history repeated itself again.


today was A level chinese oral. didnt expected it to be so fast. well i mean i had just entered college for lyke 3months plus near to 4? and A level chinese is already just round the corner? oh my. it`s freaking me out.

i fared really BADLY during oral. the same mistakes repeated. i was too nervous that i kept stammering and stuttering. pausing here and there and was at a loss of what to say during the conversation section. WHAT THE HELL IS WRG WITH ME?!?



something is really really wrong. i need someone to talk to.

/tmr is the starting of chinese A lvl oral and i gonna have it tmr. i`m the fourth to take in the whole J1 cohort lars. shit. hope that i dun commit the same mistake as last yr. please pray hard for me. =/


bless me man.

i feel so sad now. sigh. not in too good a mood to blog. shall blog abt ytd`s syf tmr. still have tons of hmk to do =/

super demoralising after the interview with vp mr owyong for proj work. he hinted to us that this isnt a realistic proj afterall. i nearly teared in the office just now. was talking to zhanhui at the bus stop and i teared.

i HATE crying. ):





falling...

BAD HAIR day.
BAD day.
in conclusion,
bad hair day=bad day!
Ans: bad bad hair day ):

today`s first day of the new term. whatever it is let me blog about ytd first.
yesterday went to two way holistic and had a haircut. i gonna cry out lars. the person cut until so damn short cans? esp my fringe. omg. and also nw i can even style my hair lehhs. went to sakura restaurant at science centre this tyme. EVERYBODY on maternal side went. miracle* it had been a long tyme ever since EVERYBODY went. it was fun of cos. ahahs. all the jokes and crap. took some pix with my beloved cousins and my beloved aunt too (: my aunt and my mum look so pretty lars. aha. conglin and alan looks so shuai too. they better not see this or they gonna start boasting about it. lols. took a photo of no.1 which is me all the way to no.11 which is bryan. so nice cans? =D

TODAY

i had a bad day.
went sch with my new idiotic hairstyle. thanks ahma xiangyuan and my darl* of cos! they helped me norhs not lyke some people, kept luffing =/ arghs* i hate my hair lars. by the way, yueqi said i looked lyke a potato -.- guess that`s the joke of the year. AHA. during pc didnt wenta change. my right foot is swelling up after dad massaged it with oil for me last night. cried out last night norhs. super damn pain ): besides had a slight fever ytd so tada no pc for me. but doesnt matter much cos it was only taking height and weight and for those who haven finish their napfa. how could i have shrunk by 1cm?!? arghs*

maths tutorial, geog lect and pw discussion were alright lars. except that we needa buck up more for pw cos we are behind tyme. econs lect was super funny. i dun feel sianz at all. knw why? cos mr ho is comical. the way he pronounce really keeps me busy luffing and not falling aslp. LOL. i knw i`m bad lars but he sounds cute when pronouncing those words. HAHHS. i lyke his econs lect. :D

retest was cancelled after being postponed one tyme last wk. lucky it was cancelled or else sure no tyme finish discussing the human geog survey thingy. tmr morning first lesson is presentation already. oh my. lucky we managed to finish quite a lot. now left with the typing out of the main report, graph and findings and skit. went to find both VPs to make an appointment with them for interview sessions on thur. eileen said that i was very LOUD when talking to one of the VPs until the people in the general office were lyke staring at me. lols. did i really talk that loud? oops :x

wenta jmin`s hse visit her. yea once again she`s sick. that weak girl. aha do takkaires kkays? pls dun be bias hors. if one day i fallen into the sea and is almost drowning, pls save me hors. you knw me for 42months. dun you ever forget that. hahhs. (:

there`s econs test tmr. look at my list of things to do for today.
-econs `retest` qn a and b
-human geog findings and analysis
-5 human geog mindmaps
-3chinese book reviews (i haven even read the book!)
how to finish all? tmr is a sure die day. hopefully i fall very sick and dun go sch. *curse myself*

last nyte too tired to blog about anything yea? maybe dun have the mood too.

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everything is alryte already. i`m glad that things are on the right path once again. my best gossipy partner [:


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i gonna fail for sure. not again ):
cadets recognition day.
was put in charge of registration. marking the attendances and distributing the cds to them. oh yah gela designed the poster and also the cover of the cd. the whole design is really nice and it got 2 of my pix there. one is the vipo6o6 and the other one is the vipo6o6 DELTA! she`s frm delta of cos put delta`s pix lars (: oh yah thanks denise for helping me at the beginning and thanks aly for helping me thruout the event after denise left. aly is really a super lame blur comical and CRAZY woman. AHA. seeing her actions can really make me luff big tyme. lols.
had reception and helped aly out in fnb. the tarts are really difficult to clip lars. AHA. i only dropped A FEW while aly and pam dropped A LOT. lols. i`m pro! =D hahhs. during reception crapped a bit with fuhua people namely aisyah lydia minyen sherlyn and yixuan. something GREAT happened to me when dunno what denise and lionel sir is doing. i gonna kill her lars. aha. denise lost her balance and she stepped on my feet with the HEELS OF HER COURTSHOES and her WHOLE weight landed on me. it`s not any normal sportshoes or whatsoever. it`s heels of courtshoes. omg. it`s so damn pain cans? now that part of my feet is swelling up. ):
after crd went compass point to have dinner. the whole of the basement of compass point is so packed with redcross people. hongyi came to join us too! was really tired. went home with lixuan, hongyi and qx. i really dun lyke transisland buses. they really give me a headache and makes me feel so sick. didnt really talk much. yea you knw why.


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oh yah forgot to mention that my ahgong is ALRYTE nw. his report shows that he`s HEALTHY. WOOTS!~ gonna go celebrate with him for dinner tonight. meanwhile i gonna go chiong some of my hmk. i NEVER touch my work at all for the entire holidays except for this wk monday and friday. the rest of the days i`m kept busy too. i gonna die big tyme when sch reopens tmr.

save me




i deleted away the number and all the msges. when ____ called and msged me ytd, only the number appeared. no name and nothing.

yea nothing went wrg last nyte and sharon darl* and kc are still going on fine (: that`s great!
wenta have dinner with hongyi just nw. yepps only me alvin and qx with hongyi. it was nice seeing him after 2wks. he`s so much more tanned than that tyme le. anyway it was funny to see him teasing mr tofu. LOL
once again i got scolded by reaching home late. actually also not very late lars but just that everyday i`m lyke not at home and always go out early and come back late. yahs that`s the reason why lars.
tmr is cadets recognition day. yea wonder how many of fuhua sec4s going.

