alrights alrights i`m back on another entry. well had been pretty lazy to blog :/

THUR
went sch. then on to the prize presentation ceremony. han was pro to top the cohort for history. cheers to him! there was buffet and blahhs. me and ouxiang hui went to slack around before proceeding to cck.

didnt gym much cos we both are pretty tired. ended up, we ate quite a lot at lot1 shopping mall. hahah went on to shop around for some stuff and bought a super cute photo frame for ouxiang hui! hah (:


FRI
went yewtee again for 2 consecutive days. met up w sharon and eileen and we had a fun tyme at ouxiang hui`s hse watching GOONG! frm 830pm-520am that night, was chionging the goong dvd and of course i managed to finish watching the whole set. i really LOVE GOONG! many parts of the show touched me and made me cry :x there were many sweet and loving moments too. ahh!!


SATURDAY
didnt manage to catch a wink of sleep for the whole night. well, it was worth it though. met up w alvin and stef to go campsite together. had the west first aid workshop there. first aid is kinda fun lars. refreshed my rusty memory w quite a lot of skills. ahah thanks to all who had helped out in the event esp to those that i had approached. thanks a lot! (:
wentlunching w them at bedok kfc. oh well i was so tired that i really slept EVERYWHERE that day. after lunch, was concussed. we walked to mac and me and jason was so damn tired that we fallen aslp there again. hahah jason never sleep the previous night too. we both looked really lyke walking zombies. HAHAH. took train back but couldnt sleep cos the train kept jerking. but fallen aslp again while talking to qx in the kopitiam. hahah went home and i slept frm 7pm all the way to 9am the next morning. i feel so much lyke a pig =X


SUNDAY
was late for pw meetup cos i overslept. sorry :x suddenly feel so excited for pw. hahah. went to slack around in jp w sharon and jer. went to je again after that. it was really productive today (:


MONDAY
was late for maths =X went out to jp delifrance to have lunch w the girls. i dont understand why must there be a segregation :/ econs tutorial after that. chiong off to fuhua for training. long tyme since there`s training. did my interesting pt w them. hahha. went to crap around in the staff rm.
off to holland V for dinner w denise. had a long tyme searching for the place lars. but we still found it. saw JIAWEI! [: went to haagen to have icecream. shall post the pictures the next tyme. anyway, dasmond koh (zhenrong) came haagen too w his friend and i took a photo w him! 2photos to be in specific! and he's so damn friendly, shuai and easy going. i simply ADORES him lars! HEH. nearly went crazy when he took photos w me :D
anyway, hope you enjoyed the icecream denise! (:

oh really sorry that i didnt update on my dearest`s bdae on monday. some unexpected things cropped up.

maybe i shall first start wishing the following people happy belated bdae first.
10/10- happy belated bdae to adrian!
13/10- happy belated bdae to yixiang and benjamin!
20/10- happy belated bdae to yidalimi`emily!
22/10- happy belated bdae to yaxin!
23/10- happy belated bdae to my dearest MINYEN!
yepps. SORRY TO ALL.


SUNDAY 22/10
pw meetup at jp. the meetup was the most productive one out of so many meetups we had. we did quite a lot of things within a certain tyme frame.
bought a sketch bk and on to my mission.
gekpoh, jurong west.
went to cck for family outing.
missed the vivocity outing w jason they all :/


MONDAY 23/10
had lessons as usual. during the breaks, spent every minute of my tyme properly doing my dearest`s sketch bk.
had art tutoring class w my darl. aha
dreaded the pw op rehearsal.
we didnt do the group performance cos werent mentally prepared.
this tyme round coordinated better w the speakers while controlling the slides.
i still screwed up my presentation as the previous tyme.
i dont know what came out of my mouth and suddenly i stoned there, thinking. -_-
was getting nervous and i went lyke `ahhh! whatever...`
except for that part of the presentation, i felt that overall i did better than the previous tyme but i cant allow these kind of things to screw me up during OP.
i must really maintain my calm at all tymes and NO MORE WHATEVER during OP :x
went on to the Q&A session and mschan directed the cost qn that we tackled the previous day at me. ahah.
all my economic terms about being a monopoly and blahhs came out. AHA
mentioned the Spore Red Cross Society when she was asking which organisation i will approach to ask them to fund us for our resort.
the class broke into LAUGHTERS lars.
couldnt think of any others le mah so just mentioned that the redcross is a humanitarian organisation and blahhs. redcross saved me.HAHHS

