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Labels: tags It’s the last already. I feel demoralized, I feel disappointed. How am I not supposed to feel this way? It’s not easy, never. We’ve gone through so much so much, braved through the storms and still standing strong. now that it has to end. It will be impossible to carry on in the future. Worst still, it cant even end with a high note, it cant even end with our very own. How am I supposed to face it now? It’s like an internal struggle within me. The project, the love, the bond, everything has gone with the wind. Everything. I just came across some of the photos. It makes my heart break when I see them. Especially at this point of time, I swear this feeling sucks. I’ll wont be fine in the short while. I’ll need time, time to wash away all these disappointment. Allineednowismypillarofstrengthandsupport. Labels: misc
Labels: tags TUESDAY, 15thJan! (: I got through 4LONG HOURS of maths & science tuition just now. It was meant to be 3hours initially but she extended it for 1 LONG HOUR when I was already so tired and hungry. Urghs. I got my first pay just now, which half of it goes to my agent for this first month so I’m left with nothing much cos I’ll still need to pay my phone bills. =/ FRIDAY; 18thJan
SATURDAY; 19thJan
** PHOTOS! (: lovely pw group! :] year batchmates at rcy challenge! (: the lovely ones. :] Labels: photos, shopping, work
Labels: tags This is your long awaited entry aint it? Haha. There have been >100hits over the weekends! wow. (: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SPECIAL FRIEND! lovesloves! :D this entry gonna be random and boring. Anything that comes to my mind will be blogged about. ** Results will be out in less than a month or so. AHHHHHH!~ This year, O lvl results will be released on the last week of jan. unless ours is a popping-out-of-nowhere release date, we still have a month of so to enjoy ourselves before our doomsday is here. People often say results aren’t everything but is that really true? Everywhere you go, people will ask for your qualifications. That cert, though worthless in monetary value, is priceless in the journey that you’ll be embarking. Alright, enough about results. It’s just dampening the mood. ** There’s VI meeting at campsite this Saturday afternoon. Transport fee is super expensive! ): have to leave the training halfway. Hope that they will be disciplined enough to train for the next few hours after we left. ** I must admit that it feels weird talking to you just now. You know the reason. Anyway, take good care of yourself. here's some photos to cure your monotony of my entry. (: 4cians on graduation day 05! (: i miss wearing fuhua uniform with them. =s Angqizhen! You have gone missing! Miss those peeps like denise, qiuyu ash, jinhua, yaxin, and etc. ): p/s ash, check your email! (: don’t you girls just miss wearing the bikila/ owens/ banni & rono tshirt? Thanks to you that we clocked new timings for 2.4! not forgetting darryl too. (: Our good ol buddy who’s now slogging his all in ns. ): Alrights, gonna go prepare myself before going for dental and hitting town with nic! (:
Labels: tags freddy just called me just now and he’s doing fine on his very first day there in tekong resort! (: Anyway, jer is enlisting tmr. feel kinda sad. ): do take good care of yourself in there and drop me sms-es to let me know you are doing fine in there, bud! (: ** Met up with nic yesterday after tuition and off we head to town. Hello NIC, it’s a SHAWL, come on, pronounce after me, shaaww-llll. it’s NOT a scarf! HAHAHA! Anyway, I nearly drove him mad, I think. =x whatever it is, if he dares to make all my teeth drop off, I gonna create havoc at teck whye ntuc tmr and blast the cny songs into his ears! LOL. ** Didn’t meet up with Eileen and sharon for lunch today cos I still got quite a number of stuff left undone at home. Meet up with you all next week k? sorry about it! Went Fuhua for training. Met wenfang at the bus stop again! ha I think I would be seeing her for the next few Fridays I guess! Anyway, that stupid girl reminded me of the fact that the results gonna be released soon. -_-! I’m going to kill the next person who asks me about when the results gonna be released. =x Let’s hope that training will get better as the days come by. Anyway, the whole parade square was bombarded by all 4UGs. I like this feeling. It don’t feel so quiet and lonely. But nonetheless, we do need quiet times to conduct some peaceful trainings. Haha. ** didnt go for dinner with the ncc clts. perhaps another time ba! (: was reminiscing the past while waiting for the bus at that bus stop that is within the vicinity of the school. While reminiscing and even before I realized, he was standing right in front of me. Ha! Sometimes, the more we wish for something, it doesn’t arrive. When I didn’t expect it this time, it did. Whatever it is, it brought a smile to my die-also-cannot-smile face. (: ** Just saw a mail and ohwell, things aren’t going the way it should be. Let’s pray that it would turn out well. It got to carry on! Labels: enlistment, misc, redcross I’m getting sick of eating porridge for meals. Imagine eating that for breakfast, lunch and dinner. =/ It just makes me lose my appetite. I will slowly get used to the metallic thing that is sticking to my teeth. I’ll need to get used to it, for I’ll be living with it for the next two years until the year 2010. 