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My teeth hurts like mad now. :/

Had dental appointment ytd and my dentist tightened it like mad with thicker wire.

I guess I will lose appetite for the next few days and my gastric will act up again. ):

On a positive note, I can lose weight! Yay!

Last week I already lost 2kg! cant wait to shed a few more kg!

I sound so contradicting, don’t i? :/

I submitted my acceptance form at nus yesterday. (: Anyway, the officer in charge

called me up ytd to tell me that I do not need to pay any fines or anything.

So I’m just waiting for an acknowledgement of my withdrawal from nie for now

before I officially announce that I’m getting into NUS.
FASS, I’m coming for you! (:

SYF gathering this coming Saturday!

But I’ll be late for I’ve SFA course with waimin maam.

Cant wait to see them though it has only been a few days since I last saw them!

While looking through the photos in the album, I really feel like going back to the

indoor stadium with them!

But too bad, all good things got to come to an end.

I think I miss everyone, the syf cadets and instructors. (:

And I think I miss everyone at the indoor stadium who I’ve interacted with. (:

To all who owe me things, e.g. 2packets of rice, a mail and etc, return me soon hor! HAHA. Looking forward to this coming sat! those who are late will be reserve! ;D but not me la! HAHA!

BELOVED COUSINS! (:

W SHARON! (:

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WORKPLACE! (:

i left this note before i went for one week leave for syf & man, they missed me! (;

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06A01!
CLASS DINNER! (:

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SYF! (:
he jumped out the moment the camera clicked! LOL.

all pointing to qx sir! HAHA.

Someday, it will have to come to an end too.

Cos nothing lasts forever.

TAG REPLIES:

qingxiang; always my pleasure! (: and thanks! I’m so glad that I can get into my dream school, dream course! You contributed to me getting in too! (:

Leonard; thankyou! HAHA. I know you are very nice. Help me get that no. alright. Lols!

Hweehwa; HAHA. I’m posting it up in my photobucket. it’s only for my eyes. LOL. And please, there’s no typo, I CAN SING! ;D go to my photobucket to see the photo! (: it's in the syf folder! he's super handsome lor! dont listen to jj. LOL

Saritha & JieQi & Daniela; -___-!! I CAN SING! Omggg, your tags are giving others here an impression that I cant! Don’t spoil my reputation lehhh. LOL. yay, seeing you all on saturday!

JJ; yea will link you up by this weekend alright! (: and and, he's not bad what. really super yandao lor. HAHA. i think they wont be disappointed when they see the photo. LOL

Zq; yea, 2 years sure flies! hope you're doing fine!

Nic; Seeing you later! (:

Kristie; hahaha i caught you at the bus stop at lakeside with a guy!

Labels: 06A01, catch ups, photos, syf, work

Friends are one of the greatest things I can ever have. (:

it was han’s enlistment yesterday. will really miss him, the tall man in our class. well, authoritarian counterpart, take good care of yourself and be a good and un-corrupted policeman k? haha!

it’s soon to be freddy’s and jerome’s, on the 11st & 12nd respectively. ):

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The class dinner at breeks café on monday was great! was another 10/15 gathering but nonetheless, I just so love meeting up with classmates. They do make my day a better one. (: their short lil notes just make me happy. And sharon, I’m keeping the warranty card for good! (:

After that, sharon, darryl and ahsoon left and off we go to harry’s bar to drink. (: Had pineapple rum and the bartender don’t believe that freddy is legal to drink! Lol.

Anyway, cheers to our wonderful class! let’s all have a great year ahead! (:

Met up with yvonne for dinner at mos burger @ woodlands just now. caught up quite a lot with her and seriously, we are really thankful that we went for the mass accred last feb and went back home together. It made us realized how similar we both are and how special we are. Thanks for the super sweeeet card, love! :]

My dearest partner passed me a box of chocolate biscuits and a card for me too! (: and she’s calling me tmr. yay! But hopefully I can still talk la. Haha. I’m sorry that I went “missing”, dearest. But still, you know how much I love you. It’s the 7th year and going! :]

See, how sweeeet my friends are.
It just tells how fortunate i am to have them. :]

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there’s dental appointment in a few hours’ time. braces are going to be up if nothing goes wrong. luckily, nic is going with me or i'm sure to faint there. =s wish me luck!

jiayou too!
& also, to yuanhao and yongjun, all the best for your enlistment! take good care of yourself at tekong! (:

Labels: 06A01, friends, loved

photos!

here's some super overdued photos! =x

;ikea-ing with sharon & hui

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;class bbq

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;fsrcy hiking trip

Labels: 06A01, photos, redcross

Disappointment

(*content heavy!)

