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here's some super overdued photos! =x ;ikea-ing with sharon & hui     *** ;class bbq        *** ;fsrcy hiking trip      Labels: 06A01, photos, redcross preferential. ;27thdec met eileen up after tuition and off we go to town! shopped around and got myself some accessories. went to Adecco for interview and both eileen and me were really stupid! shant mention the embarrassing incident of us with adecco’s door. LOL. had dinner at hans and i was practically swallowing the food, for the fact that i CANT CHEW! ): the rubber in between my teeth dropped out when i attempted to chew a little on my bun for lunch. =/ ohya, the rubber in my mouth is kinda problematic. it nearly CHOKED me while i was sleeping that night. urghs. i would probably die if the rubber is slightly bigger. =/ ;28thdec had fdc training from morning till afternoon. didn’t go for rcyc gathering cos jer had already dated us a week ago. i must have missed out quite a lot of fun. ): anyway, dinner with jer, sharon & hui at holland v’s breko was great. though i had potato salad which is like so tasteless while the rest had some super delicious food, i enjoyed the dinner. nothing beats more than the good company. (: thanks jerome for the presents! i like it a lot! thanks darling for the super sweet card too! loves. (: ;29thdec happy sweet 18 to dearest ashley & yankai! (: went for tiger beer training with eileen and roach ONLY. okay la, and nic too. that dumbo made me hopping mad that day. boo! training was quite interesting and saw a few familiar fuhuanites. finally went out with family for dinner. it had been so long ever since we had a dinner together. ;30thdec packed my whole wardrobe and i found out that there are quite a lot of clothes that i bought a few months or even half a year ago but i had never wear before! met up with extended family for dinner! (: & i’m looking forward to tmr.
Labels: tags hohoho. MERRY belated XMAS! (: ** ;24thdec went vivo to meet the starhub customer service girl and ended up, i waited for QUITE SOME TIME. *coughs* anyway, thanks for the ride to yewtee! (: was late upon meeting up with them. sorry junjie! i didnt mean to be so late and made you wait so long! =x had dinner at seoul garden. it was pretty expensive but since the lead actor wants, it's fine with us too. (: anyway, army life sounds interesting and fun! haha. hope that you like the presents. (: by the way, thanks lixuan for the super sweet chocolates! (: ** ;25thdec tried to give sharon a surprise yesterday but i failed. =/ actually, the secret i wanted to tell you is that i'm going over to your church. =x haha, anyway, i got the timing wrong and off i cabbed there. thanks huijun for accompanying me throughout! (: went to imm with sharon for some catching up. we seem to have tons and tons of things to talk about, judging by the fact that we just met up on sunday. haha, anyway, embarrassing things happened. imagine her shoe dropped out while she was walking. LOL. oh well, it was super suay for me too. i dropped my fave BIG BIG ear ring while crossing the road and i was still frantically looking for it. bet my BIG BIG ear ring must have broke into many pieces judging by the great number of people and cars who walk/drive over it. ): that's my FAVE BIG BIG BRONZE EAR RINGS! -cries- ): ** anyway, sharon mentioned something that sounds quite logical. like i say, it's quite only. =x it's already more than 500+ episodes and it seem to be never ending despite the many times i attempted to end the show. haha, time will tell. for now, i dont think it will end so fast. oops, my stand has slightly changed. =x ** ;26thdec went fuhua for training just now. the girls can be really funny and adorable, though they do make me go mad and angry at times. haha. (: ** had dental appointment just now and 2 more teeth of mine are extracted! now that the numbness is going away, it's hurting me so much now that i wish time could go back and i'm sure i'll NEVER choose to put braces ever again. it's really a painful process and it makes me sad. the sight of the 2jabs into my mouth nearly make me faint just now. but too bad, time will never go back and things that are done cannot be undone. braces will be up on 9thjan. that will be the day i dread the most. ): anyway, thanks for being here with me, mentally. (:
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MERRY XMAS!and this season up till now, two person made me TOTALLY OVER THE MOON! :D to my dearest MINYEN & SHARON, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! (: just when i felt that i would feel sad this xmas, i received a card and a present when i reached home just now. i swear i was really excited and jumping! (: sweetie pie sharon passed the present to my mum and it was the RED ESPRIT COMESTIC BAG that we both saw when we met up on sunday! she's damn sweet please! (: it was really a surprise from my dearest! and moreover, she's going broke and she still have to spend this on me! sweetie pie, i've got a secret. but i'm not telling you after 6pm tmr. (: my lady, minyen posted an anonymous card to me! and once i read the first line, i know it's her! cos of the love letters that we wrote before, i recognise it of course! and the hints just makes me reminicise the past and she loves sulphur dioxide + acidified potassium