after sch, something happened.
when i heard that, i was shocked of course.
why would you say such things to hurt me?
i admit that i was on the verge of tearing but i never.
after much thinking, i think maybe there was a misunderstanding and you wont say such things to me?
i shld have had such trust and faith in you in the first place when he told me all those stuff.
i`m sorry that i never in the first place but in the end, i still believed you didnt i?
but on your part, you also didnt have trust and faith in me that i will choose to believe you.
now things are gng on the wrong track again.
and everytyme it`s because of the same something that we hadda fall out w each other.
maybe our trust and faith is simply not there.
will the trust ever be gained?
will the faith in us towards each other increase?
i hope it will.

continued w my mission.
wdlands, bukitbatok, tohguan, jec, je lib, lydia`s hse, sher`s hse.
must really thank all those who had kindly gave some of your tyme to me for doing up this sketch bk.
defnitely wanna thank sher for putting me up in her hse for the final touchup and helping me w a lot fo things.
wanna thank darl for teaching me what to do cos i`m a total noob at art.
and well, i HATE ART :x
went on the fedex delivery to my dearest`s hse at 1015pm.

HEYYS DEAREST MINYEN, this is for you.
this sketch book consists of all the memories we shared for the past few years. it may not have included all the photos we took but these are part of the tymes we shared together. the sentosa tymes, the redcross camps, cny visits at mslee`s place, and definitely a lot more. the neoprints we took during my bdae, the tymes when we were having breaks and taking photos while we were working, the tymes we went swensens and had our long chats and ... well there are just countless of memories and tymes we shared. i certainly cherished you and definitely our friendship.
had been reminsicising the old tymes. the tymes when you will come up to my classroom almost every morning and every recess just to chat about some stuff, may it be serious stuff or non serious sutff. it maybe just some new updates or hot juciy gossips that you wanna share w me. the day when i received my lousy chinese O lvls results, the tymes i failed my exams, the tymes when i faced problems at home and in sch, the tymes when i cried terribly for him, you were always there for me. always ready for me to pour out my woes. you were always supporting me. we had gone thru quite a lot. the ups and downs had seemed to make us both believe that this friendship will certainly and definitely continue to last. suddenly, my mind is at a blank. i dont know what else to say. but well, through telepathy you should know what i wanna say [:
by the way, i apologise for the fact that i cant get xinee and jeslyn to sign cos our schedules totally clashed. and i also sincerely apologise for the ugly sketch bk. well i mean, you should knw me well. i`m a total idiot at art. sorry and i hope that you will lyke this gift from me. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN once again! (:
<333
esther :D


24/10
went to buy a lot of new furniture for my newly painted room.
beds, wardrobes, dining table.
i gonna have a bigger wardrobe! yay! (:

25/10
didnt go sch today. was having a terrible headache.
maybe cos last night slept at 3am plus ba.
didnt know how to face that person too :/
whatever lar.
i`m gng w jmin and ben to get our repaired hps.
i`m finally getting back my hp!
i missed it so much! but it reminds me of that person again :/
hoping for things to be on the right track.

i dont even know whats wrong. and i dont even receive fair treatment.
well, i will distance myself frm you so that it wont be that troublesome for you to refrain yourself from talking to me.
1km apart?

just somebody tell me whats gng on here.
damn.

DAMN IT.
-shut up and get lost!

i`m back with my new shopping list and schedule for my holidays tentatively!
hoping that my beloveds will be nice enough to either fulfil my shopping list or book me out for dates. (:

DYING TO BUY LIST
-adidas black gold shoebag
-more beaded necklaces
-big dangling ear rings
-denim skirts
-birkenstock
-charles and keith`s flats
-racer-back tops
-xtomic brown top
-bronze clutch
-wallet

SCHEDULE FOR HOLIDAYS(tentatively)
3rdNov- Chinese A lvls
4thNov- Hist Lecture
5-7thNov- (reserved for pw group)
8thNov- A lvl PW Oral Presentation
21-23rdNov- 06a01 chalet
25-27thNov- FSRCY camp
5-9thDec- Msia;genting
*fsrcy trainings and proj ncos`07 meetings have not yet been included in the schedule.

guess I hadnt been updating about my life recently.
kinda lazy and busy.
dedicated my last wkends to my pw group.

