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will update when i knock off from work. (:
TAG REPLIES: kristie; lol, who ask you to be such a glutton! haha! i’m changing colour too on the 13rdfeb! it’s coming! and i’m abit scared. =/
ava; thanks for saying that to cheer me up! you are? think you must be one of the instructors down at the first Vis meeting. (:
emily; sorry! i’m quite busy with work and redcross now. =x will be slightly more free after this weekend cos my work assignment is ending. yay yay! i’ll be going!
nic; -___-!! you already know who right, still want to purposely ask here. BOO!
jmin; that’s so NOT true! YOU ARE LYING!! besides, i rarely go to the market. HAHA!
hazel; so-so, not that good, neither that bad. you you! you haven’t been updating your blog and i don’t know if you are doing alright! dropping you a mail later today or tmr! (:
yuanhao; don’t worry! you are not going to die! i’m sure you can cope with the tough training at tekong! ninja ninja! haha
freddy; you are back! (: glad you are coping well in there with kianwee and the rest. haha meet up soon alright?
tommy; mr cheng, your words never fail to knock sense into me. (: Yes, they are indeed good memories of mine and it’s something that no one will ever be able to snatch it away from me. (: zq; haha, updated! (:
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It’s the last already.
I feel demoralized, I feel disappointed.
How am I not supposed to feel this way?
It’s not easy, never.
We’ve gone through so much so much, braved through the storms and still standing strong.
now that it has to end.
It will be impossible to carry on in the future.
Worst still, it cant even end with a high note, it cant even end with our very own.
How am I supposed to face it now?
It’s like an internal struggle within me.
The project, the love, the bond, everything has gone with the wind.
Everything.
I just came across some of the photos.
It makes my heart break when I see them.
Especially at this point of time, I swear this feeling sucks.
I’ll wont be fine in the short while.
I’ll need time, time to wash away all these disappointment.
Allineednowismypillarofstrengthandsupport.
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TAG REPLIES: yeecheng; hello! shocked to see you here. anyway, i replied you in your blog. it’s at harbour front shopping centre. (:
junjie; LOL. it’s kinda sad la. i have at least 7friends whose name is the same as yours! -junjie. HAHA! but i’m still smart to know it’s you.
kristie; you should stay at home to do homework! haha, yupps the bukit timah caltex is ulu and dark. but luckily, my dad drove me there and sent me back. (:
dC; i koped that class photo from the fuhua web! & i miss you too! nah, ask your secretary to book an appointment with my secretary! haha! i’ll only be free after 3rdfeb cos my work assignment ends on that day. date me date me!
wenfang; you HAVE! stop denying! i think maybe i should pull it up when i see you. LOL.
emily; i bet you missed me A LOT! HAHA! :D i bet you are so much slimmer now right? shall we meet up for dinner next month? this month i’m fully booked. =x
tommy; oops, a lecture from mama. =x haha, i robbed the bank so i got millions of money! HAHA. no la, i rarely go shopping so still have abit of money.
eileen; haha, i don’t think i’ll so easily get sick of tanks. now i got a variety of colours in my wardrobe! (: haha, thanks thanks! oh, they sent me so far last week but this coming and next week gonna be so much nearer to me! next wed & thur, i’ll be working at the spc opposite my house! haha! lucks for your job!
elaine; i just love messing up your hair! even before i mess up, it’s already messy enough alrights? HAHA! ;D ahhh, now everyone knows i have messy hair, thanks to law sir! =x and i gonna bite you with my metallic teeth this friday!
maosiie; yea,our photo! (: anyway, thankyou so much! i got something to share with you when we meet up on friday! cheer up! (:
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TUESDAY, 15thJan! (:
Hitting town with my faves really make me happy. :D
All the nice nice clothes, shoes, accessories, they all make me happy! :D
What’s most important is must have the money to spend and indulge in all these temptations!
And nic, I don’t live off my parents, ahma, aunties and etc k. boo!
