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it had caused me so much misery for the past few months when actually, nothing wrong had gone wrong. i'm glad that there is a rainbow now when there isnt actually any rain. (: i decided to blog about RETARD NIC TAN's super retarded action today. there's this quote: there's no point crying over spilled milk. i finally understand & have a FEEL of how it is like. -_-! bought a packet of vitasoy during one of the breaks & i just had A SIP of it. left it on the table & NIC TAN, the main lead came over. he was telling me something & holding on to my vitasoy at the same time & he suddenly squeezed the packet of vitasoy & you can see the milk ouncing out just like the merlion. but the worst thing is, due to his RETARDATION, he didnt stop squeezing the packet of vitasoy & he just stare at it wetting my sleeves until darryl told him to stop. -_____-!!! see how retarded is mr nicholas tan? & the worst explanation he can ever give is that he dont know there's still milk inside -.- eh, i only drank a sip lehhs. *faints* OMG. i really dont know whether to laugh or to cry or to be angry. LOL but the bad thing is, now they categorise me under the same section as him- RETARD. cos darryl said that i reacted only after darryl asked him to stop squeezing the packet of vitasoy, only coming to know that it had already wetted my sleeves.OH NO! please dont retard my reactions. i dont wanna be in the same category as him. HAHAHA anyway, thanks jianfu sir, wilson sir (short one!), yaxin, yuanhao, peihwa, vannessa maam, serleng, emily for their wishes too! (: on a sidenote, i feel so guilty. i apologise sincerely for neglecting your feelings. i should have shared your burden w you instead of adding on to it. i should have knew that you had already did whatever you could cos you wouldnt leave me behind. i'm sorry i have disappointed you, my friend. promise i wont do this again. ): how i wish time can turn back. i need to have some self control; i'm losing it again for another time. Labels: random MY BIRTHDAY POST
For the past 3days, it had been totally GREAT FOR ME! Yupps, to all who made me feel loved, YES YOU, thanks a lot! You made me feel so loved, really. [:went to catch the pursuit of happyness at yishun w qx. (: Sorry that I was late for 30min =X reached home at about near to 1am. SATURDAY; ASEAN seminar at CJ. It was so boring that mr hendri asked if I had changed my religion cos he caught me “praying”-(head bent downwards & sleeping) a few times. =X went for lunch w my dearest 06a01 w full attendance at crystal jade! We were all doing my favourite thing- CAMWHORING! I’m really happy that the class can be back to the old times when there is no conflict, no segregation, nothing. Thanks for fulfilling my wish (you know what).  went for dessert at coffeebean. mudpie & cheesecake! *yumyum* thanks for the birthday song from the super faraway guys! hahaha(: sharon & hui set this super unglam photo of mine as their dp for the night of 24th & for the whole day of 25th to commemorate my birthday! HAHAHA. i specially pose to open my mouth super big can?  SUNDAY; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH ZHANHUI & HONGYI TOO! WE ARE THE 2503 BABIES! :D initially thought was meeting up w minyen only but in the end, sherlyn, peishi & lydia & qiuyu turned up! I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE THEM LA! (: (: (:  went four leaves & we had cakes again! they were trying to make me look like a clown by putting the cake super faraway from me & asking me to blow the candles out. -_-!! then followed by pushing the candle stud all the way inside the cake and ask me to use my tongue to get it up. -_-!!! it was so maluing la! i’m being BULLIED BY THEM! ><>  that’s me & my bestie (:  went yewtee to meet up my good friend to pass him a cert. & the dumb dumb cert broke that morning when i left the house la! AHHH! :x strolled around the region. went back to jurong to meet up w my dearest partner, jiamin! shant talk about the unhappy things that happened. But in conclusion, swensens’ service is LOUSY! but i did have a great time w my dearest partner. (: & i’m so not going to talk to her for the next 1036800 seconds! & she knows why >< the certificate (:
i'm loved by my family & relatives, jmin's family & sharon's family too! (:  yes, i feel so loved. [: Labels: birthday MY EIGHTEENth BIRTHDAY
it's MY EIGHTEENth BIRTHDAY & i feel so LOVED BY ALL! :D
