it had caused me so much misery for the past few months when actually, nothing wrong had gone wrong. i'm glad that there is a rainbow now when there isnt actually any rain. (:

i decided to blog about RETARD NIC TAN's super retarded action today.
there's this quote: there's no point crying over spilled milk.
i finally understand & have a FEEL of how it is like. -_-!

bought a packet of vitasoy during one of the breaks & i just had A SIP of it. left it on the table & NIC TAN, the main lead came over. he was telling me something & holding on to my vitasoy at the same time & he suddenly squeezed the packet of vitasoy & you can see the milk ouncing out just like the merlion.
but the worst thing is, due to his RETARDATION, he didnt stop squeezing the packet of vitasoy & he just stare at it wetting my sleeves until darryl told him to stop. -_____-!!!
see how retarded is mr nicholas tan?
& the worst explanation he can ever give is that he dont know there's still milk inside -.-
eh, i only drank a sip lehhs. *faints*
OMG. i really dont know whether to laugh or to cry or to be angry. LOL

but the bad thing is, now they categorise me under the same section as him- RETARD.
cos darryl said that i reacted only after darryl asked him to stop squeezing the packet of vitasoy, only coming to know that it had already wetted my sleeves.OH NO! please dont retard my reactions. i dont wanna be in the same category as him. HAHAHA

anyway, thanks jianfu sir, wilson sir (short one!), yaxin, yuanhao, peihwa, vannessa maam, serleng, emily for their wishes too! (:

on a sidenote, i feel so guilty.
i apologise sincerely for neglecting your feelings.
i should have shared your burden w you instead of adding on to it.

i should have knew that you had already did whatever you could cos you wouldnt leave me behind.
i'm sorry i have disappointed you, my friend.
promise i wont do this again. ):



how i wish time can turn back.
i need to have some self control;
i'm losing it again for another time.