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oh really sorry that i didnt update on my dearest`s bdae on monday. some unexpected things cropped up. maybe i shall first start wishing the following people happy belated bdae first. 10/10- happy belated bdae to adrian! 13/10- happy belated bdae to yixiang and benjamin! 20/10- happy belated bdae to yidalimi`emily! 22/10- happy belated bdae to yaxin! 23/10- happy belated bdae to my dearest MINYEN! yepps. SORRY TO ALL. SUNDAY 22/10 pw meetup at jp. the meetup was the most productive one out of so many meetups we had. we did quite a lot of things within a certain tyme frame. bought a sketch bk and on to my mission. gekpoh, jurong west. went to cck for family outing. missed the vivocity outing w jason they all :/ MONDAY 23/10 had lessons as usual. during the breaks, spent every minute of my tyme properly doing my dearest`s sketch bk. had art tutoring class w my darl. aha dreaded the pw op rehearsal. we didnt do the group performance cos werent mentally prepared. this tyme round coordinated better w the speakers while controlling the slides. i still screwed up my presentation as the previous tyme. i dont know what came out of my mouth and suddenly i stoned there, thinking. -_- was getting nervous and i went lyke `ahhh! whatever...` except for that part of the presentation, i felt that overall i did better than the previous tyme but i cant allow these kind of things to screw me up during OP. i must really maintain my calm at all tymes and NO MORE WHATEVER during OP :x went on to the Q&A session and mschan directed the cost qn that we tackled the previous day at me. ahah. all my economic terms about being a monopoly and blahhs came out. AHA mentioned the Spore Red Cross Society when she was asking which organisation i will approach to ask them to fund us for our resort. the class broke into LAUGHTERS lars. couldnt think of any others le mah so just mentioned that the redcross is a humanitarian organisation and blahhs. redcross saved me.HAHHS after sch, something happened. when i heard that, i was shocked of course. why would you say such things to hurt me? i admit that i was on the verge of tearing but i never. after much thinking, i think maybe there was a misunderstanding and you wont say such things to me? i shld have had such trust and faith in you in the first place when he told me all those stuff. i`m sorry that i never in the first place but in the end, i still believed you didnt i? but on your part, you also didnt have trust and faith in me that i will choose to believe you. now things are gng on the wrong track again. and everytyme it`s because of the same something that we hadda fall out w each other. maybe our trust and faith is simply not there. will the trust ever be gained? will the faith in us towards each other increase? i hope it will. continued w my mission. wdlands, bukitbatok, tohguan, jec, je lib, lydia`s hse, sher`s hse. must really thank all those who had kindly gave some of your tyme to me for doing up this sketch bk. defnitely wanna thank sher for putting me up in her hse for the final touchup and helping me w a lot fo things. wanna thank darl for teaching me what to do cos i`m a total noob at art. and well, i HATE ART :x went on the fedex delivery to my dearest`s hse at 1015pm. HEYYS DEAREST MINYEN, this is for you. this sketch book consists of all the memories we shared for the past few years. it may not have included all the photos we took but these are part of the tymes we shared together. the sentosa tymes, the redcross camps, cny visits at mslee`s place, and definitely a lot more. the neoprints we took during my bdae, the tymes when we were having breaks and taking photos while we were working, the tymes we went swensens and had our long chats and ... well there are just countless of memories and tymes we shared. i certainly cherished you and definitely our friendship. had been reminsicising the old tymes. the tymes when you will come up to my classroom almost every morning and every recess just to chat about some stuff, may it be serious stuff or non serious sutff. it maybe just some new updates or hot juciy gossips that you wanna share w me. the day when i received my lousy chinese O lvls results, the tymes i failed my exams, the tymes when i faced problems at home and in sch, the tymes when i cried terribly for him, you were always there for me. always ready for me to pour out my woes. you were always supporting me. we had gone thru quite a lot. the ups and downs had seemed to make us both believe that this friendship will certainly and definitely continue to last. suddenly, my mind is at a blank. i dont know what else to say. but well, through telepathy you should know what i wanna say [: by the way, i apologise for the fact that i cant get xinee and jeslyn to sign cos our schedules totally clashed. and i also sincerely apologise for the ugly sketch bk. well i mean, you should knw me well. i`m a total idiot at art. sorry and i hope that you will lyke this gift from me. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN once again! (: <333 esther :D 24/10 went to buy a lot of new furniture for my newly painted room. beds, wardrobes, dining table. i gonna have a bigger wardrobe! yay! (: 25/10 didnt go sch today. was having a terrible headache. maybe cos last night slept at 3am plus ba. didnt know how to face that person too :/ whatever lar. i`m gng w jmin and ben to get our repaired hps. i`m finally getting back my hp! i missed it so much! but it reminds me of that person again :/ hoping for things to be on the right track. |