it is the last day of 2006 already. before i sum up my whole year and touch on my wishes for next year, let me first blog about things that had happened for the past few days.

27th DEC06
fuhua unit trng. fdc trng.
dont wish to blog much about it.
just hoping that they can learn and change for the better.
took bus rides again =/

28th DEC06
went down to HQ to return the logistics despite the rain.
i forgot what else happened. =/

29th DEC06
trng was a lil better? the 7 who came up to talk really spoke everything that i wanna tell the unit. (:
fdc trng was a lil better too. let this continue, pls.
went for sakura buffet w qx, hongyi and bettina.
renewed my deployment after many days of serious considerations.
HAPPY BDAE YANKAI and ASHLEY! [:
loves and huggs! (:

30th DEC06
i borrowed another book frm the lib. hope that it will be a nice book! (:
jiaying is a pro nagger :x

31st DEC06
i going nowhere for countdown cos i`m sick. my stomach hurts so much ):
but i think my family had booked me to go boonlay?
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE TO ALL! sch is reopening in another 3days ):

i realise that 2006 hadnt been an easy year for me.
new journeys are being embarked.
from sec sch to jc.
from a senior to a VI.
changes had been made to my life too.
people come and go.

FAMILY
gone through a lot esp that my dad had been finding a lot of trouble throughout the year. brother had also been quite problematic. had been receiving complaints from the sch for so many donkey tymes. but despite all the trouble, wanna apologise to them for tolerating me whenever i feel so stressed up and throwing my tantrums around. just hope that my dad will not find so much trouble and brother will be more guai in school.

FRIENDS
lost a friend this yr but had also made a lot of new friends too. some new close ones; sharon, qingxiang, alice. some that have been made stronger; jmin, kaiming. some had been drifting; shant mention who. hahhs
friendships had been complicated. some tried to sow discord and tried to strain some of our friendships but luckily, things are back on the right track again. some friends had just disappeared and stepped out of my life due to some heavy commitments. though you have heavy commitments, you can still make an effort not to disappear? ohwells, they have disappeared. but when they need you, they will reappear again. i`m disappointed in friendA(him) and friendB(her).
as for the rest, lets make our friendships stronger!
cheers to all friends who had been by my side all these while and those who had been showing your care and concern for me! (:

REDCROSS
my new chapter of my journey embarked this year.
it brought me a lot of fun and laughter though there were sad and stressed up tymes too. it had also allowed me to know a lot more nice friends and cadets out of which i earned myself another good and trustworthy friend as mentioned above. but also because of redcross, i had lost a friend. let`s hope that things will turn out fine.
FUHUA: seeing the sec3 batch of NCOs taking over and the sec4 batch stepping down, going thru w them all the good and bad tymes, having more and more problems piling up, all these hadnt been easy for all of us definitely. but well, we have managed to go through so much. a few cadets had made me really touched when i read their messages. they told me that they will become more diciplined, more bonded and better of everything else. we had gotten this far together and we wont leave anyone behind. yupps i wont give up on them cos they are MY cadets. we will bring fuhua to greater heights and not let anyone look down on us. JIAYOU! (:

SCHOOL/ STUDIES
i have made a correct wrong choice of coming to jc since i`m not at all smart. i scraped through my promos and my results are horrible. school had been tough and i think i cried many many tymes in sch this year due to feeling stressed up? thanks to all my friends and 06a01 for all the consoles and constant encouragements. to all muggers, let`s mug for next yr and get over w the dready As!

on a sidenote, i miss 4cians05 ):
it all seemed just lyke last month that we all graduated from fuhua together, standing on the chairs and running to the stage to sing the graduation song.
i miss our names being written on the board by mschan for not doing our english comprehension papers and summaries.
i miss every morning hiding from ms wong and ms cockroach fearing that we will be caught for not tucking in our shirts and having short skirts.
i miss mrchia giving us lots and lots of maths assignments everyday.
i miss ms ek`s lessons whereby almost the whole class will fall aslp except for a few.
i miss mr ng`s loud and low voice and his walking around of the whole class during lessons. (he cant even stand still for more than 5min lars! hahah)
i miss 4cians ponning sissy chong`s maths class during headstart prog.
i miss 4cians05!

i have learnt to let go things that doesnt really belong to me. memories will still stay though. (:
as for next year, i just hope for my top 5wishes in my wishlist to be fulfilled. yepps that`s enough.
to all who had accompanied me through this long year, esther really wanna say a big THANKYOU! loves! :D