had op rehearsal on Monday and I screwed up my part lar.arghs*
was okay initially but I tend to feel more scared and less confident as I present. my voice was shaking :/ last rehearsal was only ms chan and mr hendri. imagine the real op, we`ve 3-4 teachers and 8-10 students. omg. I gonna freak out :x
haze was terribly bad ytd. throat was so damn pain and had been coughing :/ gave the soft launch for the leaders mass a miss cos wasnt feeling too well.

haze was slightly better for today but I aint feeling any better. still coughing. I need strepsils! went for cca and we did cards! Thanks aunty suan for the lil note and chocos too! (: after cca, went to get back my ipod. went for medical appointment too. the area where the tube is being inserted during blood donation is still swollen. it had been a week already and it`s still as painful. doc said that it will subside within another wk. let it heal quick.
oh forgot to mention that these few days I had been so INTO goong that I`m gng crazy! =X

gonna send my hp for repair tmr w jmin. all my messages will be deleted. all disappearing into thin air in just a few moments. but before it disappears, let me refresh my memory again. I dont wanna lose those precious moments.




I thought of him again.
whats wrong w me?! :/

it`s a new blogskin. oh yea.
as for the purply one that denise found for me, a lot of people had been complaining that it`s very mafan to click here and there and so tada~ here`s a simpler one for those lazy people. but anyway, thanks denise for the trouble the other tyme. aha

there`s seriously a problem w the tagboard thingy.
volunteers kindly required to help ms esther w this problem.
please do contact her if you are nice and willing to help (:

not in the mood to blog that much.
the haze is making me feel really sick.
my throat is terribly painful and the unhealthy haze just kept making me cough.
sooner or later, i gonna die of TB. boo
haze, please go away. go away and i`ll be healthy.
shoo shoo~

renovation
my blog is under renovation now.
hear all the drillings and etc?
aha. there`s some prob w the tagboard so meanwhile, just post ur tag in the comments under each entry kkays?
give me some tyme and it`ll be done (:

loves

EDITED

for the past few days, a lot of things had happened.

TUESDAY NIGHT- fallen terribly sick. having severe gastric. was having a small tiff w a friend ): but luckily, nearing the end of the talk, it was a lil better.

WEDNESDAY- didnt attend school. was still having gastric. never eaten a single thing for the whole day. heard frm some bad news frm my bro`s teacher. he cheated in his maths exam. i nearly fainted when i heard that. i`m not lyke any other sister. i cared for his attitude and his results more than my parents cared for him. imagine how great the stress i`m facing. went to meet up w denise for blood donation. this tyme round, my arm that insertion of tube area became swollen. doc says i didnt drink enough water and there`s only lil blood and nutrients. but lucky still managed to donate one full packet of blood. was feeling even weaker after blood donation. went for project ncos 07 meeting after that. something happened. i apologise for my faults during the meeting itself. but as for the rest, it was all a misunderstanding. sigh things aint gng well ): reached home and told my parents about my bro`s maths case. a fight broke out at home and it once again break the whole family up. both the males in my family and damn violent and stubborn. the fight can really kill somebody so was being pushed away when tried to stop the fight. i dont want either of them to kill the other. *drowning in my tears*

THURSDAY- went sch finally. ONLY HAPPY THING TODAY is that i passed international hist. slacked around in com lab. waited for pw lect. was feeling sick.

FRIDAY- ONLY HAPPY THINGS TODAY are that we are back on good terms again (: and i passed SEA hist and this accounts for the pass in hist promos. yay! but too bad i didnt do well in common test so my results when combined together, arent that good. the rest of the things that happened didnt turn out to be good? ahsoon never pass any h2s and that would mean that he`ll be out of the class next yr. i really will miss him lars. though we had only been classmates for less than a yr, i really cant bear to see him leaving us. ): nearly teared when i saw his sad look. ahsoon, no matter what, you are always a part of us. together, we make up 06a01. without you, it wouldnt be a fully pieced jigsaw puzzle but we will wait for this piece to rejoin us soon! (: poor eileen is nw wheelchair bound.hope that eileen will get well soon. and our pw op is coming. double blows! omg. our pw op is on monday. the first group to start and we still haven even complete the slides yet. ohmy! my brother is giving trouble again =/

