. no more mugging for today and tmr!*

on a sadder note, SCHOOL IS STARTING ON THUR! damn. =/

but like what sharon had mentioned, the joy felt after the prelims ended today wasnt really that overwhelming. it is just like giving us a break to recharge ourselves for the final big As.
i'm going to recharge myself with meetups & catchup sessions, shopping trips & food spree! :]
yay yay. :]

overall for this prelims, i didnt have time to finish every single paper.
hopefully the results wont be as disastrous as i thought it would be.
i will just have to take a step at a time and see how things go.
pray that it will go smoothly for me!

well, anyway we went ms chan's house today for gathering!
yes, we went our lovely j1 civics tutor's house with full attendance of the now fourteen. (:
ahsoon, join us for outings after your promos and our exams! (:
i want a full FIFTEEN 06A01 gatherings/outings!

we visited ms chan & her newborn baby girl, jade! :]
jade is really cute & and looks quite fragile that i dont really dare to carry it. haha
we had a good time over at her house with all the chitchats and the teasings, watching the movie, all the food provided & also all the entertainment provided by 06A01. (:

the movie, apocalypto was really a movie that will drives and triggers your adrenaline!
it is a full of violence and bloody movie that horrified everyone who was watching. it nearly made us puked a number of times but well, there were parts of the movie that was rather touching. esp when the friend pulled back the enemy and ended up being beaten up just to let the young jaguar paw escape and run for his life.

anyway, ms chan and i have decided to engage in slimming down and shedding our fats competition and the deadline of the competition will be prom night this year.
meiyi & i have also decided that we must shed 3kg by 31stoct.
we can all do it & i hope that i can do it! (:
SLIMMING PLAN SHALL BEGIN AGAIN!

i will be out on shopping trip with the girls tmr & prata with qx & gang in the evening! :D
more teeshirts, shorts & bags coming my way! (:
i will be on the lookout for brighter colour teeshirts instead of my all time loves; brown tees. =x

been having sleepless nights. =s
hope that my mood gets better & i can finally sleep soundly without much worries bothering me.
these few days have been hard to get by.
well, shant mention much since i dont wish to spare more thoughts thinking about it and having my braincells being killed as a result of that.
all in all, it disappointed me but i'll soon get over it just like i always do.

06A01 with ms chan :]

TAG REPLIES:
YIXUAN; yupps, i missed them like mad! great minds think alike, xuan! and i missed every single one of them EXCEPT banana. haha! the school is so
freaking mean la. cant they give us a few more days off? boo! JIAYOU for promos! (:
YUANHAO; ohyes! my exams have ended and hopefully i will have the time to join the workshops. (:
WENPEY; hello wenpey! it has been a long time ever since i last saw you. take care alright? anyway, give me your link again! i lost it. =x
YVONNEteo; -.- forever self proclaiming. haha! seeya this coming weekend! (:
DERI; haha, my schedule is quite packed mah. =x
JOANNE; you too alrights? jiayou & hang in there! (:
ZIYI; haha, hope to see you soon at my second home. lols!
ADELINE; YES NANNYTAN, i know what you are thinking. LOL. anyway, i read your blog post and i miss fsrcy! :( lets all go back one day together!
QINGXIANG; haha i think you know some of them since you all may have attended the same courses and join the same nco camp. and yes! prelims finally ended and we are going on a food spree soon! (:
BETTINA; hey bet! i miss you so much too! hope that life have been great for you and seeya soon alright? meet up soon! (:
JIAWEN; thanks! (: N levels ended already?
NIC; i'm not having a date with HENRY this weekend. perhaps next week ba. (:
KRISTIE; haha, jiayou for eoy too! hope to see you girls real soon! (:
UNKNOWN; -____-!! ang qi zhen, you are still as mean as ever! boo!
MLTR; yes melvin! it's so unfair! hope that all our results are fine!
JMIN; haha! i never cheat you at all! *waves hands and acts innocent* haha, hope you like the cookies and jiayou for 1last paper tmr! & give me your blog url! (:
HWA; haha! you must be mad! i'm so broke la! why not you donate to me?
haha.
ANGELA; SO SORRY GELA! i dont mean to let it slip through my mind. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
finally done with all my tags! (:

i'm already dozing off in the front of the com after typing such a long entry.
have a good rest tonight! (:
*runs to bed & sleeps within a min countdown; yi fen zhong zhuang tai*