results for some tests are out. i flunked gp! *CRIES OUT LOUD* ohno, this cant be happening to me! ): ): ): passed my econs by just 1/2 mark. though it's 1/2 mark, didnt expect to pass too. was proud of myself cos i still sat for the paper despite feeling superly sick. SEA hist SBQ test results kinda shocked me. didnt expect to score so well despite not finishing a source. (: alrights, enough of results. these few days i hadnt been emo-ing so ahsoon, stop saying i'm elmo's good friend alright? HAHA. went back fuhua ytd for speech day rehearsals. saw mr keuq & we talked abit here & there la. (anyway, just found out from him today that he is actually back to the status whereby i meet him for the first time.) [: fuhua redcross, jiayou for speech day! (: on a sidenote (1), i saw ZHEN in the camp & she claims that this is one highlight of the camp. -_-!! when are we meeting up, my dear 4cians? i miss you all. on sidenote (2), i have better reduce my blog entries all on redcross. but sometimes i cant help it since redcross is also part of my life? haha. so please pardon me. (: i will definitely blog about non-redcross stuff too, i promise! to YOU, i wish to tell you this but i do not have the courage to. i know that it will either bond us closer or affect our friendship. of course i hope that it will bond us but if it drifts us apart, there's no choice too. but i still wish to say it to you some day. let me muster my courage. give me time, & i will say it to you some day. back from camp & fell sick as usual. didnt go sch today due to fever & headache. ytd ogl talked to me. yupps i agreed w what he said. i've been falling sick for the past few months. think one other wishes that i wanna make this year is for better health. let me blog more about camp first before i'm too busy & forget to blog about it. day1 of camp mentioned it in my earlier post. was using alvin's laptop at night to access to net. (: day2 of camp dragonboating was fun for the cadets i suppose? (: one cadet lost her purse & me & alvin ran all the way back to find but it was futile. hope that she is fine now. heritage trail was fun for us. paired up w alvin & together w power-tough, we managed to reach HQ first. it was w lots of fun & laughter & some silly things like me posing as sir stamford raffles? :x HAHAHA campfire was fun indeed. w the cadets all so high, singing, cheering & dancing away! (: "love makes the world go round" (: their costumes are also very creative & nice. powerpuff girls, power rangers, robin hood, cat woman & many many more! i always love campfires! :D day3 of camp wasnt that good for me cos my friend forgot about me & the poor me had so many mosquito bites over me & man, they were swelling =S firedrill, lesson presentations, interviews, parade drills & procedures & area cleaning. think the most memorable part of day3 is the last 1hour of the camp? awards & presentation! congrats to all cadets upon receiving their individual awards & also to the camp chief upon receiving his ahpek pouch from me! [: thanks to all cadets & instructors & teachers who made this camp a success. to all the 39cadets who turned up, without your participation in this camp, this camp wont be a success too. hope that you did pick up some skills back & we are all awaiting for you all to be NCOs of your own units. hope that you all will not forget the camp that the instructors had planned out for you, the friends you have made & the skills you have learnt. i'm looking forward to seeing you all for gatherings. (: to the teachers, thanks for giving us support. esp to ms lee, my dearest YO. (: to the instructors who had contributed all your time & effort for this camp, let me tell you one thing, it's YOU who made this camp a wonderful one for the cadets. it's YOU for making a difference. this camp had been rather tiring as the activities are quite packed but nonetheless, all instructors still conducted their activities well. without any of you, the camp will not be a success. though the plannings of the camp maybe taxing and hard, it was a good job done by all. (: qingxiang sir: without you leading us, this camp will not go on. it wouldnt have been initiated in the first place if not for you. sorry for the times that i have not done my admin stuff well & really a big big thankyou for always helping me for my admin stuff whenever you know that i'm really busy w school work. [: alvin: my vip0606 delta mate! i have known you for a year already!! thanks for being my printer! & not to