I have been sick for the 6th consecutive day! ):
Fever, headache, cough, sore throat, it just makes me so sick and miss out so many happening things! ):

The trip to msia wasn’t really that fun except for certain incidents.
Anyway, I managed to catch the mango sales in kl before I left for genting and I got quite some clothings. Got a pair of white shorts, denim skirt, red tanktop and a teeshirt from mango. -tempts sharon-

My cousins just love teasing me and my fats. -_-!!
And dumbo kaiming mistook my big big ear ring for my earpiece and he gave it a pull! –screams-

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;17thdec
Fdc training on Monday.
Wasn’t really in that tiptop condition to go training but I really don’t wanna miss another training.
It wasn’t that good but I know they sure can pull themselves together as one
and fdc08, drill to the beat as one! (:

class gathering at ms chan’s. met up with some at yewtee and on we go, to woodlands to get the groceries before we travel to ms chan’s. it was raining cats and dogs and I got drenched again when I’m still sick! That explains why I couldn’t get well soon.

it was fun at ms chan’s. had bbq and the happy THREE friends (namely nic roach & darryl) bbq-ed most of the food for us. The feeling of meeting up with classmates felt so great. yea, I aint exaggerating. The feeling of us all together, chit chatting, laughing at each other, the times were great!

many of us got drunk or a little tipsy and it was really quite hectic near the end of the bbq as we weren’t in really tiptop condition to go home ourselves. Poor darryl had to carry me around the whole condo cos I was feeling all weak. Poor Jerome had to send me home in cab despite him leaving SUPER SUPER far away from me. Poor Nic have to be mistaken for some gangster trying to hunt my brother down. ha! But really thanks a lot guys! if weren’t for you all, my mum would be worried sick and I would probably faint along on the way back and nobody will know.

To those who couldn’t make it, I strongly believe that you all wanted to come but due to some reasons, couldn’t make it there with us. It’s okay, there’s sure to be another gathering soon. but guess, it’s the last one before our dear guys enlist? Or perhaps I’ll try to squeeze another dinner in before han, our first guy, enlists on the 8thjan. (:

looking at some of the entries they posted, I felt the tinge of sadness.
As quoted from hui, 2nd jan would definitely be weird.
No more running to the track with sharon and sometimes, hweeying.
No more of the guys teasing freddy in class.
No more of jeanette’s absence during morning assembly and then running to the classroom in the middle of the first period.
No more of “hui, let’s go to the toilet”.
No more of mr hendri’s “settle down”.
No more of ms mardiana’s “very VERY”
No more of …

I will miss the times in jj with 06A01.

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;18thdec
Due to me being sick and having a hangover, I missed out the fun at east coast with delta. =/
But I didn’t want to miss out all the fun so I cabbed to vivo to join them for the movies- Alvin and the Chipmunks.
It was a great movie and I wouldn’t mind watching it another time!
I just love all the singing!
I just love simon, Alvin and Theodore! They are just so adorable! (:

Anyway, the company was great too. though we were left no choice but to occupy the whole of the first row, it was great having them as company for movies. (:
Those kids were really loud and fun! All the laughters, jinliu’s pole dancing, zhenkhan’s forfeit, everything was just so fun!
Hope they enjoyed themselves! Oh well, I did! (:
Looking forward to the next gathering!

Delta, one team one soul, sha!~

on to ahma’s house for uncle’s birthday. Luckily I was just on time.

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;19thdec
It’s bestest NIC’S 18TH BIRTHDAY! (:

I was running a high fever so I couldn’t turn up for the hike. Sorry girls!
I wish I could be there to join in the fun too but I’m too weak to join in the hike.
I felt quite disappointed that I missed out the hike with them. =/

Heard some feedback and hopefully, the sec2s will learn their mistakes.
Don’t be disheartened as nobody is born to succeed.
Everybody will make mistakes here and there but as long as you pick yourself up and learn from your mistakes, things are going to turn out fine. (:

anyway, my girls were really sweet to msg me to get well soon. (:

Oh by the way, congrats to zhiqian upon coming in second in the school’s N level results! (:

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Sometimes, it’s just too much of a disappointment.
Be it whichever way I try to tweak the situation, it doesn’t seem to be making a difference.
A simple word, sorry, can make an impact.
Or maybe, sorry seems to be the hardest word to say.

I don’t seem to spot a difference between booking in advance and booking last minute.
It still turns out to be bubbles bursting.
a yes and a no still equates to a no in the end.
I’m getting used to it.
=s

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;20thdec
today's my first tuition lesson with min en!
hopefully everything runs well.

i'm super free after tuition.
but i know you will not get it.
off to her house in an hour's time.

