In short, unless I have anything to elaborate, here it goes:

16th- NFC
17th- tuition & zouk flea with Eileen
18th- first day of work & west district camp meeting
19th-work, LS meeting
20th- work, meetup with sharon & hui
21st- work, TF meeting
22nd- work, family dinner
23rd- flea market with denise, 4C dinner, supper with Douglas, airport
24th- tuition, home
25th- half day leave, qx’s place, dinner with wufeng
26th- RCYECCSD meeting
27th- movie “ps I love you” with Eileen
28th- tuition
29th- half day, west district camp contact session
1st- movie “two faces of my girlfriend” with yixuan & the girls
2nd- tuition & family dinner
3rd- dinner with qiuyu
4th- which is now! (:


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work at molex is fun & enriching. Cos I’m in the finance department, pick up quite a number of microsoft excel skills, costing stuff and etc. definitely a good learning experience for me and what’s more, the people there treats me really well. (:

there’s like not a lot of free time during work to slack around cos life in the finance department is really really busy! But luckily, the environment there isn’t stressful. (:


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23rd-

It’s a day that I’ve been waiting for! 4C GATHERING! :D
It was definitely a successful gathering!




25/44 people turned out. Mind you, it’s been 2years since we’ve graduated. Some of the classes that just graduated from sec school a year ago or just recently may not even have this figure. I’m just proud of my classmates. (:

Dinner at fish market, ps. Seeing the long tables of people catching up just gives a warm feeling. It was just like yesterday that we graduated from school. It was just like yesterday when we were all sleeping in ek’s lessons. It was just like yesterday when we all signed the petition for we didn’t want sissy chong to be our maths teacher. It was all just like yesterday. Caught up quite a lot with jinhua too! and he scared me out quite a lot with the As thing. =/ anyway, there’s this rumour of my idol spreading around but still, I strongly believe that my idol is innocent. (:

Thanks yaxin & jiamin for organizing this gathering! (:

Didn’t join them on the walk to paradiz centre for i met up with Douglas before heading to the airport to send cousin off. Anyway, it’s a nice meetup with d of course! And thanks for the ride to my cousin’s place. (:
I’ll miss my cousin’s voice for the next three months. =/

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What ties us all together is this word, Fuhua. Be it with yixuan, Adrian, or even my buddy, this journey ended early. Though we did said before that we will be the pillars of support for each other when we each lead our individual units, I’m sorry that I got to take a step earlier. I rather I abandon you than to let you abandon me like what you have been doing since last year. Actually the journey didn’t end that early also, oh well, I mean I spent 6years plus in Fuhua. 1/3 of my life!

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Results will be released on Friday, 7th March, 230pm.
The next few days gonna be torturous. I’m still not mentally prepared for the worst and that may be the main reason so as to why I’m breaking down every few moments or getting into a state of shock whenever people mention about the release of the results. This is getting freaky, getting really eeky. =/

You know, I’m still the same old me, the esther who will panick when exams are here, will worry about results when it’s announced to be released in a few days. I’m still the same old esther who will breakdown at the thought of the scary results. zzz

I felt as though I lost myself in the search of the my goals in life. I used to have goals in mind and what to do and etc. but all of a sudden, I cant seem to find all these ever since I got the news that it’s going to be out on Friday.

Like what gurumak had said, in life, things do not go on as planned and even if it’s planned, it may not turn out that way for this is life. . The nicest thing on earth that can happen is when nothing is expected and it happened. (not her exact words but somewhat similar)

Please do pray well that I will pass my As with good scores. Pray hard for me.
p/s. i will give it a thought. (:

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