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OHYES! i finally didnt fall asleep in front of my com & here am i blogging away so EARLY IN THE MORNING. cos the jj aces day workout is so FREAKING LOUD & NOISY. -.- whole class ponned school for some aces day workout and concert for teachers' day. but we gonna make it up to ms tan later in the evening. (: for the past few days, i just wasnt myself & i felt so distracted. I KEPT MISPLACING MY THINGS! ;WALLET, ESPRIT SWEATER, WATER BOTTLE, FILE. just what's next? omg, my memory is failing me & i'm getting so careless! :( i couldnt really focus very well and the worst thing is i dont know what's the reason behind all these distractions! definitely not you, i know. anyway, thanks to my SUPERHEROS who always never fail to get my stuff back for me! :] esp SHARONxjh for my esprit sweater! (: OMG! i accumulated so much fats just last night! went vivo with my good friend J. (:   REPLIES TO TAGS: jiawen; those mushrooms are so sweet! & thanks for the song! jiayou for Ns! (: kristie; my slimming plan failed yesterday. ): ocean 12 is not as nice as ocean 13. haha enjoy watching ratatouille with joanne and the rest next wednesday! (: yixuan; eh, so you mean he dont want me la? -.- LOL, he's MY husband la. caren; hello! haha, thanks! you too stay happy and pretty alrights? (: jiamin; LOL. when in the hell did i choose that person over you? you must have been thinking too much. haha! i will always choose you la. :] wj; -.- why did you copy and paste my blog entry? dC; LOLOLOL! but this time round you got it wrong. sunshine is NOT = to ...! the sunshine i meant is one of my good friend. (: sharon; yesyes, superhero, i blogged about you! seeya later! (: audrey; hello nuer! i miss you lots too! take care and we shall meet up together with monkey ping for dinner soon! (: joanne; haha, i maybe watching on monday. MAYBE only. enjoy your show! (: meeting A1 at central later! :] goodbye! on a sidenote, your words are so contradictory. i really dont know what you are thinking and what you actually want. get these thoughts straightened first before you approach me? seriously, your ons and offs are driving me mad.
i'm glad that the sunshine that i have been awaiting for the past week has came today. :D *rain rain go away* prelims is just in 2weeks! *SCREAMS* after going through the econs mock exams answers, i realised that all my answers dont tally with the one in the answer sheet except for that externality qn where i can spot a few similarities. =S this spells that i have better buck up! if there is such thing as a wonderpill, how great will that be. i just need to pop in a wonderpill & i wont feel tired. fatigue had came upon me lately. i even felt asleep while talking on the phone. =x that's like the first time? omg. sorry to make you talk to the wall. =x my schedule for the next 4days gonna be busy! monday; econs ending at 530pm tuesday; hist political structure essay test wednesday; econs ending at 530pm thursday; maths mock exam luckily friday is half day. i may not even go school. =x on a happy note, i'm watching ratatouille! :D off to watch ocean 12. (: i love brad pitt! :D he's damn charming. :D hell. that is the word that i have been using for the past week. i think i had better kick off this addict before it gets worse. =x seriously, it sort of explains what had been happening around me and the swings that i got upon hearing some insensitive words that shouldnt be heard. i swear my heart sank when i heard them. such words coming from you? such actions? the blow is doubled. let it end with a happy ending, please. prelims are coming and the big As is just another 2months away. i need to set my priorities right. anyway, i'm just so dumb and laugh at me for all you want. hell. anyway, today went back fuhua for the last time until maybe after As. it was the handing over and the sec3s officially took over. jiayou & strive to bring the unit to greater heights. with unity, i believe it can be done! :] fac team, let's fix a day after my exams to go suntanning! :D finally saw my bestie minyen & jessi! :D & yes, i'm going out with my bestie after prelims! :DD a product. pick it up and use it when required. when not needed, just discard it anywhere you want it to be. Labels: disappointment, redcross LICENSE TO WED; caught license to wed yesterday with sharon & the movie is hilarious! (: agree with hazel that it is the never-to-fart instead of the never-to-part ring! LOL. the part whereby ben wrote his wedding vows to sadie ON THE SAND is really sweet! *melts* if i were the girl, i will melt la. HAHA! BAD HAIR DAY! my hair looks damn screwed after the haircut. short fringe. =/ on the flip side of the coin, eileen said that i looked CUTE with my short fringe & nic said my hair looks NEAT today. *jumps for joy* wow, nic praising my hair NEAT? that is like once in a thousand times la! :D was in school today and a bunch of greenies walked past us & there came a tap on my shoulder from one of the greenies & "HI ESTHER MAAM"! it was bertha & she gave me a shock that i jumped a little. LOL she was here for some talk, different from mine though. nice to see her! (: anyway, the geog talk ended early & here i am in front of my com. (: anyways, i just feel so disgusted & sad that i am getting rounder and rounder each day! ): *CRIES OUT LOUD* MY SLIMMING PLAN SHALL START TMR! REPLIES TO TAGS: yuanhao: i bet you must be feeling so excited for saturday! haha jmin; sorry dearest! i dont mean to make you cry over my entries! =x but anyway, i am always here for you. yankai; stay strong! you can overcome that! (: zq; hahaha, you dont do dnt until your hair turns white again hors. haha! wj; ahsoon! it is not natural la! cos i drank too much water & that is why it is a bit heavy. LOL where are my chocolates and soonkueh? -.