i LOVE her. i cried the moment her msg came xD

these few days not as busy as last wk but well, i`m still suffering from fatigue. ):
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had econs lect. got back my econs demand and supply paper. failed ): got 11/25. but they said i got quite good. seriously i really dun understand the qn at all. it`s not that i knw the qn and i tell everybody that i dunno.
after econs lect chiong to je pizza hut with ashley. had fun talking to her on the way there. (: went for 4c gathering and quite a lot turned up despite many already ended their holidays. qizhen jmin kelly yaxin ashley baoling zhaohong emily jinhua yixiang hanqing zhanhui liyin levianna chienhock yeehoau. they were so GREAT lars. really miss the old times.
after late lunching at pizza hut went to kpool. thanks zhen for lending me the shirt but still we never play pool cos a few others including me cant enter. sorry guys!
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today had a 4 1/2 econs lect and a retest initially but later on the retest was postponed to monday! yays! dunno what the whole lect is talking about lars. what about marginal product and blahhs. after lect wenta lib with sharon darl*. caught up a lot with her and i feel so great. thanks darl*! (: today missed syf training cos of this stupid econs lect. also missed the fun they had at lalee`s hse too! ):
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needa be nanny. slacked at home ):
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today went tanning with denise at sentosa but there obviously wasnt much tanning done. the sunlight wasnt even strong lars. in the end i was still the initial me. wasted my tyme going sentosa ): but overall i had fun with denise at sentosa lars. we did some stupid things there though and we were dressed so much lyke twins ytd lars. same bag. same shirt and shorts. exchanged one side of our ripples slippers. AHA.
qx and jasonn came to harbour front centre and met up with us. oops there wasnt any basement :x heh. went pasta mania and the ocean baked pasta tasted quite alright lars. headed home after that. took the same train with qx. crapped a lil cos dunno why dun feel lyke talking that much. aha. he felt that way too. hahhs.
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HAPPY BDAE HAN! i`m not a kampong kid kkays? lols. thanks for always guiding me thru my studies! [:
having study grps. later going lib with sharon darl*. hopefully nothing went wrong last night and she is fine and happy.

hello readers!
i'm the next victim esther ker aimed.
so yeah. pics galore. enjoy them!


the big family. with afew missing in action.


the trademark pose.


the crazy mentors and alpha. w/o tinglei.


.. plus the other instructors.


spiderman sign. how very lame.


esther and i beside qingxiang.


esther and alvin.


esther and i at SAJC.


esther, connie and i. the 3 of us who went for famine camp.


yeah. us at lot1. =)

i'm done.
fyi. esther's my daddy. xD

actually wanna blog about all these stuff all on monday but well, was too tired after coming back frm the famine camp.

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HAPPY BDAE YANKIAT! (: 4cians rawks! =D

met up with keni. was supposed to reach at 830 but well i was LATE once again. notice that the recent trend in me is being LATE. oops :x i think i too tired le ba. hahhs. not finding excuses kkays? chatted with her on the journey there. yea she so poor thing lars. broke her elbow and fracture her wrist still wanna come to famine camp. then her right hand cant even move norhs. carried her bag and shoebag for her. yea.

went to SAJC for registration. denise came later. saw peiyong on the way in. aha. got my famine identity card and my famine booklet and teeshirts. my family name is mohegan and my name on my famine identity card is alimaa -.- sounds so much lyke a maid`s name cans? LOL. i think denise`s and keni`s names sound so much nicer. at least not a maid`s name. aha. we are all in diff grps. the teeshirts were not as nice as and were not as colorful as last yr`s lars. ): went out for lunch at the nearby coffeeshop before the 30hours famine camp.

by the way i saw ZHIYANG during registration!!! WOOHOOS!~ nanny already told me beforehand that zhiyang will be going for this famine camp and i really saw him! *gleams*
declared the opening of the ceremony at 2pm and started our fast. the orientation this yr is really super fun. still rmb that last yr we were just given a grp and tada you are assigned to the grp. just went to join our grps at the fixed place and thats it. this yr is so different lars. it is sorta lyke a scenario thingy that we were seperated from our families when the disaster struck. our main task was to reunite with our families by the end of the day1 which is 1 and a half hrs. we have to report to the assigned locations. for example those who are healthy will have to report to evacuation centres 1, 2 or 3 to await their kins or report to the relief agency to look for faciliatator or proceed to look for family members. those who are injured or have hiv/aids infected will have to report to the hospital. of cos this is a fake hospital lars. hahhs. interesting right?

proceeded to the hospital to await `registration` and waited at the holding area once my hand bandage was done by the personnel. waited there for my mohegan family daddy to come. waited for lyke 10min only and my mohegan daddy came. got to knw the first sister in the family who is also waiting at the holding area in the hospital with me. yea her name is CHULUNKUU. (x `lalalas~ that sounds so much lyke a thai maid`s name right? oopsy :x sounds more lyke a dog`s name too :P AHA. this big sister ALICE in the wonderland is so great lars. at first before the start of this camp was lyke telling some others that i sorta dun feel lyke going to the camp cos i dun wanna have interaction with new friends. in the sense as i feel that i lost the touch of making new friends and i`m scared of interaction for the fact that they will still hurt me one day. i also dunno why i have this kinda thinking but well thats was how i feel before the start of this camp. but after i knw this wonderland sister, i felt so different. different in the sense as my craziness is back again and i wanna interact with a lot of people. maybe i`m just too tired and thats why i was feeling that before the camp ba. but well this wonderland sister opened me up once again. (: proceeded on to look for other family members.

facilitator: justin
daddy: david
mummy: elly
sisters: ALICE in the wonderland, TWINNIE ESTHER, evelyn, annabella, ubrina, tanying
brothers: kaixiang, yongrui, yuxuan

that`s my mohegan family. =D
i think the two person i`m really close with in the camp is my CHULUNKUU ALICE in the wonderland maid and TWINNIE ESTHER. closer to my CHULUNKUU maid (x justin and kaixiang even thought that we knw each other before that. hahhs. me and wonderland girl can really click well. YAYS!~ oh well i think everybody including me and TWINNIE ESTHER got a shock NOT only that we both are estherS but the fact that ...

me: oh so you are esther. aha. never mind i`ll be esther no.1 and you will be esther no.2.
TWINNIE: haha. i wanna be esther no.1 and you`ll be esther no.2.
me: so why not we see who`s older and the person shall be esther no.1
TWINNIE: okkay sure.
me: so how old are you?
TWINNIE: 17
me: me too. so in which month are you given birth in?
TWINNIE: march
*a bit shocked*
me: me too

