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MY EXAMS HAVE ENDED! *JUMPS AROUND* i'm running late again to meet eileen! =x shall blog when i am back, provided that i dont fall dead on the bed after meeting tonight! and it's the first TF meeting! (: all the best to all chem students! *runs away* 29 1/2 HOURS MORE TO ECONS! the war is starting & it's ending in 3days time. it's the TOUGHEST 4 PAPERS! come on, i need to hang in there despite all that i am facing now. after the exams end, like what i told yvonne, there will be this unexplained worry. though exams are over, the feeling is just not right? shant think about it now. after exams then talk about it. people lead their individual lives. but in there,there's this bond that ties them together. it's just like globalisation, making the world more interconnected. when one country makes decisions, it not only affects its own country, it affects the trading partners as well. there will be this link so countries in order to maximise the world's welfare, engaged in international trade engaging the theory of comparative advantage. this explains the links of interconnectedness and to maximise the welfare of the world. (sound so econs and geog?) anyway, here's something that i find quite motivating taken from my eyecandy's blog. "Everyone will have bumps in the road, so you need to stay focused. I'm here to tell you to stay strong. Don't give up. No matter what, today is a new chance." -Carmelo Anthony librarying at je again though i am sick. :( gastric & headache, get away from me, please. *wordpressed Labels: A levels, interconnectedness, unexplained worry it's the final week. exams are really drains us, students out totally. the war for arts students have just started. judging by the fact that there are 4major h2 papers next week. my phy geog paper freaked me out totally like what i mentioned in my wordpress. imagine me getting stunned at the atmosphere essay qn cos the more popular qn like what my teacher had said e.g. tri cellular model, global warming and etc never come out. how am i going to prove to her? hell. this final week is torturing. i'm scared. here's my remaining schedule. 13rdNov- Econs Essay 14thNov- Econs Drq 15thNov- Human Geography & International History fuhua camp clashes with my last three papers so i guess i cant go back. :( all cadets, enjoy the camp! yixuan, jiayou! (: ohwells, i think my gastric is back. :( been having slight pains recently. & i have been sneezing for the whole of ytd morning and having headaches. DO TAKE CARE EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY ALL WHO ARE TAKING EXAMS! *wordpressed p:pncos08 on a sidenote, time after time, it happened again. it's ok. it's ok. it's ok. i guess i am getting used to it. and the fact that i no longer have the courage to ask anymore is something that i cant deny. :( off to the library. i'm having bread again (i guess) for lunch. ya, and not to forget, bread for dinner as well. by the way, happy birthday mr poh jia wei, my lovely friend! (: tags will be replied on the 15th unless people wants to date me out. goodbye! Labels: A levels HELLO TO MYSELF & ONE OR TWO OF YOU OUT THERE WHO IS STILL PATRONISING MY BLOG! :) the first terrible week of my exams are over. & i survived the second most taxing day in my whole As schedule. it really wasnt easy to get through yesterday. i hope i do well for the past few papers. & i really hope that i can pass gp. i only have 1 paper this coming week but let me tell you this, though i have been failing geog for the past two years in jj, I AM NOT GOING TO FAIL GEOG AT As. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE LIKE HER LOOK DOWN ON ME. & to think she is somebody of high intellect. wth. seriously i miss mr chia and his encouragements. i failed Amaths for two years and have been getting F9 straight but for Os, due to his constant encouragements, i got a B4 for Amaths! cant she be like mr chia? urghs, luckily in jj i got this really nice and encouraging teacher- mr hendri. his words never fail to motivate me and make me laugh. he is the nicest teacher i can ever find in jj! :) i will pass my geog. i have to pass geog. for today and tomorrow, i shall camp in je library. (though i have to go for ahma's birthday celebration tonight) litho; hydro; atm- let me conquer you please. i need to pass geog to prove it to her. here's my remaining schedule. 5thNov- Physical Geography 13rdNov- Econs Essay 14thNov- Econs Drq 15thNov- Human Geography & International History
on a sidenote, do i or do i not? ;i remained unconquered.-mr hendri Labels: A levels A LEVELS