OTHER THOUGHTS AND MATTERS
FIRSTLY, it`s unbelieveable that ah hwa had been donating blood all along.
she`s a good role model for people to follow (:

SECONDLY, there was a misunderstanding that day.
i dont knw if we are okkay now.
it just feels weird nw though.
when we talk, the atmosphere is a bit weird.
anyway, i`m glad that i`m one of those you can trust and depend on.
so let`s continue building this trust and dependence (:

THIRDLY, we make up to each other already.
things are looking good once again for us.
there`s no way i can feel better by letting go.
anyway, thanks my friend! (:

FOURTH, another friend gonna leave me. sad
cant make any other bets.
cant joke around w each other.
cant tease one another.
cant see each other in sch maybe.
i gonna miss my friend!

hoping that all are okkay.
i need your support and understanding.
this is what i needed most now.
you should knw that.
you are one of the impt people in my life.
i told you before.




DARRYL EILEEN JACK ESTHER HUIHUI WANJUN JEANETTE JEROME WEIJIAN NICHOLAS HWEEYING FREDDY ZHILIANG HOE HAN SHARON not forgetting MS SHIRLEY CHAN and MR HENDRI
-together we make up o6ao1 [:

i had been drowned in my tears.


today i finally understand something.
one will not learn to appreciate what he/she has until when they lost it or on the verge of losing it.
i nearly lost it all.

that was what happened to me.
i nearly lost them.
promos results will be released by this wk.
passed all my h1s namely gp, maths and chinese.

this morning got back geog paper.
from 830-145pm, my mood had been UNSTABLE.
really unstable.
i failed geog promos paper despite putting in double the efforts that i had put in for common test.
for overall geog, i still failed.
44 or 45marks for overall.

i was still strong when i saw the results.
until the point of tyme when i handed back my papers, i cant control my feelings anymore and i brokedown.
you may think that well it`s just a subject, what for i wanna cry over it until lyke it`s the end of the world?
well, let me tell you why.
firstly, it`s because i studied harder for this tyme geog paper and yet, i got back almost the same kind of results where i never study that hard during common test.

secondly, i need to pass geog to promote. if i fail, that means i must pass either econs or hist to meet the conditionally promoted criteria. if I dont pass any of the h2s, I DONT EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO FOR RE-EXAM. I DONT EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO PROMOTE.
see my point?

i was looking lyke an idiot.
crying so terribly.
stayed back to have a talk w ms mandy.
yea she was right.
it`s not only a matter of hard work only.
it also depends on a lot of other factors.

went to hist lect about 35min late cos was trying to calm down in the toilet.
thanks to a j2 girl who was consoling me in the toilet that made me calmed down.
and sorry mr hendri for being late for the lect.
went for break. blasted my ipod so loudly.
that`s me when i feel sad. i`ll always blast the music into my ears.

after civics, we were asking mrhendri about the hist results.
at that point of tyme, the thought of having no h2s to promote made me cried again. i cant stop my tears from falling.
received hugs from the girls.
consoles from the guys and mrhendri.
another hug frm ash too.
eyes were so swollen. ):

went for lunch. didnt eat a single thing since morning.
sat there thinking while reading the letter that jeanette wrote for me.
-All is not lost yet. Smile and cheer up like you always are.loves 06a01
i cried when i thought of that. all along for most of the tyme in the sch, i had been the happy go lucky me. the crazy me that will make a lot of noise in class. cried when i thought of my class. though for the past 7months we may not be as close as how i was to 4c, this class is a class that i will bond with, a class which I will get close to and stay with.
FIRST:the happy moments where we went on our first class outing, pooled at je kpool followed by the dinner at pizza hut w mslim.
SECOND:the second class outing which we ended up having dinner at plaza sing kfc.
THIRD:the third class outing which i gave it a miss cos i needa visit my grandpa that tyme.
FOURTH:the fourth one is the movie that we went to catch last Friday.
FIFTH:the fifth one is the mid autumn fest celebration last Sunday.
only a third of the class went for the fourth and fifth one respectively. but no matter what, i enjoyed the class outings with them.