manganate (VII) solution= orange while i love ... = purple! (i threw my chem back to mr ng the day chem paper ended. =x ) my lady, book me next week! this week, i'm only left with thur dinner. seriously, i cant wait to meet you up! we got damn lots to catch up on! (: sharon, we are meeting up this friday! (: or maybe, ... minyen & sharon, my loves. ;D the surprises made me totally over the moon! they make me forget all my troubles. they make me feel loved too! ;D loves. Labels: loved, surprises, xmas comparisons & more comparisons. ;20thdec had my first lesson with min en. thanks to Eileen and her family for driving me there or i’ll be late and also, very wet. the girl is still alright, with the exception that she loses focus easily & also that she always tries to change my timing & wants to have tuition late at night. her mum is the funny one. forever in her pyjamas everytime me and Eileen goes to her house. HAHA! thanks to her mum who talks quite a lot, it delayed my time upon meeting hui at yewtee mac. ** received a phone call and okay, i should feel privileged since the fact that my friend didn’t have the time to make a lot of phone calls? or maybe i should take back the “didn’t have the time to make a lot of phone calls” since they were made to some others? oh well, the phone call made my mood just like the downward sloping MR and AR curves in imperfect competition. (did i get my econs right? =x) ** hui, thanks a lot for helping me and giving me ideas with the card. thanks for being there and tolerating my curse and swears. i know it was an unsightly scene but i cant seem to help it. thanks for the toy and the super sweet tweety bird comb too! (: met up with nic and he was like playing hide and seek with me la! –roars- strolled around the vicinity and walked to cck to have dinner. i love taking strolls. they make me feel much better. & thanks for listening me out! hope you like your "holiday assignment" = card. (: thanks to hui and nic for being there at one of my lowest moments. ** ;21stdec went fuhua for training. hope that they will absorb the things i told them. didnt know that a 4word phrase could sound this way. wordpressed! ;22nddec home-d! (: ;23rddec home-d! (: initially wanted to go for the retreat but it rained really heavily. and when it stopped raining, it was already 7 plus, 8pm. so ended up at home. heard that they had lots of fun though. ;24thdec hohoho! xmas eve! i dont have activities for xmas! oh well, it's kind of sad. ): ** are there any planes taking off this evening? i don’t think so. the pilot decided to fly the plane. and i decided to board too, i think. **
Labels: tags half time. or maybe full time.  looking at this staircase and thinking back, i miss it. on a sidenote, shifted my wordpress & updated the new one. check out the url in your emails, my close friends! by the way, happy sweet 18th ahsoon! you are not forgotten and you will always be part of A1. (:
Disappointment (*content heavy!) I have been sick for the 6th consecutive day! ): Fever, headache, cough, sore throat, it just makes me so sick and miss out so many happening things! ): The trip to msia wasn’t really that fun except for certain incidents. Anyway, I managed to catch the mango sales in kl before I left for genting and I got quite some clothings. Got a pair of white shorts, denim skirt, red tanktop and a teeshirt from mango. -tempts sharon- My cousins just love teasing me and my fats. -_-!! And dumbo kaiming mistook my big big ear ring for my earpiece and he gave it a pull! –screams- ** ;17thdec Fdc training on Monday. Wasn’t really in that tiptop condition to go training but I really don’t wanna miss another training. It wasn’t that good but I know they sure can pull themselves together as one and fdc08, drill to the beat as one! (: class gathering at ms chan’s. met up with some at yewtee and on we go, to woodlands to get the groceries before we travel to ms chan’s. it was raining cats and dogs and I got drenched again when I’m still sick! That explains why I couldn’t get well soon. it was fun at ms chan’s. had bbq and the happy THREE friends (namely nic roach & darryl) bbq-ed most of the food for us. The feeling of meeting up with classmates felt so great. yea, I aint exaggerating. The feeling of us all together, chit chatting, laughing at each other, the times were great! many of us got drunk or a little tipsy and it was really quite hectic near the end of the bbq as we weren’t in really tiptop condition to go home ourselves. Poor darryl had to carry me around the whole condo cos I was feeling all weak. Poor Jerome had to send me home in cab despite him leaving SUPER SUPER far away from me. Poor Nic have to be mistaken for some gangster trying to hunt my brother down. ha! But really thanks a lot guys! if weren’t for you all, my mum would be worried sick and I would probably faint along on the way back and nobody will know. To those who couldn’t make it, I strongly believe that you all wanted to come but due to some reasons, couldn’t make it there with us. It’s okay, there’s sure to be another gathering soon. but guess, it’s the last one before our dear guys enlist? Or perhaps I’ll try to squeeze another dinner in before han, our first guy, enlists on the 8thjan. (: looking at some of the entries they posted, I felt the tinge of sadness. As quoted from hui, 2nd jan