Labels: 06A01, exams, slimming plan

the school have better NOT be such a spoilsport!
oh please, our prelims are ending on tue & you are starting school on thur when mstan said the other time that it's starting on 1stoct?!
please dont let it be true!

hell,this is driving me mad.
it will spoil all my meetup plans!
ahhh,forget it.
since most likely i'm only going to meet up with a few and 060a1 of course!
the rest are so busy working that i dont think they have the time for me.
oh well well. =/

it's econs case study paper tmr.
damn, all the things that i had studied for econs paper2 the other time are well forgotten.
& it's SEA hist on tue.
please, just let me get through.

oh by the way, happy 21st birthday yongcheng sir! (:
will reply all the tags in my next entry.

i suddenly miss my redcross seniors so much!

esp my first batch of alumni seniors! (:

I MISS THEM SO MUCH! ):

MY LOVELY ALUMNI! (:

SOME ALUMNI SENIORS WITH XUANHUI MAAM :]

UG CAMPFIRE 2004 :]

they rocks;welcome to my life. :]

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password: emptiness

Labels: fsrcy

YES, IT'S ESTHER'S BLOG.
YOU DIDNT GO TO THE WRONG BLOG. (:
ohyes, i finally changed my blogskin.
after like donkey years? =x

9/20 is a special date so no matter what, i will still blog.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, MR Q. :]

oh by the way,
happy belated birthdays to alycia, joshua, lili and lixuan! (:

i'm finally down with 2 PAPERS FOR PRELIMS!
international history & human geog papers were total disasters. :(
thy's favourite teacher is so going to kill me. =/
i'm so dead.
well, i just got to let nature take its course and work harder for my As!

ohwells, i fell sick, like again?
was having fever & headache. =/
perhaps the weather is bad.
drink more water & take care of yourself! (:

anyway, i'm so looking forward to next week!
YES, REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO! :]

THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE, PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THE ANNOUNCEMENT I'M GOING TO MAKE BELOW.
06A01 (do i need to mention everyone of your names here? haha!), NG MY, SIM QX, DENISEc, WILSONt, ALICEd & CHIN WF.

the following people have performed well in their friendship tests and are allowed to meet up with esther the greatest next week as a reward. :D
YES, NEXT WEEK. (:
i know you all must be jumping for joy that you can meet me up next week between tue-sat. :D

but before i forget, both tuesday and wednesday have been booked by my beloved 06A01.
so the rest of the slots of the days from thur-sat are available!
& it's on a first come first serve basis.
while stocks last. (:

as for the rest of you, i'm sorry you will have to wait until the next reward session by ms ker. :]

TAG REPLIES:
ESTHERYEO; thanks my dear counterpart! enjoy your holidays & have fun! (:
BLACKCAT; *uses broom to chase the cat out* i dont adore cats & neither do i love them. ;D
ZQ; hahaha i told her to slim down first before she can join fdc08. lol
PEIWEN; thanks my dear mei! enjoy holidays! (:
AMANI; i looked fatter rights? :( haha. jiayou for eoy!
TOMMY; hey mummy! a few more papers left! WEEE!~
YIXUAN; haha, thanks! one week more & it's your promos! jiayou!
ALY; hope that your results are fine! (: 2more papers for me! misses!
SHARON; haha, i think you are smart to decifer it yourself. :]
YUANHAO; haha, i got 15days of prelims! thanks for your well wishes! i wanna go OA workshop after As! (:
LIXUAN; thanks pretty! sorry i didnt join you all today cos i'm sick. =/ but meet up soon for the next dinner! (:
TMM; omg! here comes the NAGGY woman. =x *runs away*
KRISTIE; hope you are feeling better now. (: i didnt have time to finish any of my papers. =/
KENNETH; haha, it's okay to be random. thanks ken! jiayou for eoy too! (:
JOANNE; haha, that's call xi xin, not er xin. lol, jiayou for your prelims too & dont fall sick!
YANKAI; yes maam. i'll try not to. (: ohyea, jodie was in the same orientation group as me last year! meet up soon! (:
QINGXIANG; thanks! i'm feeling better already. (: update your blog more frequently! & my blogskin is nicer than yours! :D
HAN; yesyes, han. YOU are here. (: must announce to the whole world your special appearance at my blog? lol.
AUDREY; i miss you so badly too. meet up for dinner with me & monkey ping soon k? (:
HAZEL; i scribbled like mad for the whole 3hours for every paper! As ending on 15thnov. wanna date me right? lol, jiayou for eoy and thanks for being so sweet! :]
UNKNOWN; zhen! thanks alot! i miss you so much la! & the sad thing is my msn is down so the only way of communication left besides my blog is MSG! so MSG ME! (:
i'm finally done with replying to all my tags. yay! :D

eoy & promos are starting next week!
jiayou to friends & cadets! (:

2more papers next week! JIAYOU!