*wows can be heard in our family*

me: so which day is it?
TWINNIE: 26th
me: 25th

*more WOWS*

cant believed that we are only lyke less than 24hrs apart. yea well i mean i expected her to say her bdae`s on the 4th or 5th or something lyke that. where got so close? AHA. so presenting to everybody i`m esther no.1 and twinnie`s esther no.2!!! and together we are the ESTHERS! xD


had stimulation activities after that. this yr`s activities were all so INTERESTING and FUN lars. during all the 3 `days` stimulation activities did a lot of stuff to earn all the money for vaccines and stuff lyke that. there are different jobs to earn the money such as folding the paper cranes station, beads picking, beading, finding of jigsaw puzzles, prostitution, child slavery, black market and white market. see the word prostitution there? i didnt type wrgly yea? AHA. yes it`s PROSTITUTION. the rest of the family members will have to do some sort of stunt stuff which can only have how many legs or knees or hands on the ground and blahhs while 2 of the family members are being sent to hug a netball pole to fold cranes. yea notice why izzit folding cranes here and there in this camp? cos for every crane folded, some organisation will donate a bowl of rice to the poor in those countries. prostitution and child slavery is sorta quite close to reality such that when people do not have enough money to keep the family going, they will send their kids to be prostitutes and to child slavery. this stimulation activity is trying to tell us and educate us what those parents will do when they had no income and will resort to these steps to get some money. it is also trying to educate us that no matter whether you still have money or not, you will not resort to these methods to earn more money. had so much fun playing the games though. (: built a makeshift home for the guys to sleep in at night too. we were the first grp to have our hse up and it was really nice and comfortable kkays? we even took a pix with it and it`s in the world vision website`s pictures. [:


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HAPPY BDAE SHERLYN! (:
was feeling kinda sick at night. having a lil gastric. next morning was feeling much better but still it was really cold at night. sang bdae songs for yankiat and sher. (: denise talking to qx while me and keni crapping.

had mass workout. kick boxing and stuff lyke that. it was fun. still rmbed last yr me and gang were too lazy and tired to go for mass workout and in the end we went for morning service in the lt and slept thruout the service. lols. but this yr decided not to be lazy cos my CHULUNKUU maid wanna go for mass workout mah. that stupid denise is still lazy lars. hahhs.

after mass workout had newspaper collection. on our way to tampines, most of the people fell aslp except for me and CHULUNKUU maid? AHA cos we were busy talking. no lars is she disturb me. dun let me slp. hahhs. soemthing funny happened. upon reaching there, i woke justin up and you knw what? he said that he was dreaming of eating the buffet when i woke him up. LOL must be too hungry kept thinking about food liaos. HAHA.

partnered with CHULUNKUU maid for the newspaper collection and we had so much fun lars. we two went to take a nap on the benches for the elderly and we totally lost all our xing xiang. LOL. i always have xing xiang kkays? hahhs. anyway they kept saying that i have gone crazy cos i was lyke the crazy one there hopping and jumping around. AHAH. we made our way to esso mobile. i went all WEAK seeing and smelling those delicious food norhs *i want food i want food
in the end justin was nice. he bought us 2big packets of choco milk and 1packet of vitasoy. WOOHOOS!~ i never knw it tasted that nice. AHA.
went to play at the nearby playground and it was so fun lars. took pix with my TWINNIE and the purply rhino and took some candid shots of my other family members. heh. but any nice takers wanna help me upload the pix? *HINTS again*

made our way back to sajc. did some clearing up here and there. took some pix with mohegan family. =D slacked ard and took pix again with denise and keni. anyway feel so happy for jmin yea? b-jmin had better treat my jmin nice or i gonna get my topidMADmei to kill him. AHA. joking joking.

proceeded back to the cultural centre for the famine concert. was kinda fun lars but not as high as last yr. took pix with my CHULUNKUU maid and TWINNIE. (x i gonna miss them lots!

oh yah by the way luckily qx and jasonn never go or i cant imagine what will happen to them. esp my weak mentor. he will sure faint or something de. LOL

famine camp 2006 ended with more close bondings. i`m glad i went. (:

HELLO dear readers! once again the CRAZY esther is back! YAYS!~
well my schedule for the past wk had been packed. yea really a very tight schedule.

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HAPPY BDAE QINGXIANG! and also HAPPY BDAE SHENGXUE DI! sorry that i forgot about it ):

woke up super early that morning. went down all the way to yewtee to deliver his bdae card. cos wanna give him a first surprise when he woke up. big boss lykes surprises so here comes his surprise. was lyke searching for his hse unit and i saw his mum sitting outside. give me a scare though. thanks aunty for helping me put the card on his bed. (: by the way i NEVER GOT LOST! xD

went back to je to wait for alvin and bigboss to arrive. together we went fuhua. anyway felt happy cos my efforts were appreciated. can see that thru the paragraph below that he blogged.

well the first suprise of the day came during the time when i woke up! well when i wake up, i saw a card beside me, i was stunned? cuz there`s no stamp on it, meaning it is hand delivered! i saw the inside of the card, oh well i was touched! cuz all my west VIs actually wrote a card for me! thanks everyone who wrote it! and special thanks to esther too! cuz i know you went all over singapore to get them to sign and write something! spent 7dollars worth of transport fee rite? and somemore early in the morning wake up, come my house and give me the card! what can i say? you are such a nice junior and friend! =)

of cos i`m a nice friend lars. i`m always that nice =D

went fuhua for unit training. dozed off in the bus though. saw nanren and junbao on the way in. i MISSED nanren so much! unit training was alright.

sometimes the person who you love or cherish the most turns out to be the one who will disappoint you the most. i nearly teared when you* left. you* should knw what i mean after knwing me for more than 2yrs? i have to be spatial. it is difficult for me too. i dun wanna things to turn out this way but can i not do it this way? i do hope that you* will understand this and outside this big family matter, things still can work out fine though its hard that there`s a scar in us already. this is making me reflect on some impt issues. now this issue is the real headache. it`s either two words for me now. STAY or LEAVE.

poor alvin and qx got all wet. their bdae bashes. AHA. went out to lunch at coffee united with denise and qx. mich joined us after that. ROTTED there for a SUPER LONG tyme. 2hours?!? cos that pig mentor of mine is still slping soundly at home. aha. then that stupid qx kept banging the table again and again and woke me up frm my slp lars. arghs* i gonna chop off his hands if he dares bang the table again and wake me up *evil*

went off to jec after mrganhongteck woke up. went to collect the bdae cake and daddy brought it home first. went to cck. qx went to celebrate with his friends leaving us at lot1. me and denise had a hard tyme racking our brains thinking of what to buy the west camp prize presentation. yepps. alvin mich and jasonn went ljs. went to have a haircut before heading for home.


