i`m just really disappointed today lars.


just nw took our econs opportunity costs test and elasticity of demand test papers back. passed both papers. 9/15 and 15/25 respectively. didnt expect myself to pass too. was very happy INITIALLY that i passed but later found out that my friends never do well so i wasnt too happy too. jeanette shared the same too.

shared their sorrows esp with her. did my very best and cheered her up already. i still msged him to ask him to give her some consoles. i did all that i can. when class was dismissed, wanted to go console her more but was being ignored. cos i was being held up in the classrm, i left a bit later than them. tried to call her up to wait but was being ignored twice. when i finally caught up, my presence was being ignored once again.

i know that she are disappointed with her results. i can understand that and i too put myself in her shoes. but still, i dun think i deserved to be treated in this way. i`m sure i did nothing wrg to earn that or for that matter, get that treatment. the hurt felt is TERRIBLE.






ytd nyte was kinda terrible. i think maybe lyke what you said i take things too seriously? i dunno too but i just wanna say that there are always two perspectives towards every matter. your method is right but mine is too. maybe mine is really wrong to all of you.

dun feel guilty yea? it`s my fault ba. is me. mood swings. yea me. by the way you should feel honoured that i am able to express my emotions and feelings well in front of you cos you are lyke the top5 on the list who had ever hear me c__ on the phone before? *thinks positively*