i give up.
my msn died again. =/
yes, AGAIN. maybe i'm just not fated to use it. ):


YESTERDAY's shopping trip was fruitful for me as usual. haha(:
i think out of all the stuff i bought, my fav would be my green heineken tee! :D
had prata with qx and gang; the casts.

;in

TODAY
my h1 results are back.
they are disastrous and i failed both if you were just waiting for me to blog it out.
like what hweeying had said, i was just ku zhong zou le.

i was really happy initially that my gp paper 1 did so much so much better than my usual and i think this should be my highest for paper 1 BUT paper 2 was TOTALLY disastrous. i flunked real badly.
for maths, i expected myself to fail since i sacrifice maths for econs essay so my econs essays results have better not disappoint me.


it's geog tmr and i'm afraid to go school. this fear in me is just unexplainable. =/
i really dread getting my h2 papers back.
trust me, i do.

though i maybe afraid, i will still go and till 12ndoct, i will attend school EVERY SINGLE SCHOOLDAY unless i am too sick to go.
reason being:

i would like to spend the rest of my school time with my DEAREST CLASSMATES. they are simply a special bunch of friends who you will share your joy and laughter, tears and sorrow with. be it the days we got bullied or laughed at, at least we did it all together. at the end of the day, we know that we are just adding more memories to our A1 life. let's put the past behind us and enjoy the last 11days of school together, HAPPILY! loves :]



i'm learning to be positive, to have more confidence in myself.
well, wouldnt it be ironic if others have confidence in you

& yet you doesnt have it in yourself?
haha. anyway, thankyou! :]


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