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before my friends kill me cos i gonna blog about another redcross entry, let me first blog about some other impt stuff. hahha (: HAPPY BELATED BDAE to the following people: 4thjan- yaqing&yixuan 7thjan- siewyi 13rdjan- bernice 17thjan- honglun 19thjan- peihwa&jackson 26thjan- jinhua&kelly 5thfeb- connie&melisa&melvin jc2 life is not that simple and easy going afterall. trying my best to catch up on whatever work i have missed out but still, its hard. my classmates are pretty alright since there arent any new people who joined the class this year. then again, i missed ahsoon. =/ some of my beloved classmates had changed to be more vocal & etc. & thats really a good sign. zhiliang had been crapping alot in class w his not so funny to himself but funny to us jokes & hweeying had been shooting & suaning me lyke nobody`s business. HAHAHA han had been a lil more sensitive (in a good sense) i must say & nic had been a lil more crazy. think it`s the after effects of being an ogl? he became a lil more retarded than usual too =X hahah that`s mainly the changes in my class now. things in my family arent getting any better. but i aint falling down & i gonna stay strong to keep my family going cos my beloved classmates are so lovely & so sweet to share my burdens w me. not forgetting some others lyke jmin & qx too! LOVES [: things hadnt been going on well for my friends too. some of their family members & extended family had been admitting into hospitals and stuff lyke that. hope that they will all be fine too. hadnt been meeting up w my lovely girls. did i even meet up anyone of them? i really wish for more tyme to be given to me so that i can meet up w them. i miss them i miss them i miss them ): i gave love fiesta a miss last saturday. love fiesta can really help to bond our whole class closer as experienced while doing preparations for love fiesta. really SORRY to my beloved classmates cos i really cant leave my squad at that point of tyme as they are preparing for the next round. but i`m really glad that i had such nice & understanding classmates. glad that they had fun pumping the so so many balloons last saturday. CHEERS to 06a01! [: to one of my bestest girlfriends, i know that it is kinda hard when people kept making those ugly remarks & comments but you know you gonna stay strong. maybe we shld try our very best to take it on a lighter note lyke how we took these comments if it were to be said by somebody else. it`s hard to take it on a lighter note since the person weighs more important than another person but we must still try our best! i believe that we can do it, cant we? we gonna fight through it, darl! (: on a sidenote, i met up w this friend just now for a talk at my void deck. it really hurts me terribly to see this friend in this state now. STOP hurting my friend! ): ): ): ): ): wordpress-ing =S ON TO REDCROSS STUFF for the past 2months plus, i had been really busy w redcross stuff esp w fdc trainings. now that fdc is over, i really need tyme to adapt back to my lifestyle of returning to fuhua only once a week instead of at least 3 times a week for both unit & FDC trainings. sometymes i even go back 4tymes a week so that explains why i always disappeared after school, my dear classmates. ohwells my efforts didnt go down the drain at all. i must really say that i`m pretty touched by what some of the cadets said & did. they brought me alot of sadness. they made me really furious at tymes. made me all so pekchek & so irritated w myself for still feeling sad & disappointed over them even though trainings have ended & sometymes this kinda feeling dragged all the way back home & to school. BUT then again, they brought me alot of happy & memorable tymes too. they really proved to me that unity is developing between them. from every individual who dont care much about others to a united squad who always receive punishments & etc together. it had not been easy for them to come this far. you can see the tremendous change of attitude in them! from the easily give up on themselves people to the persevere & stay strong people. i know that if this tyme round we never win the competition, they gonna be so SUPERLY DISAPPOINTED cos they really put in alot alot of efforts. i also gonna be so disappointed cos i really gave my heart & soul for this competition. but in the end, we won! we didnt just win because of the squad`s efforts, but also to those whom had been supporting us all this while, being there to help us out whenever we need them. these people are remarkable! (: was reading yixuan`s blog just now. thoughts kept flowing in. -this may be the last tyme we are doing this for the juniors- it made me cried when i heard that. this is NOT gonna be the last tyme if you are free to help out next tyme, my dear yixuan & yongseng. you can always come back whenever you are free to help out. but seriously speaking, i`m really really very heartened & touched by whatever they have contributed. i`m saying this from the bottom of my heart. yupps(: FDC trng (7/2) tmr. 3pm-6pm. Attire: Mufti with boots. this msg shocked me. but well this msg is NOT for real. hahaha anyways, i really missed FDC trainings. i bet they gonna miss my scoldings lots. i think even the other ug teachers & instructors & cadets gonna miss my frequent scoldings & my presence in fuhua. they also said that i`m super fierce lars, lyke some sergeant training the privates in the army. HAHA maybe it`s because i gone through everything right from the start to the end w them & hence, i have got so much to say, got so into the FDC feeling. hahaha but whatever it is, i just miss them. up till today, i`m still feeling all so HIGH & EXCITED whenever i talk about FDC. =x i truly miss my dearest FDC07 people. cindy hilary huiling jeslynn jiamin jiaqi joanne kaiting madiana nada radhiah shiyuan shujian suanjoo xiangyi xiaowen yingshuen zhiqian. not forgetting my two beloved graduates too, yixuan & yongseng! we shared alot of memories together. the memories of our tough PT trainings, all the crawlings & jumpings & hentak-ings, the lunches we had together, the talks we shared, the crazy cheers we came up with, all the pusings & hormats & etc. the memories of fuhua FDC07 will stay. definitely. |