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Ytd was sooo scuky lorx.totallY a pissed ofF dae.one prob nOrt yet settled den ariise wiib sooo many other pekchek stufF.NG BOON HWA U SCUK!maybe u guyx may nOrt knw wad had been wrg but let miie telL u,as my fOrm teacher,u are biias! U treated those ppl u liike very well.u took miie fer granted.u gave miie the post & yet u pushed miie away ytd when we were having photo taking.u asked the committee to sit at the most front.yankiat asked miie to go to the front so miie & yazid went.wad did u do next?u wanted miie & yazid to giib place & seats to other committee members.it is totally alright wiib miie.a minute later,u pulled yazid to the front again.the photographer sae still lack of one person n thus u wanted to choose a gurl.u jux chose the tallest that is huiqi & jux forget alL abt this stupid assistant monitress of urs!fcuk!at first I alreadi very bu shuang that I am being given this idiotic post.i accepted it at last didnt i?why are u doing this to miie again?u were the one who made the final decision whether u wanna miie be the assistant monitress.u can choose not to.but why did u gave miie this post alreadi & jux forget all abt it?when u happie,u gave miie a smile.when u nort happie,u vented ur anger on miie.when I didnt do sth wrg,u accused miie of doing.wad do u think u are?!?u are just my form teacher.it doesn’t mean that u gt the authority to have mood swings & take miie fer granted.u ppl may think that I realli like this post a lot ya?actually the fact that I dun!i hated being viewed in another way by others!i hated ppl who agreed to it at first & pushed miie away later!i hated ppl who neglect miie!i hate u NGBOONHWA! To those who were late fer phototaking,do u all knw wad is punctuality?!?totally disappointed when I heard that even some ppl were inside.speechless__ i haven recover frm my depression __feeling disappointed & hurt
i dunno.maybe i shldnt have read it.i had neber thought it to be like this.well,her blog already tells miie everythiing i need to knw. __truly hurt ytd was ma de bdae.happiie bdae ma.hope that there wont be much quarrels after thiis. aniiwae,chatted wiib wfgOr ytd niite.finally can have a chance to have a chat wiib hiim lex.fancy him teachiing miie those pervertiic stuff.l0ls. went sch wiib xiiaomin this morning.toopiid miie wearing contact lens to sch todae.people,thanx fer doing miie lotsa favours todae.u knw who u are.hahx.thankew once agaiin~ toopid sotong burst my PURPLE balloon todae!!! Todae went jP wiib dC saw jj,jb & fwen.went makan at lJs agaiin.
Crapped thruout. Went walk walk after tt. Den kept seeing hiim nO matter where I go. Did nOrt delibrately gO walk same way de nOrhx. gOt fate or nOrt.it alL depends on gOd. Ytd went wfgOr de hse cOs wanna help hiim change the shiirt mah.he was siick on saturdae & tilL ytd,he was stilL siick.so miie went his hse nOrhx.piiang.miie gOt lost agaiin.l0ls.cannOt blame larx.singapore realli toO big le.hahx.actually judgiing frm these few daex,I thiink is nOrt singapore big but miie a tOtaL retard when it comes to direCtiion?l0ls.cant believe it seh.went his hse get lost,went to jP frm his hse also gOt lost.went jP back to hiis hse also lost den in the end frm his hse back to busstop also lost nOrhx.l0ls.aniiwae,wfgOr goiing camp todae.takecares takecares yas?hope that u wilL get welL soon.dun let meii worrie sooo much worx. Todae gOt back most of the results.most quiite saddening nOrhx.faiL biio by two & a half mark.faiL ss by two marks.chinese