the tymes where me and sharon will try to snatch hyun bin from one another and share our hot gossips and darkest secrets w each other, where me and eileen will look for her handsome guy tgt, where jeanette will always call me asking me which classrm will our first class be at and msg me that she`ll either be late or had ponned sch, where ouxiang huihui cant stand me for being so high to do all those cheers, where soccer/pool fanatic hweeying will always share nice themes and Korean songs w me, where wanjun will tell me how good her sec sch maths teacher (fuhua HOD of maths`05) was.
the tymes where jer would tell me how anti mud he is and how unwilling he is to go for blood donation, where I will kope a lot of songs frm nic`s hp and he will always nag at me for koping his songs , where freddy will always include me in most of the things and tease me, where han will always tell me how kampong jurong is, where darryl will tell me that it`s tyme to exercise, where ahsoon will always owe me the soonkueh he promised to buy during the pw meetups, where jack will tell me to relax myself before the start of the exams, where zhiliang will always tell me how much

i buried my face in my arms. trying hard to stifle the sound of my sobs. but it just seemed uncontrollable. it gets louder and louder and i felt so helpless. the girls consoled me and to my dismay, the guys crowded around and gave me their consoles. at that moment,i had a feeling that i never had before. suddenly, i felt so loved by my class. i never had this feeling before.

all of a sudden, the bonds between us had strengthened.
all of a sudden, i feel that i cant lose them.
all of a sudden, i feel that i love this class so much that i dont wanna leave them and I cant bear to leave them.
i wanna be with them.
i wanna stick with them for the whole of next yr.
i wanna still continue to be the noisy loudhailer in class.
i wanna still be with them, i really want to.

i have learnt to cherish them more. i dont wanna lose this bunch of people. i dont wanna lose them.

my dearest partner called me and i didnt ans her call. when i saw her, i tried to hide myself from her sight. i dont wanna see her nor talk to her cos i knw that i`m sure to cry even more.

mslai told us to check our econs results during our break.
that was my last hope.
i will be out of the class once i failed econs.
out of this junior college.
this was the crucial part of my j1 life.
was shivering.
this was even more frightening that during the release of Os results.
cos no matter what, i knw that i can still go poly if i cant make it for jc.
but this was different.
it`s either i make it or i cant.
well, in the end i passed econs.
passed overall econs and that accounts for the one h2 subj.
i do not need to be out of the class immediately.
i still can be with the class if i meet the promotion criteria or the conditionally promotion criteria in nov.
but if criteria cant be met, i`ll be out in nov.
or if i choose to give up to go to a poly, i`ll be out soon.
at least now, i feel a lil relieved that i`m not leaving the class and i`m not a sure retain case.
but for now, maybe i dont wanna think about this first.
i just wanna let my feelings settle down.
everything just took place too fast and it is too shocking for my heart to take.

but whatever it is, thanks to all for your messages, your consoles and comfort and your listening ears. Thanks to my beloved friends. Thanks to o6ao1 definitely! And specially more to the girls. Thanks for the jokes and songs that you all had tried to cheer me up with.

nearly lost it all.
i hold it tight.
i will not let it be on the verge of losing again.

OMG.
the haze is really getting so terrible now.
PSI reading 143.
it was only 126 at 7pm.
and now it shot up to 143 within an hr.
avoid going outdoors, people.

Health Advisory
Persons with existing heart or respiratory ailments should reduce physical exertion and outdoor activity.The general population should reduce vigorous outdoor activity.
Index Value:101 to 200
PSI Descriptor: Moderate
General Health Effects: Mild aggravation of symptoms among susceptible persons ie. those with underlying conditions such as chronic heart or lung ailments; transient symptoms of irritation eg. eye irritation, sneezing or coughing in some of the healthy population.


PSI:143
friends and family members had been falling sick. try to stay indoors and drink more water kkays? esp to those w asthmatic probs. PLEASE TAKKAIRE! you too!

OH HEY EVERYONE! I`m FINALLY BACK W A SMILE! [:
PROMOS ARE OVER! YAY!~
well not thinking if there's any re-exam nw.
gonna have fun first.