HELLOS!
1st week of my prelims had finally been over.

2 BIG NO-NOs DURING As.

1. the day before my big exam starts, i dont wish to breakdown due to the huge load of stress that is causing this mental failure.

2. NO diarrhoea before the start of my papers. i have been having diarrhoeas before the start of my every paper. perhaps i am nervous but even if i tried to calm myself down, i will still have diarrhoea.

ohmy, this is bad. i really dont wish for all these to happen during As.

anyway,i am glad that i am still standing.
it was thanks to you and you and you and you.
& everyone else of course.

you; for calming me down when i was hit with the pre-prelims syndrome 1 day before my prelims. and yes, i bet the papers were so scared of me cos i scribbled so much. haha :]

you; for listening to me that night despite you were out for dinner. 2more weeks and we are meeting up! :]

you; for standing by me for the past 1week & listening to me pour out all my sorrows. not forgetting for making me laugh over all your nonsense & disturbing me with your morning calls! :]

you; your constant beliefs in me & the great confidence you have in me even though i dont have it all. it gave my self esteem and my confidence a little push, forward, when you said that. :]

and also, not forgetting the rest of your encouragements, be it sms-es or blog tags or all the words of goodluck that keep me going. (:
THANKS! (:

well, anyway, prelims was disastrous. =/
fancy me putting in much harder efforts than before but still,
the results wont turn out to be good.
well, since it has already been over, no point dwelling much about it.
it will only give me a greater headache.
shall worry about it after my other 4 papers are done.

oh well, i think perhaps my last entry had misled you into thinking that i only have 1week of prelims.

THAT IS NOT TRUE.
THAT IS ONLY THE SCHEDULE FOR THE FIRST WEEK.

well, this is the schedule for the remaining papers.

18thsep- INTERNATIONAL HISTORY
20thsep- HUMAN GEOG
24thsep- ECONS CASE STUDY
25thsep- SEA HISTORY

5 down, 4 more to go! JIAYOU!

met yankai up the other day and she handed me this BIG BOX and guess what?
she got me a bear from build-a-bear workshop! :DD
after prelims, I shall go shopping for purples accessories! ohya, purple is her/his name. she named it. :D

had lunch at crystal jade the other day with classmates and the century egg lean meat congee tasted really nice! hweeying, i date you for porridge at crystal jade! (:

yesterday didnt started out well, neither did it end well too.

phy geog paper was a disaster, the encounter at jp with gjm & lastly, the small argument in the train back home.
for geog, since it is over already, i shall buck up for human geog. hopefully, it will pull up the overall marks.
for the encounter at jp, i am speechless.
as for the small argument, refer to my wordpress about it.

well, things will turn out fine cos if it doesnt, it is not the end.
& i hope so. (:

msn is down AGAIN.
and i dont know what has gone wrong.
it said that it was being blocked by firewall but i checked the system already and it isnt.
it is always giving me problems. urghs.

library-ing at je again today.
it wasnt very conducive due to the high noise level created.
but choosing different seats tmr so hopefully, it will be more conducive.
perhaps, it was also due to me being distracted for the whole day that made it not conducive too.
let things get better and i will be fine. (:
anyway, eileenteolg kept forcing me into saying that i got a new eyecandy! lol.

i do hope for exams to end fast but on a sidenote, with it ending fast, it would also mean that we are graduating and 06A01 gonna go its separate ways. everytime whenever i think about that, my heart sinks.
anyway, i know what to get for them on grad day. (:

will reply the tags & all the belated birthday wishes in my next entry!
take cares and JIAYOU for prelims! (:

Labels: 06A01, beary purple, exams syndrome, library-ing

pre-exam syndrome :(

;pre-exam syndrome :(

prelims starts tomorrow.
& i am not feeling that good.
must be the pre-exam syndrome that is making me feel this way.
this feeling is irking me.

yucks, go away!

