my heart bled for him.

i felt the pain he was feeling.
it was way too devastating and disapppointing for anyone to take it.
no way can i take it.

i'm glad i could be there to share your disappointment.
it wasnt a wrong choice made to leave ps at 8 and meet at cck at 9 and travel again and back home at 1245am.
i'm sorry that i turned out to be more emotional than you.
but the damage done and the words you said just touched me so deep.

it's their loss. trust me, it's theirs.

the more you put on a brave front, the more i felt painful for you.
please do not be afraid to show me how you feel deep inside.
rest assured that i'm always here for you, my friend.

never did i tell you this before but i'm going to say it now.
it's not for consoling you or anything.
it's just something that i've been feeling all this while just that i didnt tell you about it.

you are my most respected senior, have always been and will always be.

loves.