would definitely be weird. No more running to the track with sharon and sometimes, hweeying. No more of the guys teasing freddy in class. No more of jeanette’s absence during morning assembly and then running to the classroom in the middle of the first period. No more of “hui, let’s go to the toilet”. No more of mr hendri’s “settle down”. No more of ms mardiana’s “very VERY” No more of … I will miss the times in jj with 06A01. ** ;18thdec Due to me being sick and having a hangover, I missed out the fun at east coast with delta. =/ But I didn’t want to miss out all the fun so I cabbed to vivo to join them for the movies- Alvin and the Chipmunks. It was a great movie and I wouldn’t mind watching it another time! I just love all the singing! I just love simon, Alvin and Theodore! They are just so adorable! (: Anyway, the company was great too. though we were left no choice but to occupy the whole of the first row, it was great having them as company for movies. (: Those kids were really loud and fun! All the laughters, jinliu’s pole dancing, zhenkhan’s forfeit, everything was just so fun! Hope they enjoyed themselves! Oh well, I did! (: Looking forward to the next gathering! Delta, one team one soul, sha!~ on to ahma’s house for uncle’s birthday. Luckily I was just on time. ** ;19thdec It’s bestest NIC’S 18TH BIRTHDAY! (: I was running a high fever so I couldn’t turn up for the hike. Sorry girls! I wish I could be there to join in the fun too but I’m too weak to join in the hike. I felt quite disappointed that I missed out the hike with them. =/ Heard some feedback and hopefully, the sec2s will learn their mistakes. Don’t be disheartened as nobody is born to succeed. Everybody will make mistakes here and there but as long as you pick yourself up and learn from your mistakes, things are going to turn out fine. (: anyway, my girls were really sweet to msg me to get well soon. (: Oh by the way, congrats to zhiqian upon coming in second in the school’s N level results! (:** Sometimes, it’s just too much of a disappointment. Be it whichever way I try to tweak the situation, it doesn’t seem to be making a difference. A simple word, sorry, can make an impact. Or maybe, sorry seems to be the hardest word to say. I don’t seem to spot a difference between booking in advance and booking last minute. It still turns out to be bubbles bursting. a yes and a no still equates to a no in the end. I’m getting used to it. =s ** ;20thdec today's my first tuition lesson with min en! hopefully everything runs well. i'm super free after tuition. but i know you will not get it. off to her house in an hour's time. ** Labels: 06A01, disapppointment, redcross
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  kboxing session was super fun though i didnt really hold the mike to sing. =x i got mike-phobia =x but i still sang quite a few songs! lixuan can imitate yang cheng lin pretty well or maybe better, alvin lavigne sang when you're gone, jason screamed his lungs out and spit saliva all over the mic, hongyi just kept teasing and scaring qx about ns, baoyu the hidden talented fei yu qing, qingxiang, the self claimed superstar, and me, the one who kept shunning away from the mike though i did sing a few songs. =x look forward to the next kboxing session! (:
a day out
 his envelope his card  11stdec, 12nddec, 13rddec postcards (: xin wang hongkong cafe qx's lunch YUMCHA! (: DIMSUM! (: MORE DIMSUM! (:TODAY; met up with sqx for movies at cine, on to watch my favourite long awaited movie, ENCHANTED! :D i love all the 'happily ever after(s)' and we just love the songs! they are just so nice! (: off to chinatown, actually wanna go for some vintage trail so that we can take nice vintage photos but we ended up in yum cha eating its high tea buffet due to the rain. sotong balls were flying all over due to somebody's carelessness. =x HAHA, you know who. and that was super embarrassing! HAHA. strolled around chinatown until about 7plus before we left for gombak for his haircut. anyway, this is for you. thanks for always tolerating me and my mood swings for the whole of today. i know i was being weird but oh well, i was feeling kinda sad that you are enlisting. =/ good friend, thanks for always being there whenever i fall, keeping me going strong despite how demoralised i was, always having that trust in me, and etc... i'm leaving for msia from 7am later to 17thdec. and i'm sorry that i aint there to send you off on the 13rd but hope you like the cap, the imprinted card, the calender book and the postcards! (: please do take good care of yourself and loves. *wordpressed! (:  lots of love and misses, esther. edited on 191207, 3:09pm Labels: enlistment, movies
Labels: tags like i mentioned in my wordpress, history repeated itself. things that happened two years ago, happened again. why must i always be the victim? why must it always be the same person doing this to me? there seems to be this curse that i cant break myself away from. my heart sank. jer is away in china while hui is away in aust. nic is back from korea, like finally! & i got damn lots of things to update him when i meet up with him tmr! seriously, i need to let it get off my chest! it's suffocating me! ): p/s. minyen, hurry end your exams! you know i cant take this for long! ): ;you seemed to be the main reason behind all my distractions.
