HAPPEN?

i realise that people do get misunderstood after reading some of my entries so here comes my explanation. aha.

regarding the `think positively` in one of my previous entries, i mean that cos that tyme i wasnt feeling very good and very happy so of cos i must tell myself to stay postive and think positive instead of dwelling into my sorrows right? yepps thats what i meant. aha. pls dun misunderstand me. hahhs.

here i am using the lib com to update my blog cos 1 thing, my com CRASHED. shall ask denise help me update the pix that my com had crashed. i am damn suay lars.

ytd went to fuhua in the morning to discuss about the new committee that gonna take over the sec4s. went to meet minyen up in the morning for breakfast too. she kept teasing me about the got number no name -.-

went to HSA for blood donation after that with denise. met up with luis first cos we wanna see his clean shaven head. hahhs. the blood donation process didnt take more than an hr excluding my blurness to hand in the form lars. :x only donated 375ml cos i was feeling giddy already. shldnt have said it out if not i can donate more. ): feel so sad that i cried on the spot hearing that if too lil blood donated, they not gonna use it on another person but to throw away that packet of blood. but luckily the doc say it's more than 350 so can use.

went to denise hse to slack a while before going to potluck at wilson`s hse. slept on denise`s bed. the bed is just too tempting. heh. jason and qx were supposed to meet us at denise`s hse but cos jason was super late so qx and him met us up super late too. hahhs. had fun crapping with them on the way to serangoon [:

we were super super late upon reaching wilson`s hse. kenny sent us there. heard that he had been the driver for the day. quite a lot of ppl went for potluck. it was fun lars but i cant stay for long or mum gonna nag and nag once again. boos.

wilson together with mich denise and stephen sent me to mrt station then took a 1hr and 40min journey back home alone. began thinking of a lot of things.



i dun think it will ever happen cos it not gonna happen. your actions had already shown me and told me what you think and that it will never happen so what for i let it bother me when i already knw the outcome? i`m just making my life more terrible if i continue thinking about this.


yepps but i`m still hoping for a miracle