out of touch, out of control
today during civics, we did a goal setting exercise.
under the family section, i wrote:
hope that my dad & brother will stop creating trouble both in sch & at home.

but ohwells, it has got to happen again.
my brother is driving me mad w all his rebellious actions & all the trouble he had found for himself in school.
it is getting more & more serious each tyme as it gets by.
& he`s getting more & more out of hand.
&& my dad had been finding lotsa trouble at home too.
damnit! i`m breaking down again.
i hate it!


where are you when i needed you most?
you were still not here.