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well something cheered me up a lil for the day. my first blood donation; my blood went to Spore General Hospital, platelets went to some research centre, and my plasma went to NUH. my second blood donation: my blood went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to a patient called puligedda. thanks kenny! (: jmin`s bdae in a few hours tyme. exams also starting in a few hrs tyme. for jmin i smile (: for exams i cry ): i`m feeling really terrible. quarrels at home are driving me nuts. cant there be peace at home even for a day? sch is as terrible. after maths lessons today, i feel so demoralised. i found out that actually i dunno a lot more than i thought i knew. can you imagine how i feel esp when exams are starting tmr and the first paper tmr morn is maths? where`s mrchia who always never fail to motivate me to work hard for my maths? suddenly that sense of motivation was gone though he told me to think of purple and work hard last fri when i saw him. i gonna flunk this exam. *sobs* there`s maths in the morning and econs in the afternoon. CODE OF THE DAY: etshre si gefusinfr rofm a oeankbwrd ):  i`m depressed? here comes my long update once again. thur 27o7o6 just another normal sch day. forgot what happened le =X the impt thing for the thing is qx told me that i`m being posted to fuhua! WOOHOOS!~ fuhua redcross, my passion my life. [: fri 28o7o6 another long day. had hist lessons and thanks mr hendri for teaching me w patience. well i`m a noob at history. or maybe i shld say i`m a noob at my studies. ): mschan never come sch. gossiped w my darl* a lot. ahaha. guess this is what makes sch not boring? gossips gossips gossips. geog tutorial frm 3-4pm was cancelled. oh wells the guys went to kick soccer and i was being a nice kind soul by helping nicole buy his apple tea. OOPS i mean nicholas =X he made me super malu cans? boos. made my way to fuhua. had ftdrill and FA lessons. was still quite alright lars. not that bad. had debrief and everything dragged till 7pm. they are always so united when it comes to bombing me w dynamites, giving me a merlion clap and sotong claps and blahhs. cant blame lars. i`m their COE mah. in case you dunno, COE stands for CENTRE OF ENTERTAINMENT. was given this name in the fuhua rc camp last nov. hahhs. nanny came for to visit us too! went to have dinner w nanny and denise. crapped a lot about our lives. nanren cant come cos she got guitar lessons ): went to meet up w rock ,short one and selang. namely jason wilson and qx at je. (: saw chowhung and his gf too. we kajiao him a lot. HAHA! wilson drove us to jp after that. walked ard jp and wenta crapped at ljs. qx updated me a lot. AHA *winks they sent me home after that. thanks short one! (: sat 29o7o6 met up w keni to get my bk and met up w darl to go to nat lib together. was late AGAIN. =X sorrysorry. gossiped a lot about everything on our way to nat lib. were talking about this. if you are a guy, will you lyke a girl who is older than you? and if you are a girl, would you lyke a guy younger than you? aha. we were just bored lars. aha upon reaching nat lib, chiong to find jerome cos he booked one whole long table for us mah. slowly the rest came one by one. the people who went are jerome darryl nicholas hweeying sharon darl* and me. had our lunch at hans. called denise up and fuhua got CHAMPS in west district!!! =D the moment me and sharon went back to our tables, all our bags were NOT THERE. only our stuff being left on the table. OMG! we are going to die big tyme lars. called the rest and they hurriedly came. we were all thinking that we gonna get a scolding frm the personnel and sure kanna chased out de. so me, sharon and hweeying went to pack the stuff on the table. the three guys shall be standing at the front line. in the end we not only NEVER get a scolding, the personnel still reminded us to take care of our things. they were concerned that our bags and our valuables will get stolen and thats why they took away our bags. LOL scary rights? hahhs. me and darl* went off first since the rest went to play pool. initially we wanted to leave immediately de but bugis is just lyke a magnet attracting us to it. decided to shop ard a while and i bought myself a top. (: went to meet up w wilson at serangoon and he was late. boos. thanks kenny for driving us there! (: upon reaching sengkang sec, cac was almost ending le. went to have dinner w them at compasspoint. didnt meet up w him after that cos i was too tired. sun30o7o6 went lib w jmin and ben came too. sat at separate tables w them though. well the world is small lars. the guy who i`m sharing table w is ben`s pri sch friend lars. aha well enuff of my nonsense. jj was there too. had lunch w him. aha. anyway there are two types of irritating and disgusting people i met in the lib today. first type: this couple who is in their mid40s were so INCONSIDERATE lars. the couple was taking up the whole table and put all their shopping bags and blahhs on the chair so that nobody can take that seats. then the