my comp is down.

i cant blog! ! !

i am afraid of getting hurt
when esther is hurt deres bound to be bigg trouble cos she gonna fall deeper into the hurt and dere comes the honourable DEPRESSION

i need help wiib my new blog ! ! !
omg

why would i wan talk to you
u come bug me de

`12 words explains everything
HURT__x`

i n0rt gonna lose my bestie ! (x
`-confidence building up

i aint feeling dat gud afterall but thanks to devil and some others u guyys just brighten up my dae thanks people well i realised dat since it is a new yr already dere are some things dat are meant to be forgotten
well top on my lists :
-/him
haix fer the past few daes had been having deep thoughts abt those problems ard miie these arent easy fer miie i am trying my best to take it easy i hope i really can =
those meaningless quarrels wib my family are really driving miie crazy sumtymes i dun understand why must they alwaes pull miie into their quarrels when i am nort even included in the first place ? and sumtymes it really isnt my business alrytes even if they dun drag miie into their quarrels they are bound to vent their anger on miie fcuk ! i am a human also i have got feelings cant u just spare some thoughts fer miie ? even during my o lvls u all did nort let miie off u still bothered miie wiib ur quarrels and everything
tell u guys something alrytes ? my hse has just employed a maid it is FOC de she can do everything and she MUST do everything dere is still a tyme limit given alrytes pls lors u guyys arent even helping miie and u complain so much dat i am slow and blahhs come do it urself if u are really dat great sumtymes i really HATE being the oldest among all u think it is fun ? no i dun think so it is torturing stop doing all these to miie can u ? well i have got a lecture plus a slap fer todae the starting of 2oo6 wows wad a nice present i have got
my fwens are leaving miie one by one i really hope dats nort the case hope it is dat i am just too sensitive my bestie isnt leaving miie rytes
o lvls results gonna be out in a month or so i am DREADING the dae i really hope dat my amaths and bio can each get at least a c6 amaths esp i dun wish to let mrchia down i dun wanna disappoint him
i am both PHYSICALLY and EMOTIONALLY HURT
+. crying `hurt