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Labels: 06A01, disapppointment, redcross

just for you, 06A01.

06A01 GRADUATION DAY! :]

it was class graduation day yesterday.
well, the limelight goes to gifts exchange of course! :]
everything went on smoothly as planned except for the fact that i didnt manage to finish up the *coughs*. (hui, you know what.)
i'm really glad i organised this and i hope that it had been a memorable class grad day for the other fourteen. (:

the letters, presents and CLASS CONDOM -_-!! will definitely add on to our class memories.
by the way, i'm so sorry for the 7letters!
will pass it to you all next week when i see you all for consultations.

i'm glad that this post of mine is not filled with any regrets that it was the last day of school already and i hadnt bond enough with the class. i'm glad that type of feeling wasnt felt. well, it's simply because we cherish and treasure all the times that we have shared together. (:

many others have mentioned that among the j2 cohort, 06A01 is the most united class. i agree to this to a large extent. or maybe to a full extent. (:
be it the happy or the sad times, we went through it together.
nobody left anyone behind. we moved as one, just as one 06A01.

be it the happy times when everybody was laughing at zhiliang's bill gates joke,
be it the happy times when nic's big drum=tummy got beaten up by me,
be it the happy times when everyone laughed at my silly stompings, my silly movements and reactions,
be it the happy times when lmy's sexy lips turned super red & the fact that she never gone to ikea before until 3days back & all the girls were laughing at her,
be it the happy times when hui & eileen allows me to scribble on their papers on how much they love me,
be it the happy times when wanjun joins us for class dinners or outings,
be it the happy times when sharon wanted me to vandalise her organiser and blog in her hp about *arhems*,
be it the happy times when freddy said "hao xiang wo",
be it the happy times when han tried to gay around with darryl and nic,
be it the happy times when jack matchmakes sharon & zhiliang,
be it the happy times when darryl pronounce his words wrongly and in the midst of the lessons, it lighten up the stressful atmoshere,
be it the happy times when ahsoon joined us for breaks to crap around,
be it the happy times when nic made us all laughed out loudly when he wrote "xiaoping" in his essay,
be it the happy times when thy brings us to places where there are nice food (& it makes me fat!),
be it the happy times at hui's house watching borat,
be it the happy times when hui lends me her shoulders to lean on,
be it the happy times when the boonlay gang goes home together after class dinners or outings,
be it the happy times when nic's retardation really tickles our laughters,
be it the happy times we share during last year's chalet with all the mahjong, cycling, bbq & truth/dare session,

be it the sad times esp on the black day-20/07/07,
be it the sad times when freddy gone berserk and emo-ish,
be it the sad times that lmy is always not here and we cant take full class photos,
be it the sad times when wanjun tells us to hand in class funds which makes us all go broke,
be it the sad times when misunderstandings occur in the class & the guys were unhappy with the girls and vice versa,
be it the sad times when results were released and some of us never perform,
be it the sad times when we made our teachers angry and disappointed with us,
be it the sad times when some of us are insensitive or overly sensitive,

we went through it together, as one 06A01.
yes, we arent going to be friends in school only and strangers outside. that's not going to happen and i have this faith in this class. we will be embarking on a new chapter of our life after our As but that doesnt mean that we will go our separate ways. hope that this bond between us will stay strong!

TO THE TEACHERS:
06 tutors;
ms shirley chan- we will not forget your "i'm as beautiful as a flower" analogy. lol, your screeching high pitch tone really keeps us in control. haha! our jian fei competition is still going on! we are awaiting to go over to your house the next time for class gathering!(:

ms lye- thanks for going through all the little little details and explaining to us so specifically so as to make us understand. (:

07 tutors;
ms eleen tan- sorry if we have disappointed you the other time. hope that you like the photoframe and thanks for being our civics tutor! join us for class dinner the next time! (:

06/07 tutors;
mr hendri- you are the bestest teacher in jj! :] haha, i'm a fan of yours k? and as a complete idiot who doesnt know a single thing about history, you made it really interesting for me to love the subject. the hist camp sessions are so fun! thanks for being such a motivating teacher! (:

ms audrey lim- thanks for always being so patient when teaching me. not all teachers are as patient and helpful as you. thanks for not giving up on me despite me failing econs for midyears and prelims. (:

ms mardiana- thanks for giving us weekly consultations and it is really useful as shown by all our SEA hist results. you are a really hardworking teacher who doesnt mind to give us weekly consultations and marking tons of essays. thanks alot! (:

ms mandy- you are a really knowledgeable teacher who knows a lot of stuff. thanks for imparting them to us.

mr lawrence koh- you cold (koh) jokes are really -_-!! haha! you are one teacher who dont mind sharing your personal wedding photos with us! (:

TO THE OTHER SPECIAL FOURTEEN:

DARRYL; your unintended intentions of pronouncing the words wrongly really tickles us into laughing in the midst of lessons. haha! thanks for helping me in econs and i'm sorry that i still didnt perform very well. and please do not go missing after As! or your secretariats will kill you! haha.