hms. my mood nw is TOTALLY GREAT!
nw then i realise how torturous promos had been.
many hrs of slp loss, many tears shed, many brain cells killed.
had it not been easy for my family, friends and teachers, i wont be able to survive thru this promos.
FAMILY
the many tymes whereby i`ll ask them not to come into my room and disturb me, for not turning off the lights in my room and my poor sis hadda slp w the lights on, for putting up w my attitude these days. thanks for putting up w my nonsense! <33
FRIENDS
the many sms-es my friends had sent, the many tags of encouragement, the many hrs of sleep that they sacrifice to chat w me to keep me awake. thanks to all my friends and special thanks to this group of people: angela ashley alice alan connie denise jmin mrchia peihwa qizhen qingxiang sharon yankai yanping. <33
TEACHERS
the consultations i had w them, the sms-es frm them to encourage me to study hard. thanks my teachers and special thanks to mr chia. (:

oh wells i really appreciate all that. THANKS TO ALL! cheerios! :D

well on to blogging about my past few days.
THUR 5oct06
it was hist paper and as usual before hist exam, i will sure have a sleepless night. this sleepless night will be full of stress and endless flows of tears.
but for this tyme round, the night turned out to be slightly better. thanks for sacrificing ur slp to chat w me though it may not be fully sacrificing just to chat w me (:
hist paper turned out to be okkay for both religious fundamentalism and political govt qns. as for coldwar and SEA prewar, i just anyhow scribble a page for each. made a bet w kevin regarding the hist paper. hahh.

after hist paper, went to queensway shopping centre w the girls, fred and jer.
had a wonderful chat w sharon jeanette and eileen during lunch.
we really had a good laugh.
looking forward to those interesting chats definitely! (:

shopped around queensway sc. saw stupid huijun and friend. aha. saw jac too! (:
had a hard tyme deciding on our classtee.
anyway decided on the adidas tee. the latest stock!
will be collecting it this coming thur. woohoo~
went to shop around for my beloved black gold adidas shoebags.
found one at one of the shops but that person was really so damn attitude lars.
i nearly teared when i left the shop but thanks jer!
he was still telling me nehmind, dont care about those people and still told me that we can still buy it at other shops. no point buying from those attitude people and giving it a damn about their attitude.
seriously speaking, i was touched by what he said.
maybe it`s because it was coming out from jer and that`s why i felt shocked.
thanks jer! (:
went around to other shops and the shoebag was out of stock.
was really disappointed though ):
but at least i never buy from that attitude guy.

went off to wisma after that. jer, fred and hweeying left first.
on our way to wisma, we were all so dead.
had a strong urge to go home straight cos we are super tired.
but in the end, upon reaching wisma, our eyes shone. AHA.
sharon got her targeted shoes at topshop.
went on to shop around wisma and then off to fareast.
it had been such a long tyme ever since i had been there lars.
think the last tyme there is w jmin when we went to get our slippers and some stuff in JUNE.
can you believe that? omg. so pathetic of me lars.
me and huihui went totally crazy when we saw the nice bags and blouses ;x
now then i realise me and hui got the same taste for bags and clothings. aha
bought a few pieces of accesories. yay! (:

HOMESWEETHOME! (:

FRI 6thoct06
woke up at 630am cos my mum thought i`ve got sch -.-
but went back to sleep again after that. aha
i really LOVE SLEEPING!!! xD
woke up at 11plus and started on my clothes to-wear search.
ended the search 2HOURS later.
OMG. 2HOURS choosing what clothes to wear.
my whole bed and my floor is full of my clothes lars.
i usually take lyke say half an hr to pick?
but ytd was so different of me lars. hahhs.
met up w eileen and we were late in meeting sharon, darryl and ahsoon.
only 5 of us could make it for the movie so off we go to cine.
ROB-B-HOOD WAS SUPERLY DUPERLY NICE! A SHOW THAT YOU CANT GIVE IT A MISS DEFINITELY!the show was not only FUNNY, exciting but it was also touching too. i teared =X
went to find han and nic after the movie and we shopped around cine.
saw the superly nice ADIDAS SHOULDER BAG. ahhh! me and sharon wanna get that bag!
but it`s 149bucks lars! :/
any sponsers? :x
dunno why i`m so adidas recently. hahh
went off to heeren to shop.
but left quite early cos eileen needa be home.
so off we go while the guys carry on w their girl-hunt.
went to wdlands to meet up w qx and hongyi for dinner.
had sakae sushi (:
we stayed there and ate until past 10 when they were supposed to close at 10pm. =X
walked around the pasar malam and it was past 1030 already.
initially planned to go hq for the midautumn fest celebration.
carrying of lanterns frm hq to fort canning park. sounds fun? aha.
but was too tired to make our way down to hq so we went home.
slept on the train on the way back.
reached home at 1150?
was a tiring day out but well, i enjoyed myself!
the movie, shopping and dinner was super fun! :D
it has been long ever since i get to enjoy myself and have so much fun! [:

TODAY
gonna stay home today cos i seriously need to recuperate all my loss of sleep for the past wk. saw the msg frm han. guess there`s something up tmr evening (:
HURRY DATE ME PEOPLE! [:

omg. did i mention that the haze nowadays is getting bad?
it was so bad that at night, it was getting so misty and you cant see things clearly.
the PSI was 80 ytd.
hms. but if you think that the haze in spore is bad, what about msia and indonesia?
those people living there are even more poor thing.
the haze in msia shld be at least double the PSI of spore`s.
and the haze in indonesia shld be at least thrice.
this haze is really getting bad and it affects us.
so pls drink more water. stay indoors if possible and PLEASE DO TAKECARE! (:

HAPPY BDAE TO MR CHIA!
WOOHOO!~
MY PURPLY IDOL`s special day today!he was so surprised that i rmb lars.
aha and i`m honoured to be the 2nd ex-student to wish him despite wising him at 12am sharp.
oh yay! it`s my idol`s day! :D
for those who knw him, pls do rmb to wish him alrights?

anyway gonna go get him present and do a bit of shopping tmr cos nw still having promos mah so no tyme.
boo. but anyway promos IS ENDING!
WOOHOO!~
but will i pass at least 2h2s?
that`s a different matter.
hopefully i really do.
pls let me pass at least 2.
i wanna promote :/

but by judging on the geog papers ytd and the econs paper today, it really sets me thinking.
the qns in phy geog paper was familiar cos just nice, i read on the write sections.
but i didnt have tyme to finish though.
human geog paper was the killer.
all my fault for not having enuff tyme to study on the population resource chpt.
still thought that even if this chpt comes out, it wont be so suay to come out for 25marks essay.
well, this shows that i`m really suay -.-
so in conclusion for geog,
PHY GEOG= insufficent tyme to finish; HUMAN GEOG= killer paper
so will i pass geog?

econs was the unexpected.
most people analysed that monopolistic competition wont come out for promos and well, it did. and i`m one of the most people. how suay -.-
did the essay qn on monopoly.
left out a few points that i forgot to write.
though i kept writing and writing thruout the paper,
i still didnt have tyme to finish the drq part b(ii) and (e) which adds up to 10marks.
total paper is upon 55 marks only.
pass econs? that`s an uncertainty.

but whatever it is, the two papers are over.
TMR`s LAST DAY OF PROMOS and it`s left w HISTORY.
HANG IN THERE! ENDURE!
oh man, let me have the power to pass hist.

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY! [:
HAPPY 18th BDAE TO HWEEYING too! (:
HAPPY 17th BDAE TO PHEBE IN ADVANCE! (:

yepps attended the wedding dinner at prima tower revolving restaurant.
omg it can REALLY REVOLVE!
it`s no lie.
saw my mum`s yandao cousin.
he really super yandao lars.
i`ll always look forward to seeing him de.
haha.

yea read one of my tags from ashley. she`s right. sometymes i really feel so loved by all my friends and my darlings. THANKS MY DEAR ONES! I LOVE YOU ALL SO DAMN MUCH! esp to that wonderful darlings of mine. :D

replies to all my tags:
DENISE: LOL. you shld side me cans? you knw me for more than a thousand million seconds norhs.
SHARON: i`m glad you are touched by that entry. loves
QINGXIANG: i`m not a copycat cans? BOO. i`m the chengyu queen (:
FREDDY: i was shocked by mrleow`s ans. AHA. yepps i got rid of the iwebmusic thingy le.
HWAHWA: hah you`re welcome hwa! have fun for the next few days! (:
SOMEONE: oh thanks for having so much confidence in me. next tyme do tag w your name yea? [:
ASHLEY: hahhs. yepps i feel so loved! thanks ash! well of cos i`ll go heaven cos i already relinked you. haha okkay i wont change it. yays cheerios to denise! (:
YUANHAO: hah thanks thanks! yea 1more wk to go! (:
YANPING: LOL. laogong i also dont wanna tell him that. you must jiayou too. i wont let you have a chance to tell him that too. HAHA

anyway the next few days gonna be tough. let`s persevere on!
and mrchia`s bdae is coming!!!



QINGXIANG IS A BAD INFLUENCE! heh.