2010 not only marks the year that the metallic thing can finally be taken down and that I have straight teeth, it marks the year that I turn 21, it marks the year my macho beloved friends ord from ns, it marks the year … I’ll be looking forward to the year 2010. (: ** Did I mention that I shed 4KG since As ended till now? ohyay! –jumps around- ** take care, freddy! (: all the best to your enlistment! han,yuanhao and yongjun hope you are coping well inside. (: qx, you are booking out again today! jerome, you’re enlisting tmr! ): Labels: braces Friends are one of the greatest things I can ever have. (: it was han’s enlistment yesterday. will really miss him, the tall man in our class. well, authoritarian counterpart, take good care of yourself and be a good and un-corrupted policeman k? haha! it’s soon to be freddy’s and jerome’s, on the 11st & 12nd respectively. ): ** The class dinner at breeks café on monday was great! was another 10/15 gathering but nonetheless, I just so love meeting up with classmates. They do make my day a better one. (: their short lil notes just make me happy. And sharon, I’m keeping the warranty card for good! (: After that, sharon, darryl and ahsoon left and off we go to harry’s bar to drink. (: Had pineapple rum and the bartender don’t believe that freddy is legal to drink! Lol. Anyway, cheers to our wonderful class! let’s all have a great year ahead! (: ** Met up with yvonne for dinner at mos burger @ woodlands just now. caught up quite a lot with her and seriously, we are really thankful that we went for the mass accred last feb and went back home together. It made us realized how similar we both are and how special we are. Thanks for the super sweeeet card, love! :] My dearest partner passed me a box of chocolate biscuits and a card for me too! (: and she’s calling me tmr. yay! But hopefully I can still talk la. Haha. I’m sorry that I went “missing”, dearest. But still, you know how much I love you. It’s the 7th year and going! :] See, how sweeeet my friends are. It just tells how fortunate i am to have them. :] ** there’s dental appointment in a few hours’ time. braces are going to be up if nothing goes wrong. luckily, nic is going with me or i'm sure to faint there. =s wish me luck! jiayou too! & also, to yuanhao and yongjun, all the best for your enlistment! take good care of yourself at tekong! (:
Labels: tags rainbow. happy belated birthday to lydia and yixuan! (: had been really busy for the past few days ever since 31st! parade rehearsals, cca display preparations (cheering! , souvenirs, banners, posters and etc), tuition, project ncos 08 meeting and meetups. esp with the sec1 orientation stuff, it kept me really busy from wednesday to yesterday! but nonetheless, it was a good job done for the sec3s comms. and definitely, good job done for the whole unit! (: parade side was quite alright. cca display was fun and high. ** ** meeting up with classmates tmr evening and yvonne on tue before i put on braces on wednesday!
Labels: meet up, misc, redcross
Labels: tags goodbye 2007, hello 2008!
it's the FIRST ENTRY OF 2008! (:-WAVES FRANTICALLY- i'm going to do away with my norms of writing a year end review and things like that in details. just in short, i think 2007 had been a tough year, with A levels, family problems, redcross problems and everything else. but i have been a strong girl. i got through everything and here i am, in 2008 already. though i'm not fully geared up and ready for 2008, i aspire for myself to be even stronger than what i had been in 2007. when seasons kept changing and waves kept crashing onto me, i sincerely thank and salute all my friends who stood me through. you are the ones who make me stronger and in 2007. though the big As did take away some friends and alot of my time, it made me realised who my true friends are too. i'm sure some of you share the same sentiments. be it whether you stood me through, or if you did encouraged me, you make a difference in my life in the year 2007. continue making a difference in my life in 2008. (: with loves, esther. |