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HOW MANY MORE DAYS TO THE START OF MY As?NO MORE DAYS LEFT. IT'S JUST LESS THAN 12HOURS. the day i fear and dread the most will be here in a few hours time. can you calm me down? i guess tonight is going to be a unbearable night. the stress coming from the exams are freaking me out. exam jitters have made a grand appearance. here's my As exam schedule: 31stOct- GP PAPER 1&2 2ndNov- Maths & SEA History (jer' birthday) 5thNov- Physical Geography 13rdNov- Econs Essay 14thNov- Econs Drq 15thNov- Human Geography & International History BEFORE you start commenting on how anyway, thanks all my sweet friends, cadets and whoever is reading, tagging and msging me to spur me on and all the well wishes. :) i really want to do well for all my subjects. i am going to pass all right? the more i blog, the more it is freaking me out. before i burst out into a fountain of tears just like what alvin says i (merlion) always do, goodbye my blog. on a sidenote, A1, please have plenty of rest before every paper. esp NICHOLAS TAN! sleep before 1am k? to all taking As esp my classmates, good friends, schoolmates and redcross friends, all the best. :) *wordpressed are you here with me? Labels: A levels, pre-exam syndrome hello! regarding all the belated birthdays, happenings and problems at home, the breakdowns, and everything that have happened for the past 1 week, i will blog about it after my exams. sorry about that! as for my closer friends, you do know that my wordpress is still updated frequently right? (: have been feeling sick and losing appetite for the past few days except today. fever, flu and blah. it's not a good time to fall sick now esp that exams are nearing. do take good care of yourselves and drink lots of water! been "camping" in jurong east library and will be doing so for the next few weeks. je library is my second home! i came across this song just now.-"lang hua yi duo duo" it's some oldie. i didnt like it initially but was sort of influenced & i like the song. & i miss the person who like this song. the BIG As is in FOUR DAYS' time. thy is right. whatever that is bothering me should be cast aside. the most important thing now is my As. FOCUS FOCUS! i wish to once again possess the 4cians fighting spirit, the never say die A1 spirit and the endure till the end redcross spirit. give me the strength. the dreadful day is coming. & i fear it coming. Labels: A levels tag replies
those who went for geog yesterday at lt4 knows my chinese name. and they are all calling me by that!! thanks to MS ASHLEY MAK & MS HUIJUN! -_-!! As is in 10days time. there are still so much so much uncovered! the heat from the exam preparations are draining me out that i fell dead on my bed at 10plus 11pm? seriously speaking, i fear the big As. it is not any midyear or end of year exams. neither is it any common tests or promos. it's the big exam that cannot go wrong cos it's my MAJOR EXAM for the past 15years of education! (including nursery & kindergarden!) i feel really stressed and judging by my prelims results, i feel more terrified than ever. ): exam jitters are coming my way, i swear. & yucks, it sucks. & to all who msges me, please do leave your name behind cos i lost all my contacts! ): the next 25days gonna be real torture. it's a competition of knowledge and mental strength. i am afraid that i would crumble and fall. Labels: A levels, exams syndrome tag replies
just for you, 06A01.