forget, helping out in all the logistics needed for the camp. (: fiona maam: thanks for all the care & concern shown to me! i'm really glad that i known you more & really, thanks for the support! (: mary: thanks for assisting me in my admin & also some runner jobs. you have been a great help! please do take good care of your throat & get well soon! (: stefany: thanks alot for all the naggings :x haha i will remember to take my meals the next time alright? good job for the f&b & the heritage trail. bet the cadets had fun in the heritage trail (: loretta: think the cadets got a shock when you said "YOU" & pointed to them? haha show more of your talents the next time! think the cadets will be so scared of all your roars =X bettina: thanks for all the pre camp help & all the concern (you know what i'm talking about) before camp! i'm sure you do learn something from admin. jiayou for your attachment (: leonard: your back getting better already? thanks for making the campfire such a great one despite your back not alright. apply more moisturiser & hope that it gets better soon! (: jason sir: thanks mentor for your help in teaching the lessons! bet the cadets learn alot from this yandao sir. hahaha anyway mentor, it has been a year ever since i know you! delta0606 (: lixuan: it's your 2nd time helping us out for proj ncos! haha thanks for always showing us the support! we will render you help when you need us! cheer up & smile! i make you happy (: hazwani: the campfire was well organised because of you! haha thanks for all the help. dont worry, we will help you in ndc like last year. secretaries rocks! (: jingni: had a nice talk that night w you. it's nice working w you in the camp! esp during that firedrill slot. haha thanks for rendering your help though yckss isnt involved! (: yuanhao: thanks for helping out in proj ncos despite you having so many camps & holiday assignments all in that one week holiday. let's jiayou for As! (: filza: thanks for helping me w the admin side on the first day morning of the camp. know that it had been hard for you but really thanks! we never do those stuff wrongly! (: shamsul: you are so on! notified you last minute & you can still help out for 3whole days of the camp. next time i promise to call your name in a shorter time. it's hard to pronounce. HAHA (: yingqi: thanks for helping out in the heritage trail & making the cadets so high & enthusiastic! hope to work w you again! (: sandy: hope that you recover fast from your chicken pox! though you werent here for the camp, thanks for doing up all the safety sops! get well soon! (: to my good friend: this camp have been great cos i didnt break any of my promises made to you. it have been great too cos of all your constant concern. sorry if i did make you angry many times but like you know, we both treat each other like that de. anyway, just wanna tell you that no matter what argument we have, we will be okay in the end cos i regard you as one of my good friends that i can trust & depend on. [: ( sounds familiar? HAHA. i edited abit from yours :x ) lastly, PROJECT NCOS! ONE VOICE ONE MIND HWAH! :D .JPG) Labels: project ncos it's 345am currently & i still cant get to sleep. oh in case you all were thinking whether i'm in camp or not, i'm IN CAMP. this morning was a great one. i saw mr keuq & his fellow mates. it made my day a little better. we exchanged greetings & yupps, it brought a smile to my face early in the morning. (: alot of cadets last minute pulled out but overall, the total strength was still more than last year. this year, we are handling with cadets from 7 west schools. a bigger challenge as compared to last year. administrative matters were alright. can cope with it & it's also thanks to the help from the various instructors, esp to my juniors, filza & mary. thanks to sir for helping to settle the budget issue too. had night trail. i thought of buddy. cos he's always there for the scouts & redcross scouts night trail. :/ alright, all activities today were quite okay. debriefed & did some things & now all other instructors are sleeping already. anyway, i wrote the 3 rules for myself. & i didnt break any for whole of today. at least i reduce a bit of the stress & worry felt. the promises are to be kept & not broken, my good friend. [: Labels: project ncos, promises alright, pray hard for me. i wont screw it up. emotions will be kept under control. i believe i can do it (: Labels: random HELLO! *waves frantically to everyone