it has been quite some days since i am back to blogger once again.
wordpressing is really addictive.
it tunes me to my com everytime i have something to say & i dont know how to express it.
these days i wonder what is wrong with me.
sometimes when i hope for something, it didnt happen.
when it had happened, how i wish it didnt happened.
i just dont know what is wrong.
nevermind if you dont understand, cos i dont seem to understand it too. haha

THURSDAY; 10thmay
LL trip to CBD areas & the esplanade was interesting.
well, it is more like a bonding session with the class instead of some cultural trip.
nevertheless, hope that they had enjoyed themselves there!
most of the photos are with jack! shall post it when they are sent to me! (:




korean food at the nearby restaurant for dinner.
ohman, the servings are big & i ended up donating food to darryl & nic. hahaha

icecream at swensens with msliewjiameng!
i love her so!
she always never fail to make me happy!
the emoness in me is totally gotten rid of by her & the icecream & also, not forgetting, my lovely girls classmates!
thanks partner & the girls! (:

FRIDAY; 11stmay
cancelled all the dates & meetups cos i was going out but in the end, ended up at home.
a full of guilt day!
i am sorry to both of them for the insensitive issue and the ironic issue respectively.
though they kept saying it was not my fault but i felt that i got a part to play too.
SORRY!

SATURDAY; 12ndmay
congrats to jerome for coming in third for his 800m race! (:

saw no.12 at jp & he was in the same theatre as me watching spidey!
the thing that got me so excited when i saw him was the shirt he was wearing:
4CIANS CLASS TEE! ;D
4CIANS, just realized that we havent meet up even for once this year?
LET US MEET UP REAL SOON!!



spidey3 was a fabulous show!
it did not disappoint me at all.
the show is super thrilling, shocked me a few times that i screamed =X, super touching too!
well, i teared at the part when harry came in front of peter & got killed by venom.
the true friendship touched me.

when watching that show, this thought flashed through my mind.
mass media always shows us that type of true bonds exist, be it kinship or friendship.
does it really exist in real life?
will your friend sacrifice his/her life just for you?
sometimes, when people asked me this question, it will leave me speechless.
do you think that this friend will lay down his/her life just for you?
it just saddens me when i cant even answer that question with pride that he/she WILL do that for me.
well,it still leaves a question mark till today.

SUNDAY; 13rdmay
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WUFENG! (:

i was in a dilemma yesterday, up till the moment when i rejected the offer just now.
& i am glad that i made this choice.
i dont want to have any regrets when things turned wrong.
there are still plenty of chances for you next year, esther!
dont be sad that you are giving up this opportunity.

i know opportunities dont come knocking on the door twice but i sincerely hope that they will come knocking again next year.
redcross will always be there waiting for me.
by the way, sorry ahbeng!

uncle is off to india for work! with those bollywood stars to be! HAHAHA
hope he wont come back with those curry smell! =X
with loves,
ESTHER:]

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