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west camp 3rd contact session. rarely heard of a third contact session? aha yea cos we wanna wrap up the whole camp mah and during day4 of the camp, many of the instructors were not around. thanks denise`s daddy for fetching me to sch too. got too many stuff to carry le. a bag, a shoebag, uniform and the cake. went sch and crapped along with jinming a while. went early to do the prizes stuff first and also to write our alpha cards for them! (:

they had ftdrill re accred for some of them with some interviews in between. had emo web too. sorry to all instructors that i never make the program a good one or something that will bond them all closer. sorry. thank YOU for consoling me.

had photo taking session after that. had so much fun taking photos with them lars! but too bad i cant upload the pic ): unless somebody is kind enough to upload them for me. *HINTS*

celebrated qx and alvin`s bdae! keynes reminded me that it was shengxue`s bdae on the 14th. OOPS! i`m really sorry that i forgot about it :x sorry sorry. gave him a cake though. (:
after that went for lunch with alvin jiamin geraldine sandy qx and mr MOTHOVEN. on the journey there some stupid stuff happened lars -.- pls dont misunderstand yea? you knw what i mean. thanks! (:

chiong home to get my stuff before chionging off to fuhua once again. dad kept finding trouble for my mum. oh please, can you kindly mind your words and stop using them to hurt mum and us? cant you show us a better attitude? do you want your son to follow your LOUSY attitude? if no, can you please kindly set a good example and get things right before maligning people? i cant stand your nonsense. neither can mum and the family too. please stop it will you?

back to fuhua for the scouts campfire and night walk. WOOHOOS!~ gathered them in the redcross rm to practise some cheers and stuff first. had so much fun with my redcross peeps. they are cute and enthu! campfire was fun lars but i think i was the only crazy one there? hassan was a great emcee. he is really comical man~ keynes did some sexy dance too which brought up the atmosphere. redcross peeps were super high in the campfire. cheers to redcross! (: me and yc went out to get some sandwiches for them before night walk. crapped a while with jinming and junbao. hahhs. this yr`s night walk was fun but definitely not as fun as last yr lars. cos they only changed some stations. only got scared twice. *claps for esther* me partnered with zhiqian and he was really so poor thing lars cos i kept squeezing into his hand whenever i feel so super damn scared. but well i was CRAZY thruout the night walk. imagine somebody purposely screaming so LOUDLY into the toilets even before entering the toilet (cos i wanna scream and scare the station masters first mah :P) and singing the yi ba under neh cheer time after time, again and again thruout the night walk. LOL.

had a chat with buddy jinming after the night walk. yea it had been a long tyme ever since we chatted since his mia. was so funny lars. denise snatched his `bed` first (a combi of 2benches so comfortably under the fan) and i snatched his second `bed` too. ended up he had to sleep on the table. crapped with him until i fallen aslp :x sorry. dun mean to fall aslp while you were tlaking halfway. i SO WANTED to talk to him lars but stupid me fallen aslp. ARGHS* sorry bud.

woke up after falling aslp for less than an hr. needa send redcross peeps to sleep. they super energetic lars. all dun wanna slp. in the end hadda force them to sleep. ended up, i only slept for another 15min ): woke up and chiong home once again. the ventures said bye to me =D


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chiong all the way to meet gela lamlam kenny sir khooyu sir and wilsonteo sir at orchard mrt station. was late for 5mins. :x lucky wilsonteo sir was also late. aha. walked all the way to raffles girls sch. yea you never read wrgly. it`s W A L K, WALK. it was so NEAR lars *coughs* only a 20min walk lars -.- did UI for cadets and after that did bronze accred with gela khooyu sir and wilsonteo sir. kenny sir left early and ambrose sir came. amdis was there too. yea. crapped a lot during our free time. aha.
was supposed to go for lunch with them de but cousin asked me out first. so never went with them. but in the end cousin dumped me on my way to je lars. arghs* gonna kill him! fell aslp on my journey to je. did something super malu in the bus too. AHA. oopsy~

wah super tired le. petrol went out once again. famine camp entry to be contd tmr...

i am really SHAGGED ):

with reference to the 13rdjune entry i shall mention the names of friends A-E since qx already got that surprise (:

A-sandy
B-alvin
C-denise
D-keane
E-loretta

shall update about all my happenings on monday provided that i recover all my energy lost this week and in the famine camp tmr to sunday. hopefully the famine camp will be fun! (:

pls stop finding trouble at home dad.

THANKS ESTHER KER (:
u are a great companion!
BOO! but u are a BIG BULLY las.
FORCE me to help u upload photos!
alrights, as a NICE SOUL,
i definitely will!

here are the photos in random, peeps:

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yay! our ripples! (:
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this kampong kid FINALLY went town!
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reflections (:


-THE ADORABLE JMIN` (:

i am deadbeat ):

yea some changes were made to my long schedule today.

went town with jmin to get our ripples slippers. a lot of funny things and super malu things happened. HAHA. took a lot of stupid photos also. go to jmin`s blog if you wanna see them. (:

then proceeded to cck to meet up friendB and he let me fly aeroplane lars. waited for half an hr and in the end he forgot all about it -.-

went to sembawang to meet up with friendE and accompanied her to khatib while she is ...

then to yishun to meet up with friendC and had dinner.

went back to cck again to meet up friendB who flew me aeroplane earlier in the afternoon. went to jp with friendB and 2others and crapped a lot lars. haha.

met up with friendA and friendD at jp. saw miki too!!! my pri sch mate for 6years! i miss her and i am SO HAPPY that she still rmbs me!!! =D

tmr gonna be another long day. gonna leave hse SUPER EARLY. hope that it turns out well and i dont get lost (x

just came back from maths lect. i nearly fell aslp :x

today gonna be a BUSY day.
going out with jmin to town to get our slippers.
meeting friendA at jp at 330.
meeting friendB at cck at 430.
meeting friendC at somewhere REALLY FAR. somewhere at the opposite end of boonlay between 445-7.
meeting friendD at je at 7plus.
meeting friendE too but the tyme and venue is not confirmed yet.

yea i gonna be so damn BUSY travelling here and there today. hopefully it turns out good and the person appreciates it. =D



i dont wanna fall deeper

SUPRISES
MIRACLES
more tyme
better results
just somebody for me to lean on

these are all what i want now. yes i want these. if any fairy happen to pop by my blog grant me my wishes can?





jason is still having a fever now. hope that he get well soon. oh yah by the way this jason here is my bro.

jmin was late this morning. as expected she overslept. AHA. went up to her hse to rush her or i think she gonna take ages to come down. hahhs. went to je lib to do hmk with her. anyway that piggy emily was supposed to come at 1plus 2 and in the end when the tyme i left she still haven come yet. ahaha. was kinda sad that i cant see her lars.

left early to meet up with qx for pool. after that had meeting with alvin sandy and mr mothoven. denise joined us later too. went to do something with denise. yea it`s a secret. went to have dinner at mac and went to play pool again. i won 2rounds? thats unbelieveable man. whatever it is, i gonna stop here. no mood to blog. something spoilt my mood just now.

