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You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves. You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are. Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being. You are experiencing extreme emotional disappointment because it would seem that a particular relationship is no longer running smoothly. You would like to break away from this involvement completely and yet, if this were to happen, then its possible that something very important to you would be lost. You are in a quandary. You are not sure which way to turn. So on the one hand, you would like to free yourself from this attachment altogether, yet on the other, you do not want to lose anything nor risk uncertainty and the possibility of further disappointment. These contradictory and opposing emotions are now causing you considerable stress but you are putting on a brave face - pretending that you don't care. Circumstances are such that you have been exposed to considerable stress and tension, perhaps due to unfulfilled emotional needs. You would like nothing better than to escape from it all by retiring to some 'fantasy land' where you are permitted to RELAX and get back your strength. this colorgenics test is just so true. check out the website at www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm got back my first term results & it really sucks la. S grades for gp & geog, E grades for econs & hist. lectures are getting boring. hist geog & econs are all revolving around the economies and etc. & i dont understand a single thing. :/ going for dating w all the subjects soon i guess. broke the 12-day mia contract since my dearest partner isnt feeling that good. cheer up partner! (: hopefully next wk gonna be a good week. my 3 og2 mates' bdaes are just next wk so it should be good. (: having napfa next week. please let me pass sbj. i dont wanna rejump. :x i have sort out my thinking already. & i'm glad & honoured to maintain it this way. like what i told sharon, i will make sure i wont mention so as to make sure that it will soon fade away. from black to grey to white. i'm doing a good job so far so let this continue. (: on a sidenote, WRCD at yiochukang stadium tmr & i can see the fellow red-x lovers! (: looking forward to seeing them! it gonna be one of the last big events that i'm helping out for this year so tmr must take photos! (: gonna continue w my big big task for her. goodnights! (: Labels: colorgenics test |