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surfacing problems. just kill me. that explains my mood. it is on this swing nw. swinging and swinging. i got my own problems already and all these must happen. my parents are forever quarrelling. it`s not those small quarrels. it`s those that made the whole family break up into pieces. it`s those that made me dont wanna go home. did i mention before that i`m the head of the house? yepps head of the house. the one who is in charge of EVERYTHING. when my parents quarrel, i`m supposed to stop them. supposed to pull the family back together. when my sister gets poor results for her maths, i have to give her extra tuition when i dont even have the tyme to cope w my own work. i have to mark her papers, correct her and give her tuition. my brother had been quite rebellious these days. i`m always the one getting all the complaints from the teachers. my parents never get it. i`m always the one who gets the scolding from his teachers when he performs badly in school. be it his attitude or work. i`m the one who has to tutor him for maths and science. just lyke my sis, i had to mark his papers, correct him and tutor him. adding to that, i have to correct him for his bloody attitude. i have to make sure that he dont become a gangster. i have to hide myself in my room and cry because of them. why am i the one who have to do all these? arent this the job of the parents? nah, i`m the parent. as for myself, if you can see, my results aint good. all my subjects are on the failing range. maybe except for chinese and perhaps maths. i already need a lot of help for all these subjects. some of my friends still hadda find me more things to do. creating all those trouble for me. oh thanks man. i have to entertain my family for those problems. i have to entertain my friends for all those `FUN` they get out of doing those to me. i have to entertain myself for not having the energy to work hard. do i really have the tyme for all these? can you understand the stress and all that i have to go thru? i dont lyke to think so much. i dont lyke to bother myself w all these problems. how i wish i could wash my hands off all these. how i wish i can get rid of this mood swing. how i wish. promos is starting at 8am tmr. can i not take it? owells, i have to stop dreaming. back to reality, esther. yes, back to this life of mine. |