HAPPY 17th BDAE CONGSHENG! (:

but anyway buddy jm msged me today. thanks for making my day! [:


i wanna be the reason to make you smile

HAPPY 11st! WOOTS!~
i just LOVE the 11st every month right gor? today is definitely a more SPECIAL 11st cos

it had been 2YEARS wfgor! YAYS!~
2years and counting...
remembering 11o6o4 xD

TRUCKloads of LOVE
-esther*

oh yah did i mention that ytd`s the starting of world cup? yea the first match started last midnight with germany vs costa rica. as expected and deduced, germany won with a 4-2. it`s lyke kinda easy for them to win huh? anyway on to england vs paraguay. england will sure win. and on the other hand on to the next match, the poles lost to ecuador 0-2. ecuador didnt make it beyond the first round in the last world cup so well give them a chance ba.

world cup is here and it means that many will be betting again. yepps he`s betting too. thats a bad example yea? BOOS!~ (x

HAPPY 17thBDAE LALEE! enjoy your day with the casualties at syf :P

ytd is hongyi enlisting into ns. today is luis.
please do takkaire of yourself in tekong and don`t worry, you will die there. aha. hurry book out and cook for us kkays? i miss your cooking too! can`t wait to see your clean shaven head :P

today not going out with friends cos hadda go see ahgong later. having dinner with ahgong too! =D

okkay i`m back here again to provide more details about the camp. i guess among all who blogged about the camp, i think my entry is the most detailed and wordy de. ahas.


camp day1 3rdjune06
chiong cab to jp cos i`m late again. oops. nowadays i think i cant stand myself? kept taking cab de. this really explains that i am REALLY BROKE. i gonna dig out some money some where so that i can go out to get some stuff. aiyoyo. asked denise to help me take my shoebag. i think she really looks lyke a filipino maid. :x
reached jwss on tyme. alpha peeps reached early too. hongyi was the DT for the day. during the bunk allocation, some things cropped up. yea some sort of miscommunication. hope that ncos will learn from this. during group tyme mingled around with alpha. interaction between us. (:
i think i was sorta being negatively crazy during ftdrill accred. a BIG SORRY to all! thanks for all your concern. i`m just feeling really stress. yepps really stressed up with all the probs. so far there werent any casualties until during pt is farhana and dinner tyme weiyang.
after that it was followed by supper debrief and then last parade. had bravo and charlie aop after that. ncos seemed really shagged. lixuan and jasonn joined us later at around 1am. anyway i`m really happy.
i received a phone call from somebody* at 12.25am *SMILES WIDELY*

had firedrill at ard 2am? poor jiamin had a fell. that`s about the first day? anyway many of the ncos were feeling quite sick. some were having a headache while others just feel sick. charlie group initially wanted to wake up at 3am to soak the firewood. my nice nice alpha volunteered to wake up at 3am too to help them soak the firewood. they are really nice yea? so nice and helpful. WOOTS!~ cheers to alpha! but in the end we chased them to sleep since many are feeling sick.

camp day2 4thjune06
me and denise are pigs lars. heard frm lixuan that she had a hard tyme waking us up. AHA. oops :x slept very comfortably on the stretcher (:
DT for the first half of the day is loretta and denise is the DT for the second half of the day. after breakfast was followed by evac lesson by huda ma`am and leonard. wah really must thank them. they woke up so early in the morning and came all the way to the west to give the ncos evac lesson. more and more ncos were feeling sick. during lunch hadda make some impt decisions. there is no way whereby the Unite to Dare can be carried out when there are so many casualties and a few cant even walk well. skipped lunch. was really very busy with the increasing casualties. finally decided to call off the game. sigh* was quite disappointed. but thanks to loretta and also to alpha for making me feel better. me and denise joined alpha for camp prep while the rest of the instructors went to carry out the interview thingy. everybody seemed really restless. asked individual groups to do their group cheers. mood was better. (: taught them the campfire theme cheer. pam mich and aly came to help out in the invigilation of the evac theory and prac. thanks girls! (: during evac prac accred went to learn from wilson teo sir some skills to accred. hahhs. he`s really a funny guy. denise and i had fun teasing him. aha. night games was called off due to the insufficient tyme of the evac accred. wasnt feeling very well that night. had gastric and hyperventilation? THANKS to all instructors for evacuating me and taking care of me throughout the night. a super BIG SORRY for making all of you so worried about me. thanks lixuan for covering up my job the next morning too.

camp day3 5thjune06
HAPPY BDAE EILEEN! (:
was feeling much better. not as weak as the night before. thanks alpha for your concern too! (:
anyway they bullied me and denise lars. wanted us to put the green cloth on our head too as rubber band for denise cos she got long hair and a hairband for me -_- it looked so idiotic on me lars. they were laughing lyke hell. lols. big bullies.
DT for the first half of the day is alvin and sandy the DT for the second half of the day
had telematch and the games are really interesting. yea hongyi and alvin participated in the game too. super funny. too bad if you missed it. aha. alpha is really SUPER HIGH. through this telematch, i can see the sportsmanship in alpha. they are cheering for themselves and on the other hand, they cheered for their opponent team charlie too. 3 cheers for alpha! (: throughout the telematch everybody were really very enthusiastic. during the maze game, it was very fun lars. vis challenging alpha and charlie. we got secret weapon kkays? heheh. our walkie talkie finally put to good use. aha. i was being blindfolded and had to walk out of the maze from one point to another exit. alvin was holding on to the other talkie and instructing me where to go. LOL. okkay lars the 2nd tyme we neber cheat and vis managed to get 2nd! VI to lead with pride hooha!
during lunch mentor jasonn kept nagging at me to eat my food. hahhs. it was then followed by unit management then followed by camp prep. had interview sessions. hahhs. cant believe i actually won 3 nicest and friendly instructor vote and 1 respect vote out of the ncos who are being interviewed. ahhahs. that should be the joke of the year. me nicest and friendly and respectful? omg. but anyway thanks to those who voted for me. hahhs.
during item vetting something happened. yea no matter what alpha gonna stay strong as one. we wont be defeated by such matters. seeing them ___ hurts me and denise though. yea. had a hard tyme persuading somebody down to the campfire. aha but luckily all was fine in alpha! YAYS!~ i went TOTALLY CRAZZZY during campfire. =D got to know shishi peipei and mary. aha. led the friendship dance and did a lot of funny things. alpha`s campfire performance was great. we were quite touched arent we denise? (:
(our 2ma`ams have 6 children, 6 children had our 2 ma`ams
some of them are tall and some of them are short
but none of them was bright
raise your right
put your right hand in and your right hand out
in out in out shake it all about
do the hokey pokey and we turn ourselves around
thats what it`s all about
our 2ma`ams have 6 children, 6 children had our 2 ma`ams
some of them are tall and some of them are short
but none of them was bright
raise your left
...)
our cheer was also the best among all yea? after that was followed by special performances by our mr MOTHOVEN, hongyi, qingxiang, jasonn and alvin. AHA. our guy instructors really know how to sing. lols. mr MOTHOVEN was really SUPER DUPER comical. it would be a pity if you didnt attend mr MOTHOVEN`s concert. LOL. oh yea in case you don`t know how did the name mothoven came about, it all came about during community singing session when our chowhung sir was playing the piano and some said that he looked lyke mozart while others said he looked lyke beethoven. so mozart+beethoven=MOTHOVEN :P actually i don`t call him chowhung de but the way qx said is lyke so funny lars. the way he told me sounds lyke some china big shot. LOL. yea anyway after mr MOTHOVEN`s concert, it was tyme for hongyi to perform one last tyme before he leaves for ns. but stupid him lars went to sing twinkle twinkle lil star. he is the BEST singer among the rest of them lars. he should have sing a better song. qx sang anjing and jasonn sang chiduinishuo. they both sang quite well lars but hongyi could have sang better. aha. well i bet the two of them must have captured a lot of the girls` heart. hahhs. alvin sang yueding and mr MOTHOVEN went up to snatch the mike from alvin. LOL that scene is SUPER DUPERLY FUNNY lars. poor alvin. did a final campfire theme cheer and campfire was supposed to end with that finale. but who knows? mr MOTHOVEN went up to give a speech. `i would lyke to represent on the behalf of the Spore Red Cross Society to thank ...` LOL oh my. his speech made all of us nearly rolled on the floor. AHAHA. spore redcross society? o.O HAHAH. it`s making me laugh again. *rolls on the ground* this clearly shows that whenever there is mr MOTHOVEN, there is bound to be people rolling on the ground. HAHHS.
buffet was nice. better than we all expected. oh yah i went up ALONE without any torchlight to get something from the bunk. i was so scared lars and i still rolled down the stairs cos it was too dark and i cant see a thing -.- that roll made me puked out all the food i eaten at the buffet.
send the four fuhua syf cadets to the interchange. saw a lot of cockroaches along the way. ewwwww~
the cadets had night walk while me denise and hongyi were guarding at the sch gate. all thanks to the jwss drama club lars. made us waited there so long. hongyi was so COMICAL cans? his jokes are really gonna make us all miss him when he goes ns. AHA.