HOW MANY MORE DAYS TO THE START OF MY As?NO MORE DAYS LEFT. IT'S JUST LESS THAN 12HOURS. the day i fear and dread the most will be here in a few hours time. can you calm me down? i guess tonight is going to be a unbearable night. the stress coming from the exams are freaking me out. exam jitters have made a grand appearance. here's my As exam schedule: 31stOct- GP PAPER 1&2 2ndNov- Maths & SEA History (jer' birthday) 5thNov- Physical Geography 13rdNov- Econs Essay 14thNov- Econs Drq 15thNov- Human Geography & International History BEFORE you start commenting on how anyway, thanks all my sweet friends, cadets and whoever is reading, tagging and msging me to spur me on and all the well wishes. :) i really want to do well for all my subjects. i am going to pass all right? the more i blog, the more it is freaking me out. before i burst out into a fountain of tears just like what alvin says i (merlion) always do, goodbye my blog. on a sidenote, A1, please have plenty of rest before every paper. esp NICHOLAS TAN! sleep before 1am k? to all taking As esp my classmates, good friends, schoolmates and redcross friends, all the best. :) *wordpressed are you here with me? Labels: A levels, pre-exam syndrome hello! regarding all the belated birthdays, happenings and problems at home, the breakdowns, and everything that have happened for the past 1 week, i will blog about it after my exams. sorry about that! as for my closer friends, you do know that my wordpress is still updated frequently right? (: have been feeling sick and losing appetite for the past few days except today. fever, flu and blah. it's not a good time to fall sick now esp that exams are nearing. do take good care of yourselves and drink lots of water! been "camping" in jurong east library and will be doing so for the next few weeks. je library is my second home! i came across this song just now.-"lang hua yi duo duo" it's some oldie. i didnt like it initially but was sort of influenced & i like the song. & i miss the person who like this song. the BIG As is in FOUR DAYS' time. thy is right. whatever that is bothering me should be cast aside. the most important thing now is my As. FOCUS FOCUS! i wish to once again possess the 4cians fighting spirit, the never say die A1 spirit and the endure till the end redcross spirit. give me the strength. the dreadful day is coming. & i fear it coming. Labels: A levels those who went for geog yesterday at lt4 knows my chinese name. and they are all calling me by that!! thanks to MS ASHLEY MAK & MS HUIJUN! -_-!! As is in 10days time. there are still so much so much uncovered! the heat from the exam preparations are draining me out that i fell dead on my bed at 10plus 11pm? seriously speaking, i fear the big As. it is not any midyear or end of year exams. neither is it any common tests or promos. it's the big exam that cannot go wrong cos it's my MAJOR EXAM for the past 15years of education! (including nursery & kindergarden!) i feel really stressed and judging by my prelims results, i feel more terrified than ever. ): exam jitters are coming my way, i swear. & yucks, it sucks. & to all who msges me, please do leave your name behind cos i lost all my contacts! ): the next 25days gonna be real torture. it's a competition of knowledge and mental strength. i am afraid that i would crumble and fall. Labels: A levels, exams syndrome i'm SICK again. ): ): ): -splitting headache, fever & cold. went for movies two days in a row. next week gonna for 2 more movies. i'm going broke if this continues :/ monday, went for movies w my 9/15 classmates. including ahsoon of course! (: we watched Just Follow Law, spore's jack neo's productions. it's so funny lars! jeanette & hui were both laughing so LOUDLY & i can hear them even though they were 3-4 seats away from me. hahaha throughout the movie, i was laughing so much that my stomach hurts. hahhs! & i still think the most funny scenes are the halal thingy & the security guard-muthu's scenes. clamping of fire engine & blah. the show made me happier & it had been almost a week ever since i had such a good laugh. (: tuesday, went for movies w qx. watched Letters of Iwo Jima & it's nice! though i hate the japs alot for they invaded spore during JO period, i dont wanna them to be killed by the americans in the show. well, perceptions do change when in different circumstances. the show was still kinda gruesome but not as much as i imagined it to be. tears started to run down my face when the suicide mission took place. :/ but overall, the movie is nice. looking forward to part2! (qx said that part2 is the americans' version) xiaoyuan was in the same theatre too! walked frm cine all the way to PS. my first tyme walking there :x home i go while they all went for ndp meeting. wednesday, had 2.4 trial run & my timing is getting lousier- 1513 :/ after the run, as usual i will feel super dizzy, feel lyke fainting anytime. my blood pressure is low la :/ thanks the girls! (: proj ncos meeting at unity. bet, relax & dont be so stressed out. i understand how you feel but learn to take it easy alright? right now, we had to stay strong & do it good. dont worry, you still have me to share your stressful problems w. let's jiayou! (: thursday, took early leave. was feeling so sick ever since morning but dont wanna people get the wrong impression that i missed school due to the econs test & so i went. left straight after econs test & i bet i will surely fail this test. had a splitting headache & was feeling so cold for the whole day! my sweater never leave me since morning except when i need to bathe. running a fever now, a splitting headache & a cold. aint going sch tmr morning. thanks my beloved class for your care & concern! (: tmr afternoon going sch to collect the A lvls chinese results! i dont knw why but i'm just so NOT NERVOUS. or maybe cos i'm sick & i got no strength to go think about it ba. i'm just praying for an A tmr though i know it's hard. pray hard for me! enough of blogging, i had better rush to do the vetting of the minutes & other admin stuff now. alrights i hear sharon nagging & scolding me again. promise to sleep early tonight! :x Labels: A levels, movies, project ncos |