woman dun even have bearing lars. put her legs on the other chair. what the hell? the guy was even worst off. put his stinky dirty leg on the table lars. STUPID PEOPLE. second type: this jc couple was sitting on the floor at the 3rd storey that area and they were lyke kissing in all sorts of poses lars. jj told me de lars. hahhs. lying on each others` lap and etc. so disgusting cans? library is a place for you to borrow books, study, do research or things related to it and not a place for you to do those unsightly stuff lars. oh wells jj`s nice fone took a video and pix of them. AHA. shall ask him to send it to me so that i can post it. anyway, common test or midyears or whatever you wanna call it is starting on tuesday. oh dear ): here comes my long update once again. thur 27o7o6 just another normal sch day. forgot what happened le =X the impt thing for the thing is qx told me that i`m being posted to fuhua! WOOHOOS!~ fuhua redcross, my passion my life. [: fri 28o7o6 another long day. had hist lessons and thanks mr hendri for teaching me w patience. well i`m a noob at history. or maybe i shld say i`m a noob at my studies. ): mschan never come sch. gossiped w my darl* a lot. ahaha. guess this is what makes sch not boring? gossips gossips gossips. geog tutorial frm 3-4pm was cancelled. oh wells the guys went to kick soccer and i was being a nice kind soul by helping nicole buy his apple tea. OOPS i mean nicholas =X he made me super malu cans? boos. made my way to fuhua. had ftdrill and FA lessons. was still quite alright lars. not that bad. had debrief and everything dragged till 7pm. they are always so united when it comes to bombing me w dynamites, giving me a merlion clap and sotong claps and blahhs. cant blame lars. i`m their COE mah. in case you dunno, COE stands for CENTRE OF ENTERTAINMENT. was given this name in the fuhua rc camp last nov. hahhs. nanny came for to visit us too! went to have dinner w nanny and denise. crapped a lot about our lives. nanren cant come cos she got guitar lessons ): went to meet up w rock ,short one and selang. namely jason wilson and qx at je. (: saw chowhung and his gf too. we kajiao him a lot. HAHA! wilson drove us to jp after that. walked ard jp and wenta crapped at ljs. qx updated me a lot. AHA *winks they sent me home after that. thanks short one! (: sat 29o7o6 met up w keni to get my bk and met up w darl to go to nat lib together. was late AGAIN. =X sorrysorry. gossiped a lot about everything on our way to nat lib. were talking about this. if you are a guy, will you lyke a girl who is older than you? and if you are a girl, would you lyke a guy younger than you? aha. we were just bored lars. aha upon reaching nat lib, chiong to find jerome cos he booked one whole long table for us mah. slowly the rest came one by one. the people who went are jerome darryl nicholas hweeying sharon darl* and me. had our lunch at hans. called denise up and fuhua got CHAMPS in west district!!! =D the moment me and sharon went back to our tables, all our bags were NOT THERE. only our stuff being left on the table. OMG! we are going to die big tyme lars. called the rest and they hurriedly came. we were all thinking that we gonna get a scolding frm the personnel and sure kanna chased out de. so me, sharon and hweeying went to pack the stuff on the table. the three guys shall be standing at the front line. in the end we not only NEVER get a scolding, the personnel still reminded us to take care of our things. they were concerned that our bags and our valuables will get stolen and thats why they took away our bags. LOL scary rights? hahhs. me and darl* went off first since the rest went to play pool. initially we wanted to leave immediately de but bugis is just lyke a magnet attracting us to it. decided to shop ard a while and i bought myself a top. (: went to meet up w wilson at serangoon and he was late. boos. thanks kenny for driving us there! (: upon reaching sengkang sec, cac was almost ending le. went to have dinner w them at compasspoint. didnt meet up w him after that cos i was too tired. sun30o7o6 went lib w jmin and ben came too. sat at separate tables w them though. well the world is small lars. the guy who i`m sharing table w is ben`s pri sch friend lars. aha well enuff of my nonsense. jj was there too. had lunch w him. aha. anyway there are two types of irritating and disgusting people i met in the lib today. first type: this couple who is in their mid40s were so INCONSIDERATE lars. the couple was taking up the whole table and put all their shopping bags and blahhs on the chair so that nobody can take that seats. then the woman dun even have bearing lars. put her legs on the other chair. what the hell? the guy was even worst off. put his stinky dirty leg on the table lars. STUPID PEOPLE. second type: this jc couple was sitting on the floor at the 3rd storey that area and they were lyke kissing in all sorts of poses lars. jj told me de lars. hahhs. lying on each others` lap and etc. so disgusting cans? library is a place for you to borrow books, study, do research or things related to it and not a place for you to do those unsightly stuff lars. oh wells jj`s nice fone took a video and pix of them. AHA. shall ask him to send it to me so that i can post it. anyway, common test or midyears or whatever you wanna call it is starting on tuesday. oh dear ): hasnt been updating my life. merely just posted pictures and that`s about all. too busy to even blog. there`s finally tyme today. YESTERDAY 25o7o7 lessons were as normal. had civics about some boring NE stuff but it turned out to be super fun cos we made it a lil more competitive. the guys vs the girls. we played it in the form of tic tac toe and the loser team will have to write a compo each. oh man. we were on the verge of either winning or losing and luck just isnt on our side. the guys won and we girls hadda write an essay each. boos. after that, we still have half an hr more so decided to have a second round. well, for the second round, if we girls win, we wash away our debts, dun needa write essay. but if the guys were to win, we must help them carry their bags for the whole of wednesday 26o7o7! well luck just wasnt on our side. we were on the verge of either winning or losing and once AGAIN, we lost. BOOS!~ hadda help those stupid guys carry their bags on wed and worst still, wed we have a chinese compo test and everyone of us are supposed to bring along our dict. OMG. civics ended and we slacked a while in the AVR. the funny thing that happened is all the girls were being locked in the AVR. it`s not that the guys delibrately locked us up but cos the doorknobs of the inside and the outside of the AVR are both spoilt and dunno which guy has such itchy hands that he took the doorknob on the inside of the AVR w him when he left the rm. hahhs. imagine us being locked in the rm dunno whether wanna laugh or wanna cry or wanna kill the guys! LOL! luckily jack managed to get us out. aha. went to hq for ndc meeting despite being super tired and having a headache already. my chinese name just dun sound nice cans? -.- well was appointed games ic w UMbrose =X and they chose me to be the campfire emcee tgt w qx. omg. what if i cant lead everybody to be high? i`m scared lars. went home w gela after that. anyway dun need to be scared. i`ll keep you company during ndc, gela! (: anyway just some out of my life topics. sometymes when you are in the train, do you lyke see people`s whole body leaning onto the pole and that others cant hold on to the pole as well? i dun understand why these people just cant spare a thought for others. why must they be so inconsiderate? just letting my thoughts flow. TODAY 26o7o7 woke up a lil earlier. reached sch before 720 for the 1st tyme this term??? aha. han and weijian had fun calling me a man though -.- boohoos! took back gp compre and once again i failed by 1.5mark. got 13.5/30. arghs. there`s another full gp compre test tmr. must jiayou le! anyway the guys are great lars. at least they are still gentleman enuff not to let us carry their big heavy bags. aha. during chi paper 1 test today, kept wanting to fall aslp during the 1st hr and that of course caused me to have insufficient tyme to finish lars. but well, i wrote about mrchia. [: thanks mrchia! thanks for always motivating me to continue to work hard on my maths esp my Amaths! you told me not to give up and it`s all thanks to your hard work and effort tgt w mine that i got this results. you are my IDOL! =D something that i realised today. nw then i knw that jc guys can still be that playful. aha. our class guys were lyke kicking soccer in the classrm? and they were funny lars. hahhs. took back our amaths differentiation test. didnt do quite well. 17/25 hopefully i can do well for midyrs for maths so that MAYBE i said maybe only, maybe i can be partially exempted frm the promos. went to student leaders meeting and ndp rehearsal after that. it was hot lars but whatever it is, i made a new friend! (: melissa-yaqing`s classmate too! aha. well i got cheated. they told me that it would end by 4pm but in the end it ended at 530pm. went back w darryl. oops i mean darrylN. heh =X but something caused me to be in a dilemma. i need advice frm EVERYONE. and i need to hand in the student leaders camp consent form on fri morn. less than 48hrs for me to consider. national camp falls on 10th-13rdaug and student leaders camp falls on 11st-13rdaug. what should i do? both are equally impt and both chances are hard to come by. i wanna hear all ur opinions!!! -in a dilemma  i`m hardworking cans? well this is just an evidence of me mugging (x actually i`m trying to complete my chi hmk last min =X HAPPY BDAE SIS!~ (:  sharondarl and me` we are just CRAZY =D i wish you happiness on a cloudy day. blue skies to chase your cares away. a breath of fresh air when you are feeling down. anything to get rid of that frown. a sprinkle of rain and a life free of pain. i wish you warmth from the rays of the sun, and a lifetime of joy and fun. just keep your eyes to the sky, and know i am always nearby. my wish for YOU* ytd night`s campfire was boring maybe cos it wasnt our scouts who is in charge of the campfire. but nevertheless, we turned up to show support to our scouts cos they invited us there. thanks anyway! (: our fuhua scouts were great! chatted w mrlim junbao kangwei sengkwann and ... -had a good tyme chatting w junbao. caught up a lot w him and his life and blahhs. [: stupidMADcrazy mei was there too. passed her her super belated present. hope that she will lyke it. (: she wrote a love letter to me too. hahhs. too touched that i forgot to kill her -.- yea some people from the ___ agitated me ytd. oh please, have you heard of what is quality? so what if you have the quantity? and you were so rude. when the coy scouts are cheering, you cheered your cheer and interrupted them. oh please. it`s not your turn to cheer and it`s really rude you knw? and also it is really disgraceful to be us? i dont think so. please show us gd attitude if you dont wan disputes arising again. dont find us trouble. ytd was a fun day w zhenhui and nacho libre is a funny show! thanks for pei-ing me to walk back ytd =D sorry to all that i didnt attend the evac modular today. i got things on. sorry yea? leaving hse in half an hr`s tyme. will be meeting zhenhui first then followed by a trip down to fuhua. both the teachers cant make it for the scouts campfire at night so i must go or else the cadets cant go. it gonna be fun. i`m back to blogging business. tyme for a new change. wed 19o7o7 HAPPY BDAE TO MY OWN BROTHER JASON! (: 20o7o7 today was o6ao1`s sports meet? AHA. during pc lesson the whole class kicked soccer together. and during one of the breaks, we went to play tennis too. well it was the first tyme that the class is actually playing together. it was FUN! a lot of laughter and screamings can be heard. by the way jeanette is super funny that day. cos she`s the goalkeeper and she wanna kick the ball far, in the end her shoe flew out and it went even further than the ball. LOL! she still kicked the ball and it hurt mr tan`s ... mr tan gonna have no fathers day already. AHA. these are just some of the SUPER funny moments that happened on that day. hahhs. i suddenly feel that we are bonding closer. thats a good sign though. (: TODAY 21o7o7 didnt go school. was having diarrhoea. was feeling better after that but still went to see a doc. after seeing doc went fuhua for rc training. i think fuhua redcross is already my medicine liaos. shouldnt have went to see doc and waste money. aha. this is the first training that the sec3s took over as leaders of the unit. think overall they did quite well ba. attendance was a lil better ytd definitely. quite happy to see some of the sec4s too. (: training was super high. go redcross! i went crazy as usual. anyway this is fuhua`s first tyme taking part in FAC so jiayou! (: by the way we are being invited to go for the scouts campfire. went to have dinner w denise and met up w wilson too. went jp after that. i`m glad that we are on such good terms nw. we talked a lot lyke it was before. we teased each other lyke it was before too. still rmb the tymes we came sch together. always flooding each other`s inboxes. well memories are flowing back but NO, i cannot let my thoughts overwhelm me lyke what denise had mentioned. i gonna move on. you had already did and i feel so happy for you. she`s a nice girl and you knw that. dun let her down and i really do hope that you will be happy. cos when you are happy, i feel x2 happy for you too. we gonna be super good friends and nobody gonna change the fact that we are. it isnt worth looking back at the past. move on to the future. life is fragile. do what you wanna do now for you may have NO tomorrow to do it ever again. -tyme waits for no man well hello my dear readers! the purply owner of this blog is back w some good news! the first good news is that my com is perfectly fine nw cos i bought a new one and my msn is working well once again after so many donkey years! aha. by the way thanks denise for helping me to update my blog all these tyme. mafan ni le. hahhs. 14o7o6 lessons ended at 4pm. so long never had such a long fri le. many of oru fridays had ended quite early cos of some sch heldups here and there. chiong to fuhua for unit training. this unit training is special. the o5/o6 committee gonna step down. went out w denise to buy some surprises for them. aha kinda surprise` that egg. the o6/o7 committee took over. yea that moment when they handed over and when connie and aisyah each made a speech nearly made me cried. lyke i say is nearly. but well i held back my tears. this o5/o6 committee is the batch of leaders that we had groomed. it is also the batch that we had worked so closely w and so super CLOSELY BONDED w us. i really gonna miss them lots! really so damn lots. o5/o6 committee if you ever will come across this, this is my special msg to you. to all o5/o6 committee members, you guys had did a really great job in handling the unit. though there maybe some internal conflicts that you all had faced, you all managed to solve it. nothing seemed impossible w you guys. the unit had