at night everyone of us took turn waiting for the one cubicle to bathe. aha. now then i knw that my mentor is so scared of those stuff. hahhs. anyway have you heard of people who went to bathe but they don`t bring along their towel? have you heard of guys who peeped at guys when bathing? -.- these people existed in our camp. HAHHS. me denise lixuan jasonn and qx went out to get some drinks and food after our long baths. been screaming thruout the journey to jp 7-11 and the journey back. oh well there are just TOO MANY cockroaches. when is the ministry of environment doing something? omg.
went to staff lounge and slept there. me and denise had a hard tyme getting to sleep cos of hongyi`s jokes and lixuan`s and jasonn`s laughter. aha. took a super no posture photo of qx clinging onto the sofa lyke his bolster. LOL.

camp day4 6thjune06
notice the date? o6o6o6. aha jasonn told me it`s devil day and of course i msged my devil wishing him that. hahhs. this kinda date is hard to come. it`s lyke once in a million years. yea. had pt and i guessed everybody know that i got a phobia for balls liaos. :x had breakfast followed by ftdrill and then parade drills and procedures. sent denise and qx off for syf. did area cleaning and ta-da~ break camp. there wasnt any prize presentation or debrief for the whole camp as we still have a 3rd contact session coming on. WOOHOOS!~ i`m looking forward to the 3rd contact session! =D
clean up the campfire area ourselves as it was drizzling mah. had fun cleaning up the zinc sheets. YOs treated us to mac. me, lixuan, sandy, alvin, jasonn and hongyi. we had so much fun talking about mr MOTHOVEN lars. alvin pls rmb to send the minutes of the mr MOTHOVEN meeting kkays? LOL. were discussing about some guai pi that qx have too. ahah. so funny. *yoz yoz*

by the way through this camp i also learnt that qingxiang is a DA SE LANG! oops :x heheh. girls pls BEWARE of this WOLF. (x

chiong cab home after camp and went to tanjong pagar after that. needa go world vision hq submit the camp fees. me denise and keni going famine camp! =D slept from 645pm all the way to next morning. was feeling really shagged and tired. ):

PROJECT NCOs! ONE VOICE ONE MIND HWAH! [:

7thjune06
HAPPY 18thBDAE ZHENHUI laopa! [:
HAPY 17thBDAE ABIGAIL! (:

sorry to both of you. didnt managed to stay up all the way to 12am and wished you two. was really shagged and sick. pardon me kkays? but i was the last to wish laopa happy 18thbdae! (: didnt attend the pw session and econs lesson. i was really sick. no energy. yea. sorry to jmin and emily for not going to queensway with you two. slept whole day long until 8pm plus. had a super long chat with qx. omg i broke my record. NEW RECORD for this year-5hours. 10pm-3am.

8thjune06
went to woodlands to meet denise, jasonn, hongyi, qx, alvin and keane. oops i mean mr MOTHOVEN. was late again. :x sorry sorry. went back to jurong east to play pool. lixuan came. me and denise and mr MOTHOVEN went back to fuhua cos denise wanna see adrian. aha. i then went to buy a small cake for zhenhui. went up to his hse for the special delivery and i`m the first to wish him happy 19th bdae! YAYS!~ since i can`t be the first to wish him happy 18thbdae i must be the first to wish him happy 19thbdae then xD anyway micky scared me lars -.-
went to imm and we saw BARNEY! yea the purply dinosaur. it`s so CUTE can? but i didnt managed to get a photo with it. ): had bonding with hongyi before he leaves for ns. everybody gonna miss him for all the cold jokes and funny funny things that he always do. hope to see him soon in 2wks tyme. we all will miss you hongyi!

9thjune06
HAPPY 17th BDAE topidMADcrazysotsiao mei JIAYING! xD
i think is because of the kfc meal that i ate ytd that i am running a fever this morning? 38.6degrees. oh man. sorry darl* and co. for not going to study group with you all. sorry jmin once again for not going to bugis with you. i hope to get well soon. ): somebody give me some powers pls!