Town-ed with nic on tue and yupps, my role was just to accompany that super fussy guy to shop for his clothes so I got nothing for myself. ): He’s super super fussy. I think more fussy than girls. LOL. =x
Shopped from orchard to somerset to plaza sing. (:
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WEDNESDAY, 16thJan! (:
Towned with hui yesterday and of course, I allowed myself to indulge in these sweet temptations. :]
Got myself a second dress to be kept in my entire wardrobe. Alrights, it’s not to be kept. It’s to be WORN! :] It’s maroon brown and I love it! :D got the green everlast canvas pumps too, though it isn’t what I wanted in the first place but it’s just as nice. bought a dark brown belt too. anyway, online shopping is fun! (: bought a r&f red polo tee and a blue collared bf’s tee online too! (:
And i’m nice to buy an everlast polo tee for brother too. (:
next on my to-buy list gonna be the butterfly belt which I spotted at far east and a pair of heels. :]
met with nic and roach and off we went to Adecco to settle some stuff. Towned with them from orchard to somerset and I finally had my meal at kobayashi after not being able to lunch there the last time I went cine. Hui went back and off we walked to plaza sing to shop for nic’s shirt. It’s definitely a nice green top from the graphic tshirt design shop! (:
and as usual, they got fascinated by my big bronze bangle which I wore it above my elbow. Too bad their hands are big and it cant even be worn up anywhere near their elbow. HAHA. And and, stop saying I got big fat muscles. -_-!! I’m going to bite. –roars-
I’m definitely going to save and scrimp as much as I could to purchase the super sweet and nice craft materials from “made with love”. The cards and scrapbooks are so sweeeet!
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THURSDAY, 17thJan! =s
Happy birthday honglun! (: I got through 4LONG HOURS of maths & science tuition just now. It was meant to be 3hours initially but she extended it for 1 LONG HOUR when I was already so tired and hungry. Urghs. I got my first pay just now, which half of it goes to my agent for this first month so I’m left with nothing much cos I’ll still need to pay my phone bills. =/
Endure, hang in there for the sake of money! But I don’t think I’ll be able to tolerate all these for long.
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Alrights, enough of all that ranting.
At least I’m happy that I bought a shirt dress and a few more tanktops! Oops, I sense people throwing daggers at me for buying tanktops again! =x got myself a black brown striped bucket bag too! yayys. :]
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I’m gonna be busy for the next few days so I reckon I would have the time to blog. Work is starting tmr and in case you still do not know, I’m working as a sales promoter for tiger beer. And please, I’m not pi jiu mei or whatever you name it as. HAHA. Anyway, here’s my schedule. FRIDAY; 18thJan - Lunch with sharon
- Redcross training at Fuhua
- Taman Jurong NTUC from 5pm-9pm.
SATURDAY; 19thJan
Happy birthday in advance, ahhwa! (: - Redcross training at Fuhua
- VIs meeting at campsite
- Bukit Timah’s Caltex from 6pm-11pm
(so do call me at 11. please please please. That area is so freaking isolated & nic says that it’s freaking dark and quiet. =s and I will have to take at least an hour before I reach home. =/ )
SUNDAY; 20thJan
- Tuition from 9am-1030am
- JE’s SPC from 12pm-5pm
- Bukit Timah’s Caltex from 6pm-11pm (it’s the same ulu petrol kiosks again. =s )
Hope that i wont die from the excessive breathing of the pollution coming from the vehicles at the petrol kiosks. =x
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PHOTOS! (:
lovely pw group! :] 
year batchmates at rcy challenge! (:
lixuan & i. (:
the lovely ones. :]
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movies? meeting up? I bet so.