06A01 GRADUATION DAY! :]it was class graduation day yesterday. well, the limelight goes to gifts exchange of course! :] everything went on smoothly as planned except for the fact that i didnt manage to finish up the *coughs*. (hui, you know what.) i'm really glad i organised this and i hope that it had been a memorable class grad day for the other fourteen. (: the letters, presents and CLASS CONDOM -_-!! will definitely add on to our class memories. by the way, i'm so sorry for the 7letters! will pass it to you all next week when i see you all for consultations. i'm glad that this post of mine is not filled with any regrets that it was the last day of school already and i hadnt bond enough with the class. i'm glad that type of feeling wasnt felt. well, it's simply because we cherish and treasure all the times that we have shared together. (: many others have mentioned that among the j2 cohort, 06A01 is the most united class. i agree to this to a large extent. or maybe to a full extent. (: be it the happy or the sad times, we went through it together. nobody left anyone behind. we moved as one, just as one 06A01. be it the happy times when everybody was laughing at zhiliang's bill gates joke, be it the happy times when nic's big drum=tummy got beaten up by me, be it the happy times when everyone laughed at my silly stompings, my silly movements and reactions, be it the happy times when lmy's sexy lips turned super red & the fact that she never gone to ikea before until 3days back & all the girls were laughing at her, be it the happy times when hui & eileen allows me to scribble on their papers on how much they love me, be it the happy times when wanjun joins us for class dinners or outings, be it the happy times when sharon wanted me to vandalise her organiser and blog in her hp about *arhems*, be it the happy times when freddy said "hao xiang wo", be it the happy times when han tried to gay around with darryl and nic, be it the happy times when jack matchmakes sharon & zhiliang, be it the happy times when darryl pronounce his words wrongly and in the midst of the lessons, it lighten up the stressful atmoshere, be it the happy times when ahsoon joined us for breaks to crap around, be it the happy times when nic made us all laughed out loudly when he wrote "xiaoping" in his essay, be it the happy times when thy brings us to places where there are nice food (& it makes me fat!), be it the happy times at hui's house watching borat, be it the happy times when hui lends me her shoulders to lean on, be it the happy times when the boonlay gang goes home together after class dinners or outings, be it the happy times when nic's retardation really tickles our laughters, be it the happy times we share during last year's chalet with all the mahjong, cycling, bbq & truth/dare session, be it the sad times esp on the black day-20/07/07, be it the sad times when freddy gone berserk and emo-ish, be it the sad times that lmy is always not here and we cant take full class photos, be it the sad times when wanjun tells us to hand in class funds which makes us all go broke, be it the sad times when misunderstandings occur in the class & the guys were unhappy with the girls and vice versa, be it the sad times when results were released and some of us never perform, be it the sad times when we made our teachers angry and disappointed with us, be it the sad times when some of us are insensitive or overly sensitive, we went through it together, as one 06A01. yes, we arent going to be friends in school only and strangers outside. that's not going to happen and i have this faith in this class. we will be embarking on a new chapter of our life after our As but that doesnt mean that we will go our separate ways. hope that this bond between us will stay strong! TO THE TEACHERS: 06 tutors; ms shirley chan- we will not forget your "i'm as beautiful as a flower" analogy. lol, your screeching high pitch tone really keeps us in control. haha! our jian fei competition is still going on! we are awaiting to go over to your house the next time for class gathering!(: ms lye- thanks for going through all the little little details and explaining to us so specifically so as to make us understand. (: 07 tutors; ms eleen tan- sorry if we have disappointed you the other time. hope that you like the photoframe and thanks for being our civics tutor! join us for class dinner the next time! (: 06/07 tutors; mr hendri- you are the bestest teacher in jj! :] haha, i'm a fan of yours k? and as a complete idiot who doesnt know a single thing about history, you made it really interesting for me to love the subject. the hist camp sessions are so fun! thanks for being such a motivating teacher! (: ms audrey lim- thanks for always being so patient when teaching me. not all teachers are as patient and helpful as you. thanks for not giving up on me despite me failing econs for midyears and prelims. (: ms mardiana- thanks for giving us weekly consultations and it is really useful as shown by all our SEA hist results. you are a really hardworking teacher who doesnt mind to give us weekly consultations and marking tons of essays. thanks alot! (: ms mandy- you are a really knowledgeable teacher who knows a lot of stuff. thanks for imparting them to us. mr lawrence koh- you cold (koh) jokes are really -_-!! haha! you are one teacher who dont