out there* back here for one last entry before I go for camp tmr. HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO MY JERLINA JIE & HAPPY BDAE TO MY DEAREST ALAN! [: ;sunday went swensens w hui (:  does it make you feel like drooling? (;;monday  took some spastic photos & went to vivo. my sinful temptations are really EVERYWHERE. for the past one wk, I had been spending more than 150bucks on accessories, tops, some art & craft materials & etc. bought a necklace at chomel w sharon. It’s nice & sweet! (: ;tuesday couldn’t go sentosa w denise & had to postpone the trip due to my geog consultations. ms mandy stuns me w all her questions. I think I really got so petrified la. no more 1-1 consultation w msmandy. haha but she’s good in explaining. met up w my dearest pw group in the evening! :D the 3 of us were all in black.  women in black [:went for dinner at cafe cartel at plaza sing. look at how sumptuous our meals are. hahaha  spot which one is mine. give you a clue-spot my handphone. hahawent shopping around in PS & I saw this really nice orange pull-over at Dorothy Perkins. it’s only 26bucks! but mama will sure kill me if I buy cos I already spent lyke more than 210bucks, inclusive of the spendings for the past few days out. :x so somebody buy for me please! ><  that’s my beloved pw group! <3anyway, tomorrow’s the camp-Project NCOs 2007. Last year, 2006, was our first year.  took a candid shot of somebody’s ugly sleeping pose. =P  The times shared was memorable. Though there were only 3schools involved and there weren’t many cadets, we all had fun. The camp had brought me to a start of many things. It had made me forge new friendships out of which, there is one great one, made me learn some management skills, made me learn some impt techniques to tackle some problems, made me learn quite a few things in planning. The cadets in this camp were also fun & loving. That’s our alpha w us.  That’s Project NCOs 2006 at post camp contact session (w many people missing)  i’m looking forward to the camp. i'll do my best & not let my good friend down. Afterall, it's the brand name & the fruits of success that we are all after for. JIAYOU! (:  Labels: project ncos, pw group, sentosa, temptations came back here after another week. i'm really busy w alot of things that i didnt have the energy nor the time to blog :/ HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO THE FOLLOWING: 5thmarch- hazel 7thmarch- hanqing 9thmarch- audrey 10thmarch- jiaxin ;monday; watched protege w my movie council. the 3permanent members of the council have veto powers which allows us to veto against any resolution being made & they are namely, me, ahsoon & darryl. these 3 other members of the council went too & they are namely, jeanette, hui & hweeying. HAHA i sounded so lyke talking about the UN. omg i'm so into history. :x protege is a nice movie except that it's kinda gross whenever i see those drug addicts getting "HIGH". it just gets a lil scary for both me & jeanette. hweeying suggested that next time we should watch PG instead. HAHAHA. ;tuesday went holland v w the girls. ya kun's kaya toast taste super nice! (: ;wednesday me & sharon went ljs to celebrate our one year "anniversary". LOL we know each other for a year already alrights? & why is it LJS that we went to? not because it's my faves, but cos it's exactly where we went to for lunch on the first day we know each other last year. the both of us clicked so well that on the first day of our friendship, we already went lunch w each other. just the two of us alrights? hahaha anyway, thanks my friend for accompanying me through for the past 1year. yupps, though we wish to stay at that particular moment of ours, life just got to move on. let those wonderful memories be forever engraved in our minds & we gonna look forward to our even-more-beautiful-than-last-time-memories. ;thursday super super long day in school. nearly fell asleep for many times. went for a haircut & the hairdresser screwed up. my fringe is now super SHORT la :/ ;friday flunking two tests in one day can kill. A lvl admission minimum points:63 esther's current admission points:40 tell me where can i go? i wanna get into uni ! ): he made me cried.however, the talk made me feel happier. things were at least starting to work out again. (: anyway, thanks bet! (: dinner at imm ajisen w qx, alvin, jason, doreen maam & marcus sir. the food is nice! (: ;saturday overslept again :x met up w sharon, jer & roach for