I think I caught a cold. =/
Alrights, off to bed! goodnights! (: Labels: photos, shopping, work
TAG REPLIES: wenfang; short skirt-er,i'll kill you if you remind me of my nightmare again. LOL. joanne; thanks! (: so far,i dont have any ulcers at all. oh yay, i broke the record! this shows that i have thick skin? =x lol. yvonneteo; you this evil meanie! trying to tempt me with food?! i wont be moved! haha. i'm adorable, not cute. HA! ;D jmin; i'm throwing daggers at you! i cant eat buffet now!! ): ask yaggie dont organise buffet gathering la. =x anyway, cheer up! waiting for your call later on at night. (: nightmare; -__-!! i'm going to repeat this, i'm NOT beer girl. i'm just a sales promoter! lol, yupps going this saturday. talk to you more tmr! (: jinhua; i'll meet up with you all provided you all dont laugh at me and my braces kays? LOL. i'm scared la. and i miss you all terribly too! it has been months ever since i last saw you all! ): junjie; TANJJ! you still dare to say it's on purpose huh. you are so going to get it from me! dont ever let me catch you in fuhua! -ROARS- by the way, my friend mistook you for another jj in redcross. you got such a common name that everyone else in all their blogs dont know which jj you are. HAHA! &&, stop calling me by my full name! esp, my chinese name! -_-!! bettina; thanks betty for standing up for me! (: you know me so well that i so dont like people calling me my chinese name. just feels weird. =s you can have my chinese name if you like. LOL. anyway, he's not the jj we both know. he's another jj. such a common name right? lol. see you in 1day's time! (: kristie; i've been really forgetful to get the new type of toothbrush. =/ will get it tmr hopefully! i face difficulty eating fillet burger! =/
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This is your long awaited entry aint it? Haha. There have been >100hits over the weekends! wow. (:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SPECIAL FRIEND! lovesloves! :D
this entry gonna be random and boring.
Anything that comes to my mind will be blogged about.
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Results will be out in less than a month or so. AHHHHHH!~
This year, O lvl results will be released on the last week of jan. unless ours is a popping-out-of-nowhere release date, we still have a month of so to enjoy ourselves before our doomsday is here.
People often say results aren’t everything but is that really true? Everywhere you go, people will ask for your qualifications. That cert, though worthless in monetary value, is priceless in the journey that you’ll be embarking.
Alright, enough about results. It’s just dampening the mood.
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There’s VI meeting at campsite this Saturday afternoon. Transport fee is super expensive! ): have to leave the training halfway. Hope that they will be disciplined enough to train for the next few hours after we left.
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I must admit that it feels weird talking to you just now.
You know the reason.
Anyway, take good care of yourself.
here's some photos to cure your monotony of my entry. (:
4cians on graduation day 05! (:
i miss wearing fuhua uniform with them. =s
Angqizhen! You have gone missing! Miss those peeps like denise, qiuyu ash, jinhua, yaxin, and etc. ):
p/s ash, check your email! (:
don’t you girls just miss wearing the bikila/ owens/ banni & rono tshirt?
Thanks to you that we clocked new timings for 2.4! not forgetting darryl too. (:
Our good ol buddy who’s now slogging his all in ns. ):
Alrights, gonna go prepare myself before going for dental and hitting town with nic! (: Labels: photos, results
TAG REPLIES: kristie; i still feel weird talking to people in my braces. ): i think i’m an alien la. =/ lol, i’ll get the correct toothbrush by this week, i guess.
yvonne; yepps i do miss you! eating porridge is healthy but imagine me eating it for 2 days, 6meals all porridge. that can really kill. ): but i’m glad that i’m able to eat noodles now. (:
freddy; take good care of yourself in there! (: hope to see you soon!
eileen; i know you must be so envious of me rights? LOL. wanna meet up this coming friday for lunch? msg you again.
jmin; these days hadn’t been fine so does that mean you are not coming over? LOL. =x alright la, meeting you up soon when i have the courage to face you with my braces!
yixuan; LOL. did we? i just dislike those people who cut in when we were saying our timing. you know who i am talking about. Haha.
gabriel; LOL. it’s not my fault. blame it on qx & nic. i’m totally innocent. =x linked ya up already! link me when you book out too! (:
tommy; sorry ma! i don’t mean it. but not to worry,i’m sure you fared well. (: i think i’m more worrying. =s
nightm@re; you are scaring them away. LOL
hazel; my braces are up already and they can be quite irritating. cant eat alot of food. can only eat porridge for the 1st four days. ): i dread 13feb. ): unknown; it has been a long time ever since i last saw you!! and eh, i where got teach them bad stuff? BOO! you are still the same old you, zhen. bettina; sorry i wont be able to meet you all up cos i have training before that at fuhua and i'll be going there straightaway with my junior. see you all there at the campsite alright? (:
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freddy just called me just now and he’s doing fine on his very first day there in tekong resort! (:
Anyway, jer is enlisting tmr. feel kinda sad. ): do take good care of yourself in there and drop me sms-es to let me know you are doing fine in there, bud! (:
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Met up with nic yesterday after tuition and off we head to town. Hello NIC, it’s a SHAWL, come on, pronounce after me, shaaww-llll. it’s NOT a scarf! HAHAHA! Anyway, I nearly drove him mad, I think. =x whatever it is, if he dares to make all my teeth drop off, I gonna create havoc at teck whye ntuc tmr and blast the cny songs into his ears! LOL.