- maosiie; lixuans! i miss you so much too! 3more months & i will be back! stay happy, pretty! (: tommy; yay! mama, that is so good isnt it? anyway, i also agree with you on the donating blood for cip hours issue. they sucks la! haha twitty ng; hello ng kaypoh! (: hazel; I DID WASH my bottle la. LOL, i sterilised it a few times too! haha & i dont love you but i know you do love me. :D janice; baoling! why didnt you call me? haha! only pigs pig out at restaurants. LOL happy dating with wx! (: kristie; haha you girls are cute also la! those are just links mah, no need to be jealous over them. haha(: yixuan; he is my HUSBAND! :D jiawen; send me that song! it is really nice! & that is so unfair. why you have those mushrooms and i dont? LOL. emily; YIDALIMI, before i kill you, you had better QUICKLY add me! hahaha, who's the blur queen here? it's YOU! haha! TMM; please take note that your name should be Tmm not Smm. LOL that mushrooms is so cute. *hints* hahaha, i will la. i miss your naggings. =x i am out of the arena, i think? but my heart & my mind just dont wanna listen. there is this strong force that is pulling me back. in a dilemma. Labels: bad hair day, slimming plan HEY HEY YOU YOU! =x it has been another week ever since i last blogged. had been a long and busy week afterall. & i guess, i am getting stronger every single day as it gets by. caught two movies last week on tuesday and wednesday. 2days in a row! with different company of course! haha.   had a good time laughing at jackie chans movie and every of his movie, i would give a thumbs up rating! initially was supposed to catch simps but jp dont show it anymore! ): denise and short one, lets meet up again! (: anyway, 3nice movies are coming up!    catching license to wed with sharon tmr! & hairspray with sharon hui and some others next wk! as for ratatouille, we shall see if i am watching with that friend, provided that he remembers. THURSDAY & FRIDAY it had been two sinful days. icecream at scoops with jer on thur & suki buffet with jer & hui on friday.  *turns to look at the fats i have accumulated* anyway, it was an enjoyable time with them. a lot of funny incidents happened and jer seems to be the main lead! LOL windows 3.1;bei pan, 2.50 backbone;definition of gu qi, dropping tofu; traditional chinese holding chopsticks, flying of food everywhere on the table & etc. HAHAHAHA(: HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CONGLIN! (: caught up abit with cousins when we went to his house. my dear kaimings face is in a damn bad condition now. undergone >10 stitches already? ouch, that hurts. hope he gets well soon! SATURDAY; 18th august went fac in the morning. bought breakfast for the two busy personnel. planned to stay for an hour or two but ended up staying until 1pm? helped them up with the casualty makeup and the links were cute! (: anyway, fuhua got 2nd runner up in west and it is first time in our fuhua history! WELL DONE, GIRLS! YOU DID US PROUD! :D SUNDAY; 19th august mugged for econs with the presence of some negative distractions here and there. =/ thanks nic! i think we should really get jer to perform his forte soon! haha! MONDAY; 20th august had econs mock exam today and well, i didnt have time to finish it up as usual. =s ¾ of my humanities teachers will not be around till thur & school gonna be so redundant since the teachers wont be in anyway. had been listening to all my life by kaci & jojo. eileen: you like this song a lot? me: yupps i love it totally! eileen: why you love it so much? anything special? me: no lar, nothing that special. it is just that it reminds me of a friend. (: on a random note, i want these mushrooms! ><  so disturbed by the ons and offs. just take a knife and stab me. HELLO! yesyes, i'm back here with my strong mentality. had a whole day of rest yesterday & they said i looked really pale and bad while i was in school. my eyes were swollen & i was feeling really lethargic & still felt quite traumatised by all that happened a few days back. luckily, things were better today for me. (: i hope she is doing just fine too. went for blood donation today and they cant find my veins! in the end, they just forced it in and i think it will start swelling tmr. =/ caught jay's movie at causeway point w sharon&hui. it's the 11st or 12nd movie that i caught this year already? haha! planned to take a break from school tmr but too bad, there's class photo-taking. & there's