brought a lot of probs to you and some really major conflicts happened but no matter what, you guys always managed to pull through. i`m really glad that you guys still have the passion towards this unit even though all those things happened. thanks for not giving up on the unit and constantly working hand in hand w us to make improvements to the unit. thanks for all your contributions towards the unit. all the juniors gonna miss you all damn lots. i believed not only they will miss you guys, mama haiza, aunty lee, denise and me will also miss you guys. i`m really proud to tell the whole world that i have such potential juniors lyke you all. people may not think you all are really that great but at least to me, you all really are. connie aisyah minyen`bestie jessica peishi jasmine yixuan farhana shujian jiahui lydia sherlyn yongseng you 13 are GREAT! =D i gonna miss my bestie ): went to je w denise. heys my girl cheer up kkays? well qx came to meet up w us for a while since he`s also at je. 15o7o6 went to help out in evac modular workshop and it was fun lars. wanna clarify sometinhg. met up w qx in the morn at yewtee. he mentioned in his blog that i was late but NO LORS. he was even more late cans? still trying to shift the blame to me. boos :P met up w jasonn after that. took a super long bus ride frm woodlands to bedok. met up w denise wilson sir and kenny sir after that. was late upon reaching campsite. was grouped w lamlam and jasonn. jasonn was slacking thrurout the demos lars. aha. boohoo! went for dinner at bishan after that. didnt eat though. no appetite lars. something bad happened ): went home alone flooding myself w tears. 16o7o6 HAPPY 18th BDAE BEN! hurry go get a license and drive me around yea? hahhs. (: went to lib to complete the hist fundamentalism grp work w sharon darl and wanjun. crapped a lot w sharon darl after that. well we are just miserable lars. seeing so many couples tgt just makes us more sour. maybe i wont be that affected. aha 17o7o6 darl* i spent the night up doing the special letter to you lehhs. sch was quite alright. anyway nowadays i just <3> equilibrium= EQUIBIUM blue line= BUE line oligopoly= OLIGOPERLY profit= PORFIT production=PRODUCKTION draw in such way= draw in SUCE way diagram= TIEGRAM he is just so super CUTE cans? [: you scared me initially. but i was wrong too. all the quarrel is forgotten. it was just a cat fight between sisters* =D TODAY`18o7o6 overslept again. arghs* kept falling aslp during all the classes today. -FATIGUE FATIGUE FATIGUE gave huisi a super cute keychain and she lykes it (: oh yah received a super nice letter from darl* too. (: came back home just nw to get linin a sch blouse cos we needa go for chi A lvl listening compre. had 4 qns which i`m unsure of. oh my. bless me man~ the other loudhailer.
hello ppl. xDthis is denise reporting live from punggol. heh. nevermind my crap. here's a photo to share with u guys anyway.  must be wondering what it is right? it's the screen of esther's computer. HAHAHA. amazing. looks like some alien invaded her com. anyway, like she'd mentioned, her com's crashed. and somehow it became like this. o.O will post more pics some other time. that crazy woman took so many photos. she should just buy a camera instead. sigh. pity me ppl! =x 2245hrs. - denise the cute. ^^ wow it had been long tyme ever since i last blogged. definitely hope to update my blog more often so as to make my blog more lively. aha yea i`m the madwoman in many of you`s lives so must blog abt the stupid madwoman`s life to entertain you guys. hahhs joking. too bad my com had crashed and pathetic me hadda go other people`s hse to use com. but nw i`m at my ahma`s hse lars so just nice can bond w ahma too. why must my com crash at the wrong tyme? when I had a lot of research to do, then it crashed. oh my. o9o7o6 went to lib w jmin and ben. wah i`m lyke super extra cans? aha but ben ganged up w me to bully jmin :x heh. then went to cousin`s hse to do proj. after that decided to be nice and pay the super rude to customers sales assistant qx. LOL he super rude cans? never even greet me when i enter the store and he never serve me w proper good manners norhs :P i gonna die when he sees this. oops :x went ps for class dinner after that. piangs. Dunno how to comment about that. but 1 thing that is super funny is that nic was only a metre away frm me and he still called me to ask me what i wanna eat (cos he helping me buy mah) HAHA. we are only less than a metre away. 10o7o6 italy won the world cup this yr. how could that be? HAPPEN? i realise that people do get misunderstood after reading some of my entries so here comes my explanation. aha. regarding the `think positively` in one of my previous entries, i mean that cos that tyme i wasnt feeling very good and very happy so of cos i must tell myself to stay postive and think positive instead of dwelling into my sorrows right? yepps thats what i meant. aha. pls dun misunderstand me. hahhs. here i am using the lib com to update my blog cos 1 thing, my com CRASHED. shall ask denise help me update the