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Didn’t meet up with Eileen and sharon for lunch today cos I still got quite a number of stuff left undone at home. Meet up with you all next week k? sorry about it!
Went Fuhua for training. Met wenfang at the bus stop again! ha I think I would be seeing her for the next few Fridays I guess! Anyway, that stupid girl reminded me of the fact that the results gonna be released soon. -_-! I’m going to kill the next person who asks me about when the results gonna be released. =x
Let’s hope that training will get better as the days come by. Anyway, the whole parade square was bombarded by all 4UGs. I like this feeling. It don’t feel so quiet and lonely. But nonetheless, we do need quiet times to conduct some peaceful trainings. Haha.
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didnt go for dinner with the ncc clts. perhaps another time ba! (:
was reminiscing the past while waiting for the bus at that bus stop that is within the vicinity of the school. While reminiscing and even before I realized, he was standing right in front of me. Ha! Sometimes, the more we wish for something, it doesn’t arrive. When I didn’t expect it this time, it did. Whatever it is, it brought a smile to my die-also-cannot-smile face. (:
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Just saw a mail and ohwell, things aren’t going the way it should be.
Let’s pray that it would turn out well. It got to carry on! Labels: enlistment, misc, redcross
I’m getting sick of eating porridge for meals.
Imagine eating that for breakfast, lunch and dinner. =/
It just makes me lose my appetite.
I will slowly get used to the metallic thing that is sticking to my teeth.
I’ll need to get used to it, for I’ll be living with it for the next two years until the year 2010. 2010 not only marks the year that the metallic thing can finally be taken down and that I have straight teeth, it marks the year that I turn 21, it marks the year my macho beloved friends ord from ns, it marks the year …
I’ll be looking forward to the year 2010. (:
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Did I mention that I shed 4KG since As ended till now?
ohyay! –jumps around-
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take care, freddy! (: all the best to your enlistment!
han,yuanhao and yongjun hope you are coping well inside. (:
qx, you are booking out again today!
jerome, you’re enlisting tmr! ):
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Friends are one of the greatest things I can ever have. (:
it was han’s enlistment yesterday. will really miss him, the tall man in our class. well, authoritarian counterpart, take good care of yourself and be a good and un-corrupted policeman k? haha!
it’s soon to be freddy’s and jerome’s, on the 11st & 12nd respectively. ):
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The class dinner at breeks café on monday was great! was another 10/15 gathering but nonetheless, I just so love meeting up with classmates. They do make my day a better one. (: their short lil notes just make me happy. And sharon, I’m keeping the warranty card for good! (:
After that, sharon, darryl and ahsoon left and off we go to harry’s bar to drink. (: Had pineapple rum and the bartender don’t believe that freddy is legal to drink! Lol.
Anyway, cheers to our wonderful class! let’s all have a great year ahead! (:
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Met up with yvonne for dinner at mos burger @ woodlands just now. caught up quite a lot with her and seriously, we are really thankful that we went for the mass accred last feb and went back home together. It made us realized how similar we both are and how special we are. Thanks for the super sweeeet card, love! :]
My dearest partner passed me a box of chocolate biscuits and a card for me too! (: and she’s calling me tmr. yay! But hopefully I can still talk la. Haha. I’m sorry that I went “missing”, dearest. But still, you know how much I love you. It’s the 7th year and going! :]
See, how sweeeet my friends are.
It just tells how fortunate i am to have them. :]
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there’s dental appointment in a few hours’ time. braces are going to be up if nothing goes wrong. luckily, nic is going with me or i'm sure to faint there. =s wish me luck!
jiayou too!