dropped by two grades lehx.onlii a b3 nw.physics stilL ard the same.b3.amaths stilL faiiL but at least gOt improved lehx.alL thanx to mrchiia cOs he got went thru some of the last year chapters wiib us.geOg onli gOt 19 nOrhx.wanna kilL pynk deviiL liiaox.must be hiis fault.that tiime cursed miie liiaox den neberr help miie pray hard enuff ferr miie to get higher den 19.l0lx.hahx.aniiwae,there has been great improvements in my eL?realli gOt improved by quiite a lot lehx.cant beliieve that I scored that gd in eL.hahx.tmL stilL gOt other blows liiaox.chem.amaths paper 2 & emaths papers.siianx diiiaox.pray hard ferr miie that I wilL score welL in those papers yas? Aniiwae,minyen arx.dun thiink sooo much worx.everythiing must take it easy.smiles & I am alwaex here. =) ytD was the last paper fer mye.finally.but neberr even studi at alL larx.cOs realli super tiired liiaox lorx.besiides,thiink it is time to relax le ba.hahx.aniwae,to alL those ppl who did nOrt handle my bOx wiib care,u gOnna die in my hands if this happens agaiin.that bOx is my baobeii nOrhx.l0lx.btw,paper quiite chim nOrhx.most of the qnx is tikum tikum de.sure nO luck de cOs ytd was the fri de 13th.l0lx.no larx.hOpe that wilL have luck nOrhx cOs ytD was wfgOr de bdae.happie bdae! alL da best to u in wadeva u dO & meii wilL alwaex be here ferr u de.smiles & takecares alwaex. After paper went jP wiib denise to meet up laogong.went makan at ljs.he said that he would reached bY 11.30am but was late in the end.saw hiim walking in our directiion at 11.45am.aniiwae,in the end left miie & rOgfw haben fiinish makan.went walk walk later cOs he nOrt in a hurry to gO home.didnt manage to catCh a moviie cOs they alL dun wan watch the next leveL & the rest of the mOviies were nC16.onli miie & rOgfw can watCh but laogong & denise cannOt watch so in the end neberr watch nOrhx.sianx diiaox.went walk ard den saw a lOt of ppl.jj,arthur,hontat,chinkiat,meiqing,jiehwee & blahs.jP sure gOt a lot of fhss peePs sia.went library after tt.sOrta played ard wiib rOgfw.cOs we were standing at opposiite shelves mah den he started to push the books on my siide.wanna it drOp nOrhx.l0lx.den fooled ard fer a while.after that,thiink dun wanna blOg lex.everythiing includiing my mood changed of cOs.thiink onli laogong knw wad I mean ba.den tOtally siianx diiaox.aniwae,I gOt lost at taman jurong area when walking back frm shengsiong supermarket alL the way back home.l0lx.cant imagiine that ba?singapore is actually nOrt that smalL okays?hahx.in the end took 2 whole hrs to get home.45min lOst at that toopid block 115 that siide.alL is jiaweii de fault lorx.l0lx.bleahx. Evening went gym wiib xiiaomin,baoling,di,conglin & jackie.alan neberr come along cOs he stilL at sabah ferr the outwards bound thingy.sadded nOrhx.but aniiwae,he is coming back toniite lex.yeahs~ hahx.reached je complex den saw a biig bunch of CRAZY gurrlx.l0lx.qizhen,kelly,yaxin,peihwa & theiir juniiOrs.wahpiiang.so biig bunch nOrhx.hahx.they sure are clOse seh.alwaex see them hangiing out together de.hahx.though quiite happie saw my 3deaRs,toopiid kelly & yaxiin wanna striP miie? -.