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i'm like that now

yes, i'm like that now. :/

perhaps the pain from my tightening of braces earlier today is making me feel this way.

perhaps it's also due to reasons such as stress, & some misc problems.

and moreover, i'm running a fever now. :s

goodnights!

will reply to the tags in my next entry.

the emotional cycle in me is beginning to drop & deteriorate. :/

has been feeling pretty lousy these days.

as it gets worse, i feel like finding a place to hide & get away.

Labels: braces, sick, stressed

nic, get well soon!

in shorts,

i'm in NUS FASS now (just in case some of you still dont know where i'm studying now)
taking political sci, history, south east asia and social work for my modules in this sem
nic tan is hospitalised! ):
AED exam on sunday! ):
everything's suffocating me! ):

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was supposed to head out to queensway & to ICG for icecream to chill out today but it was cancelled.

bestie buddy nic is sick and hospitalised now. ):

headed straight to changi hospital after lecture with sharon & hui.

seeing my pale buddy lying on that bed, i think we all feel the pain & discomfort he was experiencing.

stayed in the hospital with eileen (nic's gf) & my two ladies until about 8 before we headed to eastpoint for dinner.

i really hope he will recover soon!

prays for a speedy recovery for good friend!

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i'm super exhausted. yes, super!

been reaching home at 10plus, 11 ever since monday for i have tuitions every single day.

it's so hard having to juggle school work, 3 tuitions, some time for my family and friends and some free time for myself.

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it just dawned upon me that communications really play an important role in all our lives just like mentioned in my previous post. due to lack of communications, misunderstandings arise and sometimes, we do not even understand our friends around us well. with the lack of communications, it will cause all of us to drift apart.

oh well, i hope that things will turn out fine.

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i'm attending the carnival at esplanade tmr from 6-10pm under the SPCA booth.

so if you so happen to be around that area, pay me a visit yea! (:

dont think i will be back for this weekends for this coming sunday, i'm having AED exam at hq in the morning. hopefully i'll be able to pass the exam which is rather hard since till now, i have yet to collect the notes from waimin maam. so it leaves me no time to study for the exam.

sigh, i still have yet to chill out.

and everything is suffocating me! :s

TAG REPLIES:
guoying; heyya! it has been so so long ever since i last saw you! i miss your singing of the hokkien song you sang during syf la! really hope to see you around soon! (:
shuying; HAHAHA. i'm REALLY forever 18 what. (; dont worry so much about your Os since it's over! still can retake mah! work hard for the upcoming Os and i'm sure you will be able to score! JIAYOU!~
jmin; love! you better find a day to meet me up! you are even busier than me! how can that be man. hahaha it's time we catch up yea! and i have a lot of your things with me and you have a lot of mine with you! lol.
kristie; hahaha i change blogskin la. never come to wrong blog. wah, your chinese so powerful? dont look like lehhh. =x
mike; HAHAHA. you are a loser please! still impersonate and use my name! lol. as my aogl, how can you say that man?! HAHA.
huiling; LOLOL. wah so meaning you treat me very nice already la! you sure or not?! omg you are super violent! i should video down your violent actions and send it to the police. HAHAHA. now then you know you are super thick skin. OOPS! =x how have you been yea?
hazel; hahaha. like what i tagged in your blog, yes, i do miss you tooooo! long time since we last catch up with each other. hurry get your Os over and done with and let's meet up for lunch/dinner yea! & i'm glad you are doing so well and so happy now!~
yiqing; haha. what picture? nice to see you around during gold accred the other day!
jiawen; hellooooooooooo! (:
elaine; -waves back- HAHA. long time since i see you around yea! meet up for catching up sooon yea since your school is super near to mine! (:
yankai; yea! hang in there alright! yes, we need to meet up after your papers! (: and i'll be at your favourite spca booth tmr in the carnival! jiayou for your remaining papers!
zq; hahahaa. study hard and work hard for your dnt! and yes, it's a secret between us! JIAYOU and we shall shock everyone together and make a comeback somehow! (:
bek; you are missed tooooo! and you are getting prettier already! really hope to see you around soon yea! and i'm glad you are so loved now. takecares! (:
qiyou; who's the nicest guy around? -.- thanks! (:
jieqi; HAHA. that sure doesnt look like you leh! you look so different now! anyways, hope you've been doing well! it's at least a month since i last saw you all!
sherry; helllooo! (: you are so fast to find your way here! more yumcha! ((: and eh, i cant read your lj lehh. ):
yuanhao; yea, it's back in action. but dont have the time to update it so frequently as before cos i'm really tied down with a lot of school stuff, work commitments and etc. anyways, hope you are doing fine in ns! and nice seeing you around during accreds! (:
pat; yea! we should! since your faculty is just a road away from mine, it's super near for us to meet up for lunch! and it's nice bumping into you for a number of times! (:

Labels: AED, nic, school, SFA, suffocating

communications

communications play an important role in our lives today.

and yes, without it, almost everything wont work out.