mind sharing your personal wedding photos with us! (: TO THE OTHER SPECIAL FOURTEEN: DARRYL; your unintended intentions of pronouncing the words wrongly really tickles us into laughing in the midst of lessons. haha! thanks for helping me in econs and i'm sorry that i still didnt perform very well. and please do not go missing after As! or your secretariats will kill you! haha. EILEEN; laogao! =x my wonderful pw mate + shopping gf! thanks for always lending me your laogao's big ears. lol! sometimes, even without me saying out anything, you understand how i feel totally and never fail to console me whenever i feel sad. thanks for being so sweet, lg! (: let's go eye-candying for the hc & ac cute guys! (: JACK; jill's boyfriend! or nana's? haha! i know you are not that fierce la, and thanks for being such a responsible econs rep who msg-es us for every stuff related to econs. thanks for always asking to relax and reminding me small little details before the start of any papers since i'm sitting behind you! (: HUIHUI; mumu! i'm so proud of our productions of certs! (: haha,thanks for always lending me your strong shoulders to lean on and be there for me. i'll miss your theatre room where we screamed while watching the ghost show, cried when watching goong, and was disgusted and laughing while watching borat. but i dont like yewtee people! =x JEANETTE; lmy! i think next time when you go uni, you should intro yourself as the top ponner of the your jc class! feel like punching you now but i shall be nice. (: to the suaku girl who have never been to ikea for her whole life until a few days back, thanks for always cheering me up and bringing laughter with all your stupid actions! your sexy lips will always be remembered! (: WANJUN; treasurer! i'm going brokeeee so stop collecting money! haha, thanks for being such a responsible treasurer, holding such an important and taxing role for the past 2years. i'm sorry if we have made you feel quite left out at times. anyway, do join us for more shopping trips & class outings and dinners! (: JEROME; gummie big belly goatie! =x oops, i'm sorry to have exposed your darkest secret & your super nice photo.haha, stop being so racist and extending your sphere of alluvium-ism influence to us! LOL. thanks for being so sweet and i'll not forget the herbal tea you bought for me. let's have a pw outing to maxwell food centre for the hum chim pang! (: WEIJIAN; ahsoon! my dearest pw mate! i was really sad when you left us but still, we didnt drift apart and we are still one class. i miss the times we go to your house to practise the skit and to watch high school musical! perhaps one day, our pw group shall go to your house again to remincise the old good times! (: and if i dont get my chocs before exams end, you are going to be so DEAD. lol NICHOLAS; nictan, the big fat glutton & my BGF! (: besides sharon, you are also given the title of one of my bestest friends. arent you touched? last year, it had been problematic for us but i'm glad that things have started turning out well since nov. thanks for always sparing that time for me to pour out my sorrows & tolerating my "drum beats" every time i feel like venting my sadness. =x HWEEYING; dajie! stop introducing to me more nice food. they are making me so fat! lol! besides roach king, you are the other one who have also undergone a transition this year! i'm so glad that we have successfully integrated you into our A1 life! thanks for standing up for me at the times when i was being "attacked" by some comments and actions made. i feel really touched! (: FREDDY; poser prince! thanks for the sweet song that you had written. it's really touching. and yupps, i do understand how you feel cos we are in the same boat at certain times. but it's okay cos we are bringing joy and laughter to the class! (: thanks for all your funny actions and your signature "hao xiang wo" at crystal jade. (: and please stop gaying with nic before his gf kills you. lol ZHILIANG; roach! you are our wonderful class rep. from last year to this year, there is clearly a transition from the super quiet and not active in going to class outings and dinners zhiliang to the super enthu, full of lame jokes roach king. his modified lame jokes from sharon are really powerful! sometimes, nobody laughs at sharon's lame jokes but when zhiliang modified it, the whole class broke into fits of laughter. feel his power? (: HOEHAN; my authoritarian counterpart! actually i'm not so authoritarian la! he is an extremist, together with jerome, the both of them have influenced us all by their racism! haha, thanks for always asking if i'm being bullied cos you want to teach that person a lesson for me. & for the past year, you have been treating us girls better and it's a positive sign! (: SHARON; BFF! you are the one who have gone through with me the most for the past 2years! we were like made for each other ever since the first day of school when we had already hit off so well. i'm really glad that i have you to accompany me through the happy and the lowest moments. thanks for always standing by me, being so sweet with all your cards and tolerating me and my mood swings. i love you, darling! :] A1, you added colours to my life. with lots of love, esther; rhino ker/ godzilla/ man man/ lion/ revolutionary leader/ k.s.m/ & etc. Labels: 06A01, class grad day PHOTOS!