-‘’’ l0lx.i cant imagiine that happening again siia.it seems sooo scary.l0lx.onli my qizhen deaR is the best nOrhx.neberr dsiiao miie.hahx.l0lx.next tiime yaxiin & kelly gOnna diie liiaox.they gOnna kanna stripped by miie.muahahahahas~ eviL grin** walked home wiib xiaomin.tOtally shagged.chatted wiib jm untiL 12am cOs wanna wiish rOgfw a last happie bdae mah.wanna be the last though I already wiished him a number of tiimes fer the whole of ytd?hmx.jm tmL go camp lex mux takecares yas?mux be mOre enthu in the camp worx.hahx.enjOy urself. Later thiink meeting rOgfw cOs wanna pass hiim the receipt mah.toopiid shiirt de ink gOt a bit smudge.arghs.toopiid miie neberr check properly.feeL a bit guilty sia.bought him de shiirt den gOt probs.arghs.hate myself siia.signing ofF… This whole wk is sooo freakiing tiired nOrhx.everydae turn in at 11pm den in the morning wake up at 3-4am plus.wanna catch a biit more slp also cannOt siia.totally shagged.thiink I wanna slack le lorx.dun feeL liike studyiing fer tmL de phy/chem mcq.dunno larx.jux feeL very super tiired.uncLe is helpping miie to repair my com nw.thiink by tmL net shld be okee le ba.nw usiing his com.super fast nOrhx.nOrt liike mine,sooo slack.hahx. Aniwae,mr chiia stilL wore purple on mondae!!! They alL sae he wanna motivate miie.l0lx.hahx.actually I also agree.but the more I look at hiim,the more guilty I feeL.cos I neberr even practise his maths lorx.jux read a biit of the notes den studii geOg liiaox.sure disappoiint hiim wiib my results de.kept prayiing that he dun come our class invigilate.den who knws?he realli came to invigilate us in the 2nd half of the periiod.at that tiime realli feeL liike cryiing out nOrhx.l0lx.but den he realli gOt the power to motivate miie siia.once he started invigilating us,I realli knw hOw to do the qns lorx.l0lx.but too bad.tiime isnt enuff.onlii managed to dO 3fulL qns after he came in.hahx.at least wont get 0 ba.hahx.told myself tt on wed de amaths paper 2 sure mux studii liiaox nOrhx.den in the end on wed,miie dun care abt phY den gO studii amaths.in the end managed to dO quiite a bit of the qns.thiink thiis paper shalL be the 1st paper whereby I wilL score my best in amaths ba.hahx. ytD wenta jP go makan makan wiib deniise den alsO wanna choose prezzie fer gOr.makan at ljs agaiin.saw jB & his friend.wenta shOp ard.saw erNest & frances!!! quiickly ran outta shOp to taiiL them.l0lx.erNest sooo yandaO~ realli super shuaii lehx.his haiir color suiits his skiin color den somemore,he wore contaCt lens.thiink he shld be the mOst yandaO guy that I had ever seen tilL nw ba.hahx.tOtally went crazy over hiim.oopx. =X hahx.wenta pMk after that to fiind shiirt fer wf gOr.saw a super niice collared black shiirt.wanna buy that shiirt de but den cOs wanna see if there are any niicer shiirts arD mah.so neberr buy nOrhx. todae de biio paper soooo idiOtically chiim nOrhx.essay qn dun even knw hOw to do a siingle qn stilL wanna miie dO 3 siia.sure diie de.mCq also chiim.half of the qns stilL hadda tikum de.l0lx.thiink also diie de larx.dun make much a difference aniiwae.hahx. Jux nw after the paper went jP go get the shiirt that I saw at pmk ytd cOs among alL the shiirts that I had seen,that shld be the nicest lex.but thiink gOd wanna play ard wiib miie yas?the shiirt dun hab m size liiaox.onlii gOt s size.zzz.say they can help miie cheCk wiib other outlets.but thiink also kiinda late lex? cOs tmL wanna pass to wfgOr if he can come out of cOs.went to see if gOt other colors.but brOwn seemed too dulL den grey seemed too old.in the end chose anOther tee shiirt.too bad nOrt collared shiirt or else wilL look niicer.sadded seh.haix.hOpe that gOr liike it nOrhx. Todae wfgOr come back frm camp lex.hOpe that he wilL rest welL ba.i dun thiink I wilL be coming onliine tmL.so in case,miie nw wiish gOrgOr a happie 17th bdae! hOpe that everythiing wilL go on very smoothly fer hiim & best of luck to hiim to his pOly life.wiib lorve,meii__ Happie bdae to u~ Happie bdae to u~ Happie bdae to wfgOr Happie bdae to u! 111oo3`11o6o4 Todae is the 11st maY~ another mOnth had passed.it has been the 11stmOnth fer miie & wfgOr lex & it had been the 19thmOnth fer miie & ksgOr lex.hmx.hOpe is alL I need nw & hOpe that the rOad ahead of us wilL be smoothly paved.hOpe that nO more unhappy thiings wilL happen. hOpe that we wilL last this gOr-meii relatiionships fereva.hOpes. hOpiing fer__ Finally can blOg lex.phew.these few daex had been tiring.esP last sundae.faCed some probs agaiin.hope tt everythiing wilL turn out gd between miie & tt person ba.dun wanna wriite it out here & announce it to the whole world cos tt party may nOrt liike it.suan le ba.siince it is between us,I wilL try to settle it by myself & nOrt let tt party dun have any priivaCy at alL.just hope tt I am nOrt holdiing on to this alL by myself.one sided.cos it takes two hands to clap.wiib one hand only,u cannOt do anythiing.it is quiite stressfuL if only one party is struggling to hold on & maintain the relationship,it is totally meaningless fer the other party to carry on wiib the relationship.besides,it is nOrt faiir fer the party whO had been struggling to hold on to the relationship.haix.also dunno wad I am crapping about.but thiink that is actually hOw I feeL huh? Aniwae,el & chinese oraL results were out.scored 30/40 fer el.hmx.stilL okee lorx but nOrt as gd as last year de oraL cos scored 32/40 fer last year eL.but den stilL okee le larx.miie onli gD in conversatiion but readiing & pic descriptiion stilL average onli.[8+9+13=30] chinese oraL onli gOt 27/30 [9,9,9] lose last year by 1markx.siianx.hOpe that I can jiiayOu fer o level oraLs ba. Ytd hadda geOg paper.dun thiink can make it lorx.cos though the sectiion B qn on touriism is quiite straiightfOrward & a biit easy,sectiion A sure cant make it de.dun even knw hOw to do map readiing.den cos I onli studied manufacturiing & touriism mah.by riight,I shld ans the manufacturiing qn in sectiion A de but cos it is just toO chiim,miie ended up doiing the qn on agriculture tt I didnt even study at alL.prO horx?hahx. Todae de emaths paper 2 was nOrt any better.thiink sure faiL de larx.30markx neberr dO nOrhx.totally sianx diiaox.thOse qns tt I dunno hOw to do are seC3 topicx.shiit nOrhx.alL thanx to sissY chOng! Hmpfx.he had better nOrt cause any other students to faiL their maths nOrhx.befOre I biseCt hiim to check if he is really a guy or nOrt.oopx.=X Aniwae,my pynk deviiL coming back frm camp todae! Hahx.can craP wiib hiim lex.btw,haiza & mr koh were in fulL u todae cos tmL npcc dae den sundae rC dae mah.haiza looks sooo cute.hmx.fhs rC unit jiiayOu jiiayOu worx.we raawkx & rulex~ weeees!!! Lalalax~ nothiing gotta stoP us frm moviing on.here is our rC pledge: We,as the members of the spore red cross society,promise to serve my country and join with others all over the world to help the sick and the suffering. tmL maaybe goiing library wiib jiiamin.tC everybody.just endure a wk mOre & mye shalL be over.jiiayOu! Wad the helL is wrg wiib u?why are u alwaex haviing mood swiings here & dere?do u knw tt we cant alwaex tOlrate u alL the tiime?a min ago u said thiis & a min after u changed ur miind.do u expeCt us just to be ur tOys & liisten to ur commanding?pls.i understand tt u feeL bad when u see some ppL but can u just contrOl ur temper & nOt throw it ard liike the whole world has offended u?& can u pls stOp scoldiing sooo many vulgarities in front of us & aCt like a gangster?hope that u wilL change.arghx. |