Labels: random

I have caught quite a few movies, just as usuals. (:
been away for oweek for the past 1 week so it explains for the lack of proper entry ever since 25thjuly. anyways, rewinding back! (:

2 SATURDAYS BACK,

I caught the dark knight with my lovely denise at tampines mall. (:

it is really a 5star movie!

Though we were both really drained out by the mass accred that took place in the morning, it is really a thumbs up movie that is not to be missed definitely! (: and that glutton actually finish up the whole big box of popcorn in the first 2hours of the show! Tsktsk.

he really make a good actor! but sad to say, that was his last movie already.

1st August! (:

happy birthday partner!

Partner turns 19! (: went billy bombers to have supper with her, amazing Ashley & huiying! my indulgences are making me really guilty! :/

but anyways, it is her birthday so nothing else matter. (;

thanks love for being with me for the 7th year already.

be it the good or bad, we'll always stand by each other & go through it together. (:

loves!

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2nd August! (:

Rushed off after oweek to celebrate dads birthday after one whole long day out! (:

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3rd August! (:

Happy birthday dad! (:
Happy birthday denise! (:

Went tiong bahru plaza to catch x-files: I want to believe with qiyou.

It’s nicer than I have expected it to be though the scenes are quite scary and it freaked me out a few times! –shivers-

Anyways, before the movie, we headed to donut factory! (: yayyys, it is a newly opened outlet. I am sure Jerome ng will be so so so so happy when he learns about this next week when he comes back from Taiwan. Lol

My all time love; double chocolate! (:

Headed to spize for dinner after the movie.

And cheers to myself for being so smart to find my way to spize after only going there once and it was 3 months back when I first went there!

Dinner at spize

Headed on to my fave ICECREAM GALLERY (ICG) for icecream of course. HAHA.

That place is just so cosy and nice! love it to bits!

Met thy & fred there too.

Had my all time fave d24 durian icecream! (:

Strolled back to redhill & home sweet home!
Headed to ahgongs place for short gathering after dumping my stuff at home. (:

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9th August! (:

Went for movies at tiong bahru again with hui.-“money no enough 2”

It’s a really touching movie! It moved me to tears esp during the scene when the granny sacrificed for her grand daughter and gave the 2 packets of blood to her grand daughter.

Went to my faves donut factory to get some donuts before meeting up with my loves at vivo.

yes, i shouldnt be so bothered and affected by it. i did my best to organise.

anyway, i enjoyed my clique's company. (:

maybe, putting in so much efforts isnt enough.

it always require two to clap.

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just some photos of oweek! (:

i'm so missing camp & i miss raideeeeeeeee!

tao-pok! (:

back from sentosa!

raidee with house ics! (:

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today i will be having my FIRST lecture at 4pm!
will be in the same lect as sharon & sf! (:
will tidy up my blog & post more photos of oweek in my next entry.
(:

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&&& OMG. leonard just called me & guess what.
he asked ____ to the phone & talked to me!!!

-heart thumps at a speed of 170/min-

i should have gone for national camp!
i should have known that i'll see ____ in nat camp since np is in charge.
moreover, this week only got 4lectures.

-pulls hair-
i'm so regretting it. :/

alrighties, enough of my excitement. :s
got to calm myself down & out to lunch with cousin before heading to school.
byeeee!

TAG REPLIES:
kristie; you got full marks for what test? haha. yepppps will relink you soon when i'm tidying up my links. (:
shiyuan; haha sounds pretty scary! eh, i warn you first ar, cannot post unglam photos of me! lol. yepppps will go back when i have the time. you take the photo of the noticeboard and send email to me la. haha
xf; hello xinfei! oh really? you're classmates? oops i didnt see you. sorry! hope you've been doing fine! (:
huiling; LOL. pull/push/drag still call nice? hahaha. actually everyone already know even before i say la. =x
jeslynn; omggg! UNGLAMOUROUS photos?! -faints at the thought of it- take it down take it down! lol.
ashley; yepps darling! will relink you when i tidy up my links. awww, it's like that! endure! it's a long term investment! hahaha. what james. i'm esther. lol
gabriel; lol, your birthday on 9thaug meh? hahaha. how's ns huh?
shelley; wow, you are resourceful to have found my blog. (: omggg, please dont remind me of the merlion forfeit. it's all ivan's fault la! lol. thankyou! (:
shuying; hahahaha. you finally agree i'm forever 18! =D i miss you all too. long time since we last met up. how's your studies coming along?
yuanhao; it should be okay by now! (: how's ns? got a lot of off days from ndp duties?