breakfast at mac. roach, HAHAHA :P met up w the rest & off we go for the econs seminar at NTU. the seminar was interesting at the first part w mr ho's brother lecturing too. but after which, i kept dozing off & watching people doze off when i dont. hahhs. lalee & taqiah went too! (: off to town w sharon & hui after that. i bought alot of stuff la! alot of art materials for making gifts. (: THY had left for hongkong. bonvoyage, no heart president! ;P ;sunday went for NUS open house today w the girls. hui did something real funny when we alight bus198. LOL i had better not mention it or i gonna die in her hands when i see her. NUS' business fac & arts & social sciences fac were crowded w SO MANY PEOPLE la. please tell me they arent aiming to go there. if not, i definitely wont stand a chance :/ SWENSENS' STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE ICECREAM IS NICE! I LOVE IT! [: hui & me went west mall's swensens to have icecream! hui, we gonna go for sakae sushi the next time! ICECREAM MAKES US HAPPY. ICECREAM MAKES ME HAPPY ESP :D on a sidenote, thanks for the msg, wufeng! it's the 11st. (: Labels: anniversary i'm falling. i'm not only feeling sick but also, i'm feeling sick mentally too. i'm like breaking down every single day. but yet i have no one to tell the whole thing to. seriously, i hope for time to pass fast. they dont see the things we do. at the least, you can see it but the sad thing is you dont want to. i've got an excuse to cry now. A familiar look A familiar smile Makes it so hard To make a choice, I don't know if I should stay-if i should stay, alexz johnson you know that i'm not alright. you know that. i'm SICK again. ): ): ): -splitting headache, fever & cold. went for movies two days in a row. next week gonna for 2 more movies. i'm going broke if this continues :/ monday, went for movies w my 9/15 classmates. including ahsoon of course! (: we watched Just Follow Law, spore's jack neo's productions. it's so funny lars! jeanette & hui were both laughing so LOUDLY & i can hear them even though they were 3-4 seats away from me. hahaha throughout the movie, i was laughing so much that my stomach hurts. hahhs! & i still think the most funny scenes are the halal thingy & the security guard-muthu's scenes. clamping of fire engine & blah. the show made me happier & it had been almost a week ever since i had such a good laugh. (: tuesday, went for movies w qx. watched Letters of Iwo Jima & it's nice! though i hate the japs alot for they invaded spore during JO period, i dont wanna them to be killed by the americans in the show. well, perceptions do change when in different circumstances. the show was still kinda gruesome but not as much as i imagined it to be. tears started to run down my face when the suicide mission took place. :/ but overall, the movie is nice. looking forward to part2! (qx said that part2 is the americans' version) xiaoyuan was in the same theatre too! walked frm cine all the way to PS. my first tyme walking there :x home i go while they all went for ndp meeting. wednesday, had 2.4 trial run & my timing is getting lousier- 1513 :/ after the run, as usual i will feel super dizzy, feel lyke fainting anytime. my blood pressure is low la :/ thanks the girls! (: proj ncos meeting at unity. bet, relax & dont be so stressed out. i understand how you feel but learn to take it easy alright? right now, we had to stay strong & do it good. dont worry, you still have me to share your stressful problems w. let's jiayou! (: thursday, took early leave. was feeling so sick ever since morning but dont wanna people get the wrong impression that i missed school due to the econs test & so i went. left straight after econs test & i bet i will surely fail this test. had a splitting headache & was feeling so cold for the whole day! my sweater never leave me since morning except when i need to bathe. running a fever now, a splitting headache & a cold. aint going sch tmr morning. thanks my beloved class for your care & concern! (: tmr afternoon going sch to collect the A lvls chinese results! i dont knw why but i'm just so NOT NERVOUS. or maybe cos i'm sick & i got no strength to go think about it ba. i'm just praying for an A tmr though i know it's hard. pray hard for me! enough of blogging, i had better rush to do the vetting of the minutes & other admin stuff now. alrights i hear sharon nagging & scolding me again. promise to sleep early tonight! :x Labels: A levels, movies, project ncos |
