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sing? go? =/hasnt been blogging for quite a few days. had been busy w work and redcross. lucky jmin and suwen is back at work to accompany me. anitha had also been treating us quite well these days. not forgetting to slack at work w jazreel taking the lead. aha met up w kokseng for dinner at marina square on thur. caught up some of the old tymes. our redcross seniors were really great. they are still the best lars! dinner w qx and hongyi on fri at imm. fdc trng on saturday. this upcoming wk gonna be super packed. monday: work, redcross camp trial run, dinner w sharon tue-thur: 06a01 chalet and fuhua redcross camp fri: work sat: fdc trng sun: tentatively free SEE the one in bold? my redcross camp clashed w something else again! my redcross camps had always have to clash w some other things. student leaders camp clashed w national camp, class chalet clashed w fuhua redcross camp, msia trip gonna clashed w camp unity. ohman~ all these clashes just hadda force me to sacrifice. i really dont lyke this clashes! ): i had so much faith and trust in them. i gave them everything i have and i could but everything i did wasnt appreciated. try putting yourself in my shoes. you wont knw nor understand how i feel unless you put yourself in my shoes. i felt so disappointed. it left me thinking whether i shld really continue to put in that much effort. one of the worst things in life that could ever happen is your closest and dearest people dont have that trust in you even though you had it strongly in them. sidenote: thanks nanny for listening me out just now. i really dont know who to say these kinda things to. it`s really difficult for me nw but i will move on. let`s hope that they will understand one day. here`s my WORDPRESS. my new blog that will contain the entries i cant post here. i`m not forsaking my blogspot of course but this new blog will also contain my confessions and thus, most entries will be password protected so if you want them, get the password from me PERSONALLY. (provided that i will give) how i wish i can turn around and walk away. but i cant seem to do it cos i cant bear to. |