EILEEN; laogao! =x my wonderful pw mate + shopping gf! thanks for always lending me your laogao's big ears. lol! sometimes, even without me saying out anything, you understand how i feel totally and never fail to console me whenever i feel sad. thanks for being so sweet, lg! (: let's go eye-candying for the hc & ac cute guys! (:

JACK; jill's boyfriend! or nana's? haha! i know you are not that fierce la, and thanks for being such a responsible econs rep who msg-es us for every stuff related to econs. thanks for always asking to relax and reminding me small little details before the start of any papers since i'm sitting behind you! (:

HUIHUI; mumu! i'm so proud of our productions of certs! (: haha,thanks for always lending me your strong shoulders to lean on and be there for me. i'll miss your theatre room where we screamed while watching the ghost show, cried when watching goong, and was disgusted and laughing while watching borat. but i dont like yewtee people! =x

JEANETTE; lmy! i think next time when you go uni, you should intro yourself as the top ponner of the your jc class! feel like punching you now but i shall be nice. (: to the suaku girl who have never been to ikea for her whole life until a few days back, thanks for always cheering me up and bringing laughter with all your stupid actions! your sexy lips will always be remembered! (:

WANJUN; treasurer! i'm going brokeeee so stop collecting money! haha, thanks for being such a responsible treasurer, holding such an important and taxing role for the past 2years. i'm sorry if we have made you feel quite left out at times. anyway, do join us for more shopping trips & class outings and dinners! (:

JEROME; gummie big belly goatie! =x oops, i'm sorry to have exposed your darkest secret & your super nice photo.haha, stop being so racist and extending your sphere of alluvium-ism influence to us! LOL. thanks for being so sweet and i'll not forget the herbal tea you bought for me. let's have a pw outing to maxwell food centre for the hum chim pang! (:

WEIJIAN; ahsoon! my dearest pw mate! i was really sad when you left us but still, we didnt drift apart and we are still one class. i miss the times we go to your house to practise the skit and to watch high school musical! perhaps one day, our pw group shall go to your house again to remincise the old good times! (: and if i dont get my chocs before exams end, you are going to be so DEAD. lol

NICHOLAS; nictan, the big fat glutton & my BGF! (: besides sharon, you are also given the title of one of my bestest friends. arent you touched? last year, it had been problematic for us but i'm glad that things have started turning out well since nov. thanks for always sparing that time for me to pour out my sorrows & tolerating my "drum beats" every time i feel like venting my sadness. =x

HWEEYING; dajie! stop introducing to me more nice food. they are making me so fat! lol! besides roach king, you are the other one who have also undergone a transition this year! i'm so glad that we have successfully integrated you into our A1 life! thanks for standing up for me at the times when i was being "attacked" by some comments and actions made. i feel really touched! (:

FREDDY; poser prince! thanks for the sweet song that you had written. it's really touching. and yupps, i do understand how you feel cos we are in the same boat at certain times. but it's okay cos we are bringing joy and laughter to the class! (: thanks for all your funny actions and your signature "hao xiang wo" at crystal jade. (: and please stop gaying with nic before his gf kills you. lol

ZHILIANG; roach! you are our wonderful class rep. from last year to this year, there is clearly a transition from the super quiet and not active in going to class outings and dinners zhiliang to the super enthu, full of lame jokes roach king. his modified lame jokes from sharon are really powerful! sometimes, nobody laughs at sharon's lame jokes but when zhiliang modified it, the whole class broke into fits of laughter. feel his power? (:

HOEHAN; my authoritarian counterpart! actually i'm not so authoritarian la! he is an extremist, together with jerome, the both of them have influenced us all by their racism! haha, thanks for always asking if i'm being bullied cos you want to teach that person a lesson for me. & for the past year, you have been treating us girls better and it's a positive sign! (:

SHARON; BFF! you are the one who have gone through with me the most for the past 2years! we were like made for each other ever since the first day of school when we had already hit off so well. i'm really glad that i have you to accompany me through the happy and the lowest moments. thanks for always standing by me, being so sweet with all your cards and tolerating me and my mood swings. i love you, darling! :]

A1, you added colours to my life.
with lots of love,
esther; rhino ker/ godzilla/ man man/ lion/ revolutionary leader/ k.s.m/ & etc.

Labels: 06A01, class grad day

PHOTOS!

with civics tutor'07; ms tan (: