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Prelims flunked
happy birthday in advance, mr chia!you are still my idol teacher, as always. this is going to be a not-so-happy=sad post so if you dont want to see such a post and affect your mood,please click the cross at the top right hand corner of your screen. thanks. yes, indeed today was a terrible day. i flunked all my subjects except history. in case you may mistaken my meaning for the word "flunk", it means FAIL. well some others may define flunk as their results dropped by 1 or 2 grades as from what i heard today but mine means fail. i got S S S S for gp, maths, econs and geog respectively. can you hear me cry from your room? if you cant, go dig your ears. the same scenario for midyears happened again for prelims. i was expecting myself to perform well for econs esp for the essay paper, but once again i was disappointed. i failed the essay paper by 1/2mark. case study was badly done too. geog results was just as disappointing. i did quite well for my essays for both papers but i failed my drqs terribly. econs and geog results were really disappointing. upon getting both results, deep in my thoughts, i was thinking should i console myself for performing much better compared to midyears or should i scold myself for still failing the papers despite more hardwork being put in? i was confused. i really was. there was this grey area that was unexplainable. i held back all my tears. i controlled my emotions cos i dont want to affect everyone with my mood. i dont want them to worry about me. i agree with what hweeying had mentioned before. when people study, they dont say they do. on my part, i think that if you dont wanna say, so be it. but stop saying you never when you did! it's so superficial. & one more thing, please stop using me as a comparison if you dont want to hurt me more. thanks! i swear i felt inferior. i swear i felt guilty. i swear i felt like but i'm going to be fine. i'll pick myself up. give me the strength to carry on. *wordpressed. Labels: results |