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i let mr hendri down. had 6whole hours of consultation w him on thur and ytd i still cant make it. i`m SORRY! i only know how to do the religious fundamentalism essay out of the 4essays which means for 75/100 marks of the papers i DUNNO how to do. before the exam when i was trying my best to understand the turning and not turning point thingy i cried. when jack told me not to be stressed i cried for the second tyme. when hoehan gave me a pat on the shoulder asking me to forget about the paper 1 and jiayou for paper 2 i cried out once again. during the paper i also feeling emotionally unstable. i feel that yesterday was emotionally unstable day for me ba. you may laugh all you want but i dont care. i dont think it`s wrong to show my feelings in this way. at least it will make me feel better. thanks for your joke about me trying to cheat w all the papers on my lap 3minutes before the exams. hah that was a nice one. rushed off straight after the papers. i cant even stand a minute longer in the classrm. hate myself! daddy drove me to fuhua. it was 6pm already but still wanna go down. fuhua redcross unit really made me felt better. lyke i always had mentioned, whenever in redcross training, no matter how sad i feel, during that training i will feel much better. that has always been the case. their drills will still have to make some improvements and they will be better. a lot of instructors frm other ugs also went down for the ndp rehearsal namely polly jinming and blahhs. after training had a mini celebration for denise. happy belated bdae my girl! hope you lyke that. went to meet up w minyen at macs. the one near her house. yea my bestie. chatted w her a lot and she cheated me to walk a distance of 4-5busstops. went home frm there w my other bestie jmin. caught up a lot w her and well things really do change. people change too. you knw what i mean. received a call frm qx. was already feeling terrible. after the phone call felt even terrible. i`m being replaced in the nat camp and i cant go nat camp, not even for 2days. guess they have got better choices ba. they can stay thruout the 4days so of course it will be a better choice. well i cant say that i`m not disappointed and affected by it can i? even if i really do say that, it must have been a lie. when i first received this email on 15thmay, i was so damn happy, so really excited into gng the camp. but why has that jj student leaders camp clashed w it? i brought this upon myself and have got nothing to blame too. qx, happy working w your new partner and i felt happy for you too. these people made my day a much better one ytd. namely jmin sharon han and prof. JMIN: thanks PARTNER! we may stumble and fall but we gonna go thru this together. LOVE ya min! SHARON: dun be upset over ur new eye candy kkays? aha you will also get to go out w him de. LOVE ya darl! han: thanks for motivating me ytd. nw i see the other side of you and i`m glad that i have a classmate lyke you! prof: all your philosopies makes a lot of sense and thanks for making me so happy. even if it`s a day lyke this only, i`m already contented (: http://www.mediabum.com/html/Did-This-Pastor-Just-Say-That-.html here`s a webbie that prof gave me. it has got funny videos inside. watch it when you are down and it gonna cheer you up a lil. by the way happy belated bdae to daddy, uncle and denise whose bdaes fall on the 3rdaug. -/i`m just not cut out for ANYTHING. |