Labels: a day out, birthdays, movies, og, oweek

under renovation

blog is currently under renovation.

will be done up soon! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPORE! (:

Have been singing nat day songs for the past few days in camp and had influenced my og mates to sing with me too!

in short, my love for the country is just unexplainable.

I simply love spore. (:

Finally back from oweek.
It’s really fun and something worth spending my 7days there!
My og is simply great, and R house is simply fabulous!
I’m totally burnt now after the beach day on wed,

war games at west coast park on thur & rag day in src today! :/
Shant dwell more into it now since my mood is pretty lousy.

But all in all, OWEEK, RASINO & RAIDEE=FUN.

Perhaps I’m really too exhausted after 1 week of camp.

Maybe this acts as a catalyst to speed up and worsen my mood.

my bidding for gem modules have failed.
And I’ve used up all my gem account points.
Seriously this is crap.

In addition to that, perhaps it is a bad thing.
I actually cried out last night. :/

Meeting sharon, hui, Eileen, nic & fred later. (:
Guess it’s one of the few things that will make me smile now.

My throat is really sore and I’m having a bad cough.
Will have to drink herbal tea later if i come across any shops selling that.
It reminds me of ...

Anyways, have a great day celebrating the nation’s birthday! (:
Will reply to tags in my next entry for I’m running late again.

As the day draws nearer,
I feel that we’re on a road to nowhere.
Time is running out & things still aren’t on the right track.
I foresee I will cry that day.

Labels: happy birthday spore, random, school

hello all!

this blog will be on hiatus until my camp ends alright? (:

one more short entry before i go.

have been really busy in school with oweek (fass orientation camp) and all the bidding stuff. got through round 1 of bidding and i successfully bid & got my modules: POLITICAL SCI, HISTORY & SEA STUDIES. (: hope that i will get through tmr's round of bidding successfully for general education modules.

out with sgt again! to my faves donut factory & ICG! yayyys.

anyways, will be back for more on 080808/ national day! (:

ilovespore! (:

there have been certain things that have been bothering me.

yes like what sgt said, "chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi".

got to go pack my bag.

till then, take cares! (:

TAG REPLIES:

Hazel; helloooo! yea i've been doing fine! just have been pretty busy with school stuff and orientation. will tag you when i free okays! (: hope you've been doing fine and stufy hard for upcoming exams! (:

Kristie; hahaha i have a lot of good friends too. (:

Cherminn; LOL, you also never ask me to link you what. okay la, linked! (: hope you've been coping well with your studies! long time never see you all already!

Yiqing; haha i expected to see you already cos i got the namelist long time ago. lol but i still dont know how she looks like. hahaha

Huiling; LOL. you dont sound bad la. you are REALLY BAD what. =x yea, pull me along when you go! (:

Jj; HAHA! why you expose me sia?! lolol, i was trying to make myself look neat la. (: and i no need to act busy that day, i was really busy leh. hahhhs.

Qj; helloooo sir! didnt expect to see you here. LOL, but your jokes were really funnnny! (;

Yixuan; LOL, i'm not getting fatter kay! i'm slimming down at the national university of STAIRS! HAHAHA.

Ashley; i'll change it after my camp alrights! sorry love! (; anyway, hope your teeth doesnt hurt now.

Yuanhao; yea! though it's to be continued, i still love it to bits! it's really that nice and i watched it in the theatres twice! (: hope you're doing fine in ns!

Shiyuan; helloooo! i'm doing fine! hope you girls are doing fine tooo! and i'm so glad and proud of you two that you passed ulp! continue to work and strive hard to bring the unit to greater heights alright! you girls can do it! (:

Tommy; HAHA. yes, i think that post will not come in the short run (or maybe in the long run too) since my days are always packed with events like you mentioned. LOL. hope you're doing fine in ns mummy! (:

Labels: a day out, hiatus, school