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eestherr.blogspot was opened to jot down the bits and pieces of my life, to accomodate my mindless musings and the daily notes which I wish to remember.

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A beautiful rainbow to paint the grey away.


Just changed my blogskin and tidied the layout this morning. A fresh look to start jotting down the happenings in my life again. Makes this place looks more lively. I haven't got the time to do up the links section (maybe I should just link a few people. It can be quite a hassle to manage the links when people keep changing their urls :/) and the tagboard is always an issue. To put it up or not, whether I have the time to manage it or not, it's always an issue. Shall give myself a few days grace to think about it. Ain't any hurry.

One major happening in my life that took place last friday (also bettina's 21st!). I finally took off my metallic braces and I have straight teeth now! Hurrays! :D It's finally out of my mouth after 1 and a half years. Though wearing retainers suck & it's super troublesome that I have to take it out before every single meal, it beats having my old crooked teeth. It was simply atrocious last time. Shall take the issue of wearing retainers on a more positive note, it can help me to shed some fats since I will think thrice before snacking (taking out and wearing retainers is troublesome).

As mentioned in my previous entry, my fourth finger is injured and indeed, it turned out much worst today. I'm still typing with 9 fingers and that finger of mine is super swollen. It's making my left hand swell a little too. :/ And as a result, I went to pay the chinese sinseh a visit after work just now. Couldn't join Rechies in the end. Sorry guys! ): Anyways, hopefully the swelling will ease tomorrow. It's hard to do things properly and efficiently, with only 9 fingers active.

Shall end my relatively long entry and head to bed. A long but fulfilling day tomorrow. Heading to gram's place before starting work at 1pm. Hopefully the naughty kids don't drive me crazy. & Htht with sharon over dinner at Old Town White Coffee tmr. Definitely something worth looking forward to. (p/s. Hope that the other R house councillors enjoy themselves at East Coast Park tmr! On a random note, how I miss the last two times I went there. :/)



I guess it's just me. I shouldn't have done anything in the first place. I realised that I still feel for it very deeply even till now that I'm re-reading through the convo. I guess it just decoded the password for my bank of emotions. This isn't something that when good things happen in your life, it will balance up the happy vs sad mood balance. No matter how many good things are happening now, I guess unless it's fully resolved, it will always come back to haunt, and bring along many tears with it. I'm finding it hard to glue the broken pieces together. ): I guess it's just me. I don't know how to face this whole thing, balancing my emotions, crashed expectations and myself. ))):

I'm sorry for everything. It just lies in me.

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Posted on: Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Posted at: 7/21/2009 01:17:00 AM