TMR: GP
TUE: ECONS ESSAY
WED: MATHS
FRI: PHY GEOG

anyway, i promise to be back soon.
meanwhile, do take care my dear friends!
to those taking prelims, JIAYOU!
to myself, JIAYOU too!

REPLIES TO TAGS:

yuanhao; hahaha next time call me when you see me around alrights? (:

qiuyu; thanks nanren! where have you been already? i miss you.

yvonne; yesyes, we are going to get over this tough time soon! loves!

jiawen; yupps yupps, we shall jiayou together! (:

yixuan; he will want me for sure! cos i am going to slim down and be less forgetful. for his sake, i am willing to change. LOL

jeslynn; thanks thanks! manage the unit well! (:

mltr; hahaha melvin, you went? LOL. jiayou for prelims!

kristie; yes, my slimming plan failed. ): haha i know you must have missed me so much that you want to be reminded of me by the purplish tagboard. LOL thanks & hope to seeya around soon!

sharon; esther is NOT = fats alrights? =x thanks for always being around. :]

hazel; hahaha! i am not an old woman kays? & please do not miss me when i am not around. as for the quiz, shall do it someday when i am free. =x

tommy; haha it is okay la. jiayou for prelims ma! (:

joanne; remind mardi about the deal with me about fdc2008. LOL jiayou for prelims too!

yvonneTEO; HELLO! i got to your blog too! it is nice knowing you & i shall see you again next weekend! (:

i am off to pack my stuff and mug.
let me get through this painful week smoothly, please.
): ): ): ): ):

Labels: pre-exam syndrome

HELLOS! (:

FRIDAY;31staug
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY & HUDA MAAM! (:
& HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! (:

class dinner at nydc @ suntec. :]
more photos at my photobucket! (:

SATURDAY;1stsep
-library-ing at jurong east.

SUNDAY;2ndsep
-library-ing at jurong east.

;i saw someone that day.
it still pains to see you with another her.
i dont know why, but it just did.
my heartbeat started beating faster when i saw you.
it stopped for 2secs when i saw you with her.

i am moving on.
& yes, i am fine now. (:

glad that all was fine and great.
i was still feeling uneasy a few days back before the chat, thinking that something might have gone wrong. haha (:

MONDAY;3rdsep
hist consultation with mr hendri. he sure is my favourite teacher in jj.
so inspiring and motivating. (:

off for MOVIE MARATHON! :]

met up with MR ANTON EGO. (LOLOLOLOL)
just joking la, met up with qingxiang for movies @ lot1 & dinner too. :]
watched my 15th & 16th movie of the year!
ratatouille & 881! :]

i so love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love (x infinite) RATATOUILLE! :DD

i am so glad that i finally caught the movie that i long wanted to catch a few months back when i saw the trailer.
it was such a funny show that i showed all my ungalm-ness without realizing when i was laughing! =x
shant care much as long as i enjoyed the movie. :]

hope that mr anton ego enjoyed the movie too. haha! ;D

the theatre was really cold and dumb me, forgot to bring my sweater along! -.-
i am really forgetful and it is bad. tsktsk.

walked around cck and off we go, to watch 881!
881 was another made-in-spore movie and it really gives the feeling of home.
the funny hokkien jokes, the sentimental songs, the deep friendship ties, the separtation of live and death, it all made 881 a nice movie! (:

anyway, all in all, the company was great too! :]

prata at gombak for dinner.
it tastes great and i am going to bring A1 there after prelims! (:

& yes, i think i will have problems surviving overseas since i was already shivering on the walk to bukitbatok. =/

except for the gesture, the day ended off with a :]

TUESDAY;4thsep

hist&econs consultation.

off to woodlands library with N the big fat pig.

& he traumatised me for the whole day. -.-

TODAY;5thsep

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOLING & ELDRED! (:

my consultation started at 9am & i reached there at 945?!

i overslept. =/

& i so hated myself last night.

i slept at 10PM!!!

& despite 6calls and 8messages and 2alarm timings, i didnt wake up.

nowadays, perhaps i am really too worn out that i slept at 10+ or maybe 11?

& i had been sleeping on my sofa and on my computer desk?

it's bad, tsk.

i had better not oversleep again for gp consultation tmr. =s

look at the fats accumulated from this chocolate hot fudge brownie with a scoop of icecream & peach from delifrance & the waffle below from gelare cafe. :(

stop eating, esther!

i am getting all so fat. :(

F-A-T-S, GO AWAY!

Labels: 06A01, fats, movies