PROJECT NCOS! ONE VOICE ONE MIND HWAH! =D


came back from the comb WEST NCO training camp 3days ago. well till now i am still sick. running a fever nw. having headache and sore throat. any nice doctor wanna cure esther? QX, where`s my herbal tea that you promised to buy for me? -.-

this entry gonna be short for now. just wanna thank all the people first. shall blog more abt camp details maybe later when i am feeling much better.

all committee members, helpers, YOs and all the NCOS had made this camp a success. without them i guess the camp will not run on smoothly. i have learnt a lot of things from this camp too. (:

this is specially dedicated to my beloved committee members. =D
qingxiang sir: i guess he is the one who is most stressed about the camp and etc. he taught all of us a lot of things and i bet we all learnt a lot from him. he is one who is willing to take up the blame for all of us if anything bad happens. yes this is one spirit that everyone of us must learn. HERO DIES FIRST. sorry to give him a shock that night and making him feel so worried. thanks for your care and concern thruout the camp and also thanks for your constant encouragement. THANKSbigboss! [:

alvin: he`s one of the impt people who made this camp a success too. all the admin workload had been really heavy and he can still balance it well. constantly updating us on the minutes, informing us about the meetings and all the other admin had not been an easy task. but still he did it so well all by himself. THANKSdeltapeep! [:

denise: my partner`LOUDHAILERS in action! (: doing the cashing in and out job and admin things regarding money had not been an easy task too. it can be really stress when there are some probs with the amount of money and this is impt in keeping the camp going. she had also been constantly taking care of my welfare. THANKSloudhailer! [:

hongyi: he was the one who took care of all our meals for all the days making sure that the fnb i/cs complete their jobs well. the food that we had in this camp are way so much nicer than the food that i had in other camps. he`s the one who will brighten up our day with his cold jokes when we feel tired. takkaire of urself in ns! hope to see you around in another 2wks tyme! THANKSjokemachine! [:

loretta: through this camp then i realise that she can actually be so fierce. my new female ou xiang. aha. she`s also the one who took care of all our meals. running errands to buy food for the vegetarians, buying other fnb stuff and etc. she`s the one who consoled me round when i feel disappointed that my game is cancelled. THANKSouxiang! [:

keane: mrMOTHOVEN! LOL as a logistics i/c he did his role well. though he still had exams going on, he still spent his tyme coming to the camp and contributing what he wanna contribute to the NCOs. he`s the one who made the campfire a bit more high? aha. he`s really comical and his singing really activates and triggers off our laughter. THANKSmrMOTHOVEN! [:

sandy: as logistics i/c she did her stuff well. she`s the one who is really good at reassuring casualties and i`m really thankful that she was here with me that night. she really calmed me down and i believe i`m still not as good as her in the way i give assurance to the casualties. this is one point that i must really learn. THANKSsandy! [:

yiyan: she`s one who is responsible in whatever she is doing. though she hadda leave for australia that night, she still came for our camp in the morning till noon. she had helped us out a lot and with her constant encouragements, i`m then able to complete and do my stuff well. have fun in australia! see ya ard in sch. THANKSyiyan! [:

to all the other helpers, thanks a lot for coming down and spending your tyme in the camp. thanks lixuan for taking up my job when i was feeling sick. thanks mentor jasonn sir for helping out as an advisor when bigboss wasnt ard. thanks mentor for your constant nagging too. aha. thanks pam, aly and mich for coming down to help out in the invigilation of the evac theory and prac papers. thanks huda ma`am, wilson sir, leonard and nicholas for helping out as evac instructors.

next i wanna dedicate this specially to my beloved alpha.
SPECIAL THANKS TO TINGLEI, ZHIQIAN, SALLY, XIAOWEN, JONATHAN and FERLY. of cos to my other partner mentor DENISE. =D
this alpha team is the most HIGH group in the whole camp. constantly cheering not only for their group but also cheering for bravo and charlie as well. they really display good sportsmanship. i must say that this kind of attitude cannot be seen in other groups. it can only be seen in alpha. though there are ups and downs, i believe these ups and downs will only bond all of us closer and not pull us apart. the good and fun times we had together from teasing the guys as gays to having all of us cheering and dancing lyke mad people who just ran out of the mental hospital at the campfire. the sad tymes will only be erased leaving behind all the happy tymes we all shared. i`m glad that we are now still together as one. alpha is the one who will not leave any of their members behind and not care about them. alpha will always move on as a group. we are the BEST! alpha rocks!

we are from ALPHA! *clap clap clap clap clap* (x3)
alamak wa sa pa pi li pa la ai bu pa
we are from ALPHA
we are from ALPHA
alamak wa sa pa pi li pa la ai bu pa
we are from ALPHA
we are from ALPHA
WHOOSH!~

our 2ma`ams have 6 children, 6 children had our 2 ma`ams
some of them are tall and some of them are short
but none of them was bright
raise your right
put your right hand in and your right hand out
in out in out shake it all about
do the hokey pokey and we turn ourselves around
thats what it`s all about
our 2ma`ams have 6 children, 6 children had our 2 ma`ams
some of them are tall and some of them are short
but none of them was bright
raise your left
...

i LOVE ALPHA! xD

guess tonight gonna be a sleepless night for me. having gastric now. shldnt have eat the sticky chewy choco just now. god. denise, i`m regretting it now. ):

needa prepare all the essential things and complete all the admin stuff for camp. go alpha go! hope that this camp gonna run smoothly for all 4games. yea.

to all my dear friends, please do takkaire of yourself and drink more water. esp to yankai. get well soon! (: to jmin pls takkaire of ur knee and stop falling down. aha.

see ya in another 4days` tyme.

OMG!!! i cant`t accept the fact now.

DARL*!!!
tell me it`s not true.
i`m going to cry out any moment. yea it seemed really weird. i`m not the party involved and yet i feel lyke crying. i feel really worried.

say NO to esther.



they came back from the comb UG trekking in msia and mrchia was bitten by a snake and stung by a bee. got a shock when i heard this news. msged him immediately. luckily he is feeling better already. please do takkaires and rest well alrights? see a doctor immediately if you are not feeling well. people if you see this please go and send him your well wishes kkays? thanks! (:

meeting alpha later to settle some admin stuff after which followed by dinner with them. hope that alpha will do a good job and perform well during the camp. (:

i`m seeing a doc later. having gastric again. ): i must be strong. tmr going for comb ncos camp at JWSS and i`m the safety i/c. i don`t want to be deemed as weak.

think this will be the last entry before going for camp if nothing big crops up later. will be going away for 4days. if wanna contact me just send me a msg at 91899158 or call me after 11pm every night.

by the way HAPPY BDAE LIYIN!



the low self esteem me is back.

can you tell me what was i waiting for?

i`m still with an empty stomach.

wenta jp. followed by ps. today damn suay. the train broke down TWICE. once something goes wrong i guess the rest of my day will go wrong too.

went HQ to settle some admin stuff. collected xuan`s, aisyah`s and keni`s ulp shirts. was really excited and happy that i can meet them for dinner and then swensens but well something cropped up. shant comment much. left ps after waiting there for 45min. the ONLY happy thing that happened in ps today is that i saw a lot of people. darl* and her other sweetie (my kc) dating and most imptly i saw WEILIN!!! i miss her damn lots! i bet gela do. anyway gela saw weilin in ps too but i didnt saw gela. DELTA!

sometymes i just HATED myself so much. yes so DAMN much. tears are meant to be a way of expressing oneself but tearing at inappropriate tymes and too often isnt good. i HATE myself. i HATE my tears!!!

teared in the train on the way back. was given those weird stares by the people in the train. went clementi to get some cloth which is required in the camp this coming saturday. met meiqing there and took bus back together. chatted a lot with her about school and blahhs. 4cians YOU ARE MISSED! i really hope to have a gathering with all of you soon ):



no i`m not having a headache.

okkay okkay i better blog now before people kills me. aha. see my entries are on HOT demand right darl*?. lols. joking joking.