Labels: tags my heart bled for him. i felt the pain he was feeling. it was way too devastating and disapppointing for anyone to take it. no way can i take it. i'm glad i could be there to share your disappointment. it wasnt a wrong choice made to leave ps at 8 and meet at cck at 9 and travel again and back home at 1245am. i'm sorry that i turned out to be more emotional than you. but the damage done and the words you said just touched me so deep. it's their loss. trust me, it's theirs. the more you put on a brave front, the more i felt painful for you. please do not be afraid to show me how you feel deep inside. rest assured that i'm always here for you, my friend. never did i tell you this before but i'm going to say it now. it's not for consoling you or anything. it's just something that i've been feeling all this while just that i didnt tell you about it. you are my most respected senior, have always been and will always be. loves. here are two photos to sum up the whole prom since i have yet to access to eileen's, sharon's and nic's photos! anyway, it was a fab night to hang around with the classmates ever since school has ended. sometimes, i really wish that school has not ended and we can still hang around as often as we did. anyway, A1 keep 17thdec free! (:   29thnov; went fuhua for fdc drills training with qx sir. (: it was followed by a walk around jp then to jurong west rc campfire and then home. (: 30thnov; went army market to shop for qx's army stuff and mr wong's bagpack. ohwow, never did i know it can be so tedious and there's so much things to get for ns! nevertheless, it was a eye opener for me. (: on to town next for alvin's interview. and we had a long walk to hq to collect our tshirts. on to unity's campfire! i love their retro dance! (: anyway, cheer up hazey! on to yewtee mac to chat until about 1230am and off we cab home. 1stdec; nic is off to korea! ): met up with qx, alvin, hongyi, junjie and off we went to sim lim square to qx's cousin's shop cos hongyi wanted to buy another psp slim. i'm sorry for being late and made junjie waited for an hour! sorry! =x cabbed to hq and after which, we met up with the cadets for steamboating session before we got to assemble at hq by 10pm. a nice place for steamboating and the tom yam soup made me coughed like mad. 2nddec; stayed up the whole night talking to josh, yixuan, elaine and some others. something did disheartened me. ohwell, forget about it. we set off from hq at 2.20AM and reach the standard chartered first aid checkpoints at 3AM though the first marathon flags off at 530AM! this explains why all the first aiders looked so sleepy or trying to get themselves to be awake if you ran past us the other day. cheered some runners like denise, xiaoyuan and mary on. saw other runners such as wilson, yuchun, meiqi, alan & his hwa chong team, and ... didnt managed to see jer and ahsoon though! ohwell, duty ended at about 11am and we were all dozing off at the bus stop. =/ lunched at just acia and off to meet wilson and denise at punggol to get daph's present first before we meet the rest at settlers' cafe. denise, max and me had hell lots of fun before the rest came, playing all the brainless games and it was really damn fun! (: ohwell, i won most of the brainless games though. haha the rest went to brewerks to meet up with dav & josh while me and max chiong to the train station cos he was running late to book in to tekong! anyway, happy birthday to daph! (: 3rddec; fdc bronze footdrill accred at fuhua with qx sir. it was truly depressing for me that day. alot of things happened and yep, i teared. on to hq for rcy challenge post mortem. it was a quiet journey there nonetheless. and yes, i will be seeing my vi, xuan hui maam real soon during the celebrations at lawrence sir's house! (: A1 girls, i'm sorry that i couldnt join you all for the outing. quite disappointed that it was an almost full outing and i couldnt turn up and join in the fun. anyway, sharon, give me your photobucket link! girls, you are being missed! 4thdec; project ncos 08 meeting with qx, alvin & the two ms lees. my workload is increasing. oh before i forget, i'm appointed a post in lsfc's working comms already. redcross is dominating my life, i guess. 4 to 5 DAYS per week are spent on redcross! but i am loving it as long as i am not burnt out. (: gonna go collate the tf survey questions and submit before the deadline. (: if anyone have any job recommendations, recommend to me!! (: Labels: prom night, redcross, standard chartered duty
Labels: tags sharon is coming back from camp and nic is away for the first day to korea. and i am currently now in hq, not feeling very good. i think there's a limit to everything. i thought i could hang in there for long but i couldnt. i am sorry for that. ;wordpressed Labels: random |