with civics tutor'07; ms tan (:  with econs teacher; mslim (:  girls with mslim (:  the nerds emerged once again! haha!  look at nic's idiotic expressions! LOL.  this shot wasnt meant to be like this! =x  it was supposed to be a "staring" session; mrkoh & guys vs mslim & girls. (:  with history teachers; mr hendri & ms mardiana (THEY ARE THE BESTEST!)  with geog teacher; ms mandy (:  DO-RE-MI (:  us (:  with han (:  discussion of how to start the gifts exhange rolling.  zhiliang giving out wedding invitations? o.O  wanjun too engrossed with the tiny "antennas"  he's not that fierce afterall. haha(:  girlfriends! (:  *points at darryl's gay pictures!* =x  me & hui's certificates for the guys (:  their darkest secrets (mostly gay acts) & their act cute photos exposed! (:  p/s. the girls' certs' photo is not being posted as hui's one is not included.busy looking at their letters  i'm damn happy! :D  LUNCH AT CRYSTAL JADE;  big, bigger, BIGGEST, smallest, smaller ;D  producers of the certs are so ADORABLE! :D  acting cute with chopsticks! (:  jer & han (:  zhiliang's all time fav; CHILLI (:   with BGF! (bestest guy friend) :D  with BFF! (bestest female friend) :D  the FIFTEEN. :D  yes, that's my lovely 06A01. :] can you feel the love i have for them? i just hope that it had been a memorable class grad day for them yesterday. it has been a memorable one for me. we will not go our separate ways. class spirit still stays and fights on! (: tons of love, esther; certified as one of the special 15 who makes up 06A01. :] Labels: 06A01, class grad day THE LOVELY 15 :]
hellohello!i'm in a zonk-ed condition to blog about the class grad day judging by the fact that it's 1.20am now and i just downloaded the photos not long ago? but well, good entries are worth the wait, aint it? (: i'll be back before the end of this weekend. i just have too many stuff to blog! in short, 06A01, I LOVE YOU! THE FIFTEEN SPECIAL INDIVIDUALS THAT MAKE UP 06A01. THEY ARE REALLY SWEEEEET. :D & I LIKE IT THIS WAY. :]  Labels: 06A01 tag replies
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DO NOT CALL OR MSG ME COS I LOST MY PHONE TODAY!HELL. I'M IN A LOUSY MOOD RIGHT NOW! I HATE THE PERSON WHO TOOK MY PHONE! CANT THAT PERSON KINDLY RETURN IT TO ME?!? HELL. NOW THAT MY MSN IS SPOILT, MY HP IS LOST, HOW IN THE HELL AM I GOING TO CONTACT PEOPLE? HELL. EVERYTHING IS JUST SO NOT RIGHT. dont ask me where i lose it cos it doesnt help to make me feel better. thanks hweeying for being with me today and lending me your phone to make phone calls. on a sidenote, thanks to my dear friends who have been encouraging me and giving me support be it through sms-es, blog tags or phone calls. thanks, i really need it. first, it was my family. then it was my studies. now,it's my phone. everything is just happening at the same time. hell. Prelims flunked
happy birthday in advance, mr chia!you are still my idol teacher, as always. this is going to be a not-so-happy=sad post so if you dont want to see such a post and affect your mood,please click the cross at the top right hand corner of your screen. thanks. yes, indeed today was a terrible day. i flunked all my subjects except history. in case you may mistaken my meaning for the word "flunk", it means FAIL. well some others may define flunk as their results dropped by 1 or 2 grades as from what i heard today but mine means fail. i got S S S S for gp, maths, econs and geog respectively. can you hear me cry from your room? if you cant, go dig your ears. the same scenario for midyears happened again for prelims. i was expecting myself to perform well for econs esp for the essay paper, but once again i was disappointed. i failed the essay paper by 1/2mark. case study was badly done too. geog results was just as disappointing. i did quite well for my essays for both papers but i failed my drqs terribly. econs and geog results were really disappointing. upon getting both results, deep in my thoughts, i was thinking should i console myself for performing much better compared to midyears or should i scold myself for still failing the papers despite more hardwork being put in? i was confused. i really was. there was this grey area that was unexplainable. i held back all my tears. i controlled my emotions cos i dont want to affect everyone with my mood. i dont want them to worry about me. i agree with what hweeying had mentioned before. when people study, they dont say they do. on my part, i think that if you dont wanna say, so be it. but stop saying you never when you did! it's so superficial. & one more thing, please stop using me as a comparison if you dont want to hurt me more. thanks! i swear i felt inferior. i swear i felt guilty. i swear i felt like but i'm going to be fine. i'll pick myself up. give me the strength to carry on. *wordpressed. Labels: results HELLO! i'm just back for a short entry to reply all my tags before i go into hiding again. happy belated birthday hweeying! & happy birthday phebe! tmr, all the h2 results will be released. *CRIES* tonight, it gonna be a terrible night for me like again. =/
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