29thmay
went to sch early in the morning. was late though i just live OPPOSITE :x chi test was alright. had our maths paper back and i passed! yea that was close. aha. pw consultation with mschan. hadda touchup on a lot of stuff. wows. please give me more tyme to do all my stuff. i dun have tyme ): chatted with nic a while before meeting jmin. (:

went to ericsson service repair shop for my stupid bro`s hp. he got itchy hands lars anyhow locked his phone. but in the end, it was a wasted trip cos they found out that is number locked. not the phone locked. my stupid bro`s fault lars. me and jmin was already lyke dying from the distance we hadda walk. yea.

met up with keni to pass her the famine camp application form. oh yah forgot to mention. thanks ash for helping me print out the application form! (: anyway both keni and i were super blur cans? we just left the whole stack of envelopes there on the shelf lyke that. hahhs. went to catch davinci with jmin.

oh well here comes the malu part. lyke what jmin had written in her blog, i was already screaming my way through within the first 15mins. (actually dun wanna blog this kinda malu thing out de but jmin already had it blogged out -.-) yea well that was scary lars. the bloody scene and silas being so cruel. omg. that still send me shivers now. *eeeeeeeeee thruout the whole movie i kept wanting to change theatre to watch other movie lars but jmin dun allow. lols. it really frighthens me out whenever silas appeared. i will keep screaming jmin`s name and `AHHHHHHHHHH`
LOL i knw that was a bit a bit malu lars but i really very scared mah. jmin was lyke so damn paiseh lars. oops :P anyway that was quite a nice movie lars but if u let the tyme travel back again, i bet i WONT watch it. AHA. if tyme was to travel back i think jmin also wont want to watch it with me. LOL. emily never come to meet us cos she was sleeping -.- aha. anyway me and jmin both bought a ring each. that was really nice kkays? emily hurry go buy (:
pls refer to jmin`s blog for the pix we took =D

30thmay
was late as deduced. aha. reached cck mac at only 6.40am. cannot blame lars. i did wake up on tyme but there was no bus to jp at 6am so i hadda walk all the way to lakeside mrt station. chiong cab to aes. cab again. i gonna be broke. ):

reached aes. wows lucky i`m not the duty trainer for the day. *phew i gonna screwed it all up if i were. yea. had aop for alpha bravo and charlie. alpha`s first aop was lousy. a lot of things were screwed up. but they got better and better.
by the way i HATE copycats. (this is no link to the contact session but i suddenly feel lyke blogging it out)

was quite okkay but there are things that still require much improvement. go alpha go! (: shant comment much on the other grps` aop. their briefing for the camp was not very organised. take it as a lesson and experience learnt. actually the contact session was scheduled to end at 1pm but the NCOS wanted to have extra ftdrill training after that. yea. they also needa have aops to confirm everything. anyway i am proud of fuhua cadets yea? qx sir says that they are quite potential. (:

had dinner at lot1 after that. me, qx, hongyi and keane. jason came to meet us too. after dinner we were quite indecisive about what we should do and where we should go next. aha. took quite some tyme to decide whether we should play pool at lot1 or swensens at causeway. in the end they chose pool ): but never mind we gonna have swensens next tue (: had peach flavoured yogurt at yami`s yogurt with strong recommendation from jason. is it spelt lyke this? hms. anyway many of you must be quite shocked that i actually eat yogurt when i hate it the most? this yogurt is really different from the normal yogurt. it is more of a icecream type. yea so of cos i didn`t puke when i eat it. aha. it taste nice. i gonna eat it the next tyme i go lot1 (:

saw nic on our way up. HELLO NIC! aha. indecisive again on what we should do again. took quite some tyme to decide whether we should play pool or sing at kbox. aha. anyway everytyme the decision is always 2-2. me and jason. hongyi and qx. hahhs. chose kbox in the end. the three of them should feel really honoured to hear me sing that day lors. aha. cos it`s the first tyme i sang when i go kbox with my friends though i kinda paiseh. lols. hongyi sang really WELL kkays? oh did i mention before that hongyi`s bdae also fall on the same day as mine? AHAHA. qx and jason were quite good at some songs. took a lot of stupid photos too. =D qx still took video of me and jason singing -.- i gonna delete it secretly. *muahahaha

reached home near 11 while they still continued singing. really had lots of fun and i knw qx`s secret. WOOHOOS!~ (x

31stmay
went fuhua for redcross (: xuan really makes me luff big tyme. aha.

wenta meet alan then he pei-ed me go ps to repair my mama`s phone. got a lot of things at ps. bought some things for alpha (: bought 2 super cute hp straps for my dearest sotong yanz and for alan`s darling ziyii. aha. hope they lyke it (: i am really broke already. ):

wenta yankai`s hse to pass her the letter and the cute cute tortoise hp strap. was at her void deck doing a lot of writing before going up to pass to her. aha. i really miss her kkays? though tymes may have changed, i believe that our bonds will still be as strong. i hope to go back to the tyme when we were both sec3. yes that`s the tyme i wanna go back to. it may have seemed or it is really a fact that we have drifted. you have your friends and i have mine. but i have confidence that we will bond better and as close as before cos i believe in you and i believe in myself. i knw that this year it gonna be tough for you. all the examinations, hmk, stress, hypocrites and blahhs but no fear cos i`ll be your water to top you up. i shall be the energy to push you to move on to the better. believe me. i can =D
pls do drink more water and take good care of your health. hope to meet you soon. a BIG hug to you [:

had dinner with alan at ljs my all tyme faves (:
watched xmen and that show was really NICE. a MILLION tymes nicer than davinci (cos that was quite scary mah) heheh. i cried when the professor died. ): though i already knew that the professor Charles died, the scene was really too touching. alan dun dare to talk to me when he saw me crying. lols. the last part of the movie was quite touching when logan killed jean. i will definitely watch that show again if somebody asks me to pei them to watch it. any takers?

1stjune
for the past few days had been reaching home quite late. packed with a lot of stuff to do. yea. shant blogg le. there are a LOT of things to complete today. needa go jp pei alpha for logistics shopping. go ps to collect mama`s hp, go hq if i`m not tired to do some admin stuff, go clementi to buy the redcloth for camp, do some camp admin stuff, do reading on the first aid websites that yongseng sent me and that`s about it. anyway thanks yongseng for helping me find and giving me the list of websites for me to read for reference for first aid. THANKS! (:

esther is tired. i need more tyme for everything. ):