mass dance tmr and seriously, it's a waste of time. anyway, darling & twitty/tweety were so sweet to buy me a bottle of herbal tea each! :] didnt expect that & sharon, dont blame yourself for forgetting to bring it to school for me today though you bought it yesterday. you know i appreciate it. (: & jerome, your herbal tea came as a unexpected one for me? haha. i was shocked & surprised! thanks you both! your herbal tea will definitely make my throat better! :] i just realised that i got around 30tags to reply? shant reply some since i have already tagged their tagboards. well, here it is. REPLIES TO TAGS: d; hey daph! send me the photo, haha. jessica; hey mei! i'll relink you! nopes, dont think so. got to go for study break cos exams are coming. meanwhile, take care alrights? misses! wj; i wont delete the pictures so too bad! =x anyway, i drank so much water that my head is so heavy now! -.- peiwen; yupps i will, you too takecares & meetup soon! (: jmin; dearest, hope you are feeling much better. i'm always here for you. :] zq; mine's still alright. yours? did you do maths everyday? hah! mardi & shiyuan; i know you girls have been training hard on fac but do take note of the attitude and stuff like that alrights? jiayou for fac, girls! TMM; drink more water and hope that you are fine now! aisyah; let's meet up someday in the dec holidays back in fuhua? (: sharon; thanks for the herbal tea, darling! :] yixuan; hah missed alot of lessons & i need to make up for the tests? jiayou! tommy; yupps mummy! we donated blood today! CHEERS! amani; relinked(: yankai; thanks my dear! you too! (: kristie; relinked already. (: audrey; you too takecare alrights? jiayou for fyp! alyy; HEY YOU! i think i must hurry send you for a checkup before chem is driving you mad! haha! i miss you too!! wilson; hey short one! you are welcome & i know you miss me! (: esther; hey YEOS! you are totally right, esthers are strong people! take care too counterpart! & yupps, i do miss seeing you in your aunty outfit! =x yuanhao; looks like you are totally mad over her! hah! emily; thanks for being there with me too! at least i dont feel that lost with you around! loves! hazel; heys! you really did help alot. my new friend indeed! (: take cares nut! i hope you are feeling much better now. i know it's hard to get over it, but i'm sure you will pull through. hang in there, we are all here for you. loves, ksm. Labels: blood donation, movies this afternoon had been a tough afternoon for us. for all of us, especially my dearest and her family. i swear it was tough. very tough. luckily emily was there with me at the wake or i wouldnt know what to do. i felt so lost, but think again, my dearest felt worse. it just pains me to see all these that she is going through now. it's part of our growing up life and i think she really grew up alot. she had to be strong to take care of her family. she had to be strong to settle all the admin matters & everything else. sometimes, i feel so helpless. how i wish i can help her a little more. a little more will do. all i pray for now is for dearest and her family to recover from all these trauma soon. time will heal all wounds. he's forever living in all our hearts, dearest. we will get through this tough time together, soon. hang on & we will always be there to give you our support. i will always stand by you, be it through thick and thin. loves, partner. Labels: dearest partner HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! guess this is the only happy thing i'm going to blog about today? everyone like you and me were all celebrating the nation's birthday but it definitely isnt a good day for my dearest partner and her family. greatest condolences to them. life is so unpredictable. (though i hate this last word alot, i have to admit it's true for this case) sometimes, i will wonder, why are human lives so fragile? it takes so much so much for someone to be born in this world while it takes so little to take away someone's life. the pain felt by the family was beyond words. the pain felt by the love ones and the relatives and friends were really undescribeable as well. i felt the pain that my dearest partner and her family were feeling too. this pain is just so unbearable. so unbearable. what i can only say now is to treasure our lives & treasure your loved ones. dont regret only after you have lost them. really, trust me, this pain is really unbearable. "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger?" if it doesn't kill you, you hang on. it may be killing you. but once you get over it,your immune system is better than ever. it's what makes you stronger. we thrive on pain." yes! i must stay strong to be the pillar of support for my dearest partner. for her, i must and i will. loves, partner. Labels: greatest condolences i'll stand by you; carrie underwood Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now. Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through Cause I've seen the dark side too. When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do Nothing you confess could make me love you less I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now. And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too But I'm alot like you. When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose, Let me come along, cause even if your wrong I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you. I'll stand by you. And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone, You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you. Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you. I'll stand by you. ooooh, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you. Labels: lyrics HELLO! had another long day in school and i'm just awaiting for wednesday to come by! simps, exploration of spore, nat day & lastly the piles of accumulated homework that is waiting for me for days & maybe weeks, HERE I COME FOR YOU! as usual, i'm sick again for 2days? down with flu, cough & my throat hurts a little. throughout the blogging of this entry up till here, i had sneezed & coughed more that 5times already. =/ TAKE CARE, EVERYONE! DRINK LOTS OF WATER & DONT FALL SICK! on a random note, teateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateateatea. Labels: sick  here's a photo of us at yck speech day in late april. i'm not slow. david just sent it to me on thursday. (: THURSDAY; didnt go school and it had been two consecutive thursdays that i never go school. i agreed that my immune system is weak and i fall sick easily. =/ fatigue had came over me and i've been having fevers and headaches. but thanks to all for your concern! (: met up w short one, david & daphne at j8. shopped around for denise's present and off to short one's house! cardmaking, photoframing, pda-ing (that's me only la!) & whacking short one was how we spent our time at short one's house. anyway, i reached home at 1.20am when there's school the next morning and mum didnt even scold me. haha thanks for the lift back home! (: anyway, i told short one my secret & he knew it long time ago. was i really so obvious? =x FRIDAY; HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE! (: schooling; imm; fac training; dad's birthday celebration; clarke quay; hq; ______; HOME SWEET HOME. nic, you know what? i feel so silly. if life was perfect, how great will that be. but too bad, it isnt. we just have to accept life for how it is. SATURDAY; slept the whole morning-afternoon? borrowed 2books at the library and they seemed to be really interesting. "annie may's black book" by debby holt & "going home" by harriet evans. (: anyway, here is the list of work i need to complete TMR and this list is freaking me out. =/
*faints at the sight of this long list* *regains consciousness* REPLIES TO TAGS: kristie; my hair is super cute la. =x hahaha dont let those insects get close to me. i'll freak out. haha! hy; yeah exactly! internet=life. & stop ponning school! haha wj; HAHA! i like posting your act cute photos! (; & i'm not cry KSM -.- unknown; ANGQIZHEN! you are so mean la! i was the photographer mah so of course you cant see me near the bbq pit preparing. why didnt you tell me earlier? i can meet you mah! jerome; thanks for standing by me always. i'm really touched by your tag & blog post! :] nic; you know whats going on la. & PLEASE STOP SCARING ME! BOO! jmin; i know you love me, darling. i was crying when typing your birthday entry too! =x sharon; thanks darl for standing by me too! & i'm lazy to find new skins la. =x yuanhao; how've you been? haha but i dont quite like her. =x hazel; i postponed it to nov after my big As. the pain is really excruciating and it's affecting me and my studies. *faints at the thought of my long list again* Labels: my long-time secret, redcross HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN! :]
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST! :]  it has been our sixth year already and the number will continue to increase until we lost count! we know each other when we were in sec1, through liyin and that marked the start of our friendship. sec1 and the earlier half year of sec2, we were just those type of hi-bye friends. the later part of sec 2 onwards-sec4, we have always been going school together for almost most of the mornings and it had already became a part of our daily routines. sec3 & sec4, we were partners for most of the semesters and we never fail to bicker once everyday during the whole of sec3 times, remember? those times were just so memorable. you know what was one reason why i chose to come jj? it's cos of YOU, dearest. thanks for being in my cirle of friends and playing such an important role in my growing up years! you never fail to be there for me whenever i needed you, be it the sunny or rainy days. thanks my love! :]
i promise i'll sing you a birthday song when i see you later. :] we once promise before that we will become best friends forever. even if we cant be best friends forever, let's make sure that we will be best friends until we are grannies, holding walking sticks and baby-sitting our grandchildren. let's turn it into a legend that this promise will not be broken.
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