& also, to yuanhao and yongjun, all the best for your enlistment! take good care of yourself at tekong! (: Labels: 06A01, friends, loved
TAG REPLIES: hazel; yupps i left comments at your posts already. (: and today’s the day, hazey. =s
kristie; haha, i would either put red or purple. (: i wont dare to open my mouth next training. i think i’ll just keep quiet. lol
tommy; is your ankle alright now? ohman, rest more and don’t move around k? get well soon!
eileen; yupps, i did my best. thanks laogao! (: anyway, you drunkard lady, see you soon! remember to visit me when i work!
yixuan; yes, that’s like FINALLY. haha! and please, i don’t give evil grin and evil laughter, you dumbo.
yvonnechua; hello! sorry la, i know quite a few yvonnes. =x eat more so that you can become bigger in size! haha.
jmin; i met you up just now! (though it’s only for a short while =x) thanks dearest for the card & the chocolate biscuits! lovelove! :]
yuanhao; the planning and running was quite successful but not the no. of recruits. =/ anyway, you are NOT going to die in ns. jiayou and take good care of yourself! (:
bettina; are you a lion? –runs away- =x
sharon; lol, darling, i’m going to look so damn awful please. =s
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rainbow.
happy belated birthday to lydia and yixuan! (:
had been really busy for the past few days ever since 31st!
parade rehearsals, cca display preparations (cheering! , souvenirs, banners, posters and etc), tuition, project ncos 08 meeting and meetups.
esp with the sec1 orientation stuff, it kept me really busy from wednesday to yesterday!
but nonetheless, it was a good job done for the sec3s comms.
and definitely, good job done for the whole unit! (:
parade side was quite alright.
cca display was fun and high.
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despite the busy days, still managed to meet up three friends. (not counting the one yesterday since we didnt even stop to talk while it was just merely a drop by i guess)
yongjun, take care of yourself in ns! hope you like the present! (:
sharon,i'm glad you like the perlinis necklace. (:
minyen, till now, your note still makes me smile. it was definitely a nice catching up session with you. love you, lady. (:
certain issues cropped up both on friday and yesterday.
and i have to handle those all by myself yesterday.
i cant hide the fact that i'm disappointed.
thanks adrian for the listening ear in school yesterday! ** meeting up with classmates tmr evening and yvonne on tue before i put on braces on wednesday!
i wish to meet up with you before i put on my braces.
but it's only left today.
i wish i wish i wish.
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TAG REPLIES: bettina; oops you saw it. =x maosiie; haha! i dont want to chew on that rubber too! i nearly got choked, you see. haha then i shall thank you in advance for the sweets! lol. (: yuanhao; ohya! i forgot is 1year and 10months. does it take a long time to load? it doesnt for my com. haha. 3more days! ): zq; hello! happy 2008! and good job for yesterday's parade. (: tommy; yupps that's right. i must bear with all the pain for the next two years! did you have fun when you went back for orientation? i cant go back for jj night cos i have a meeting. =/ adeline; hello nanny! happy belated 2008! hope you will have a great year ahead too! yvonne; haha! i'm totally broke now. TOTALLY. ): kristie; haha, stop showing off your nice, nearly straight teeth to me! anyway, thanks for that brochure. (:
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goodbye 2007, hello 2008!
it's the FIRST ENTRY OF 2008! (:
-WAVES FRANTICALLY-
i'm going to do away with my norms of writing a year end review and things like that in details.
just in short, i think 2007 had been a tough year, with A levels, family problems, redcross problems and everything else. but i have been a strong girl. i got through everything and here i am, in 2008 already. though i'm not fully geared up and ready for 2008, i aspire for myself to be even stronger than what i had been in 2007.
when seasons kept changing and waves kept crashing onto me, i sincerely thank and salute all my friends who stood me through. you are the ones who make me stronger and in 2007. though the big As did take away some friends and alot of my time, it made me realised who my true friends are too. i'm sure some of you share the same sentiments.
be it whether you stood me through, or if you did encouraged me, you make a difference in my life in the year 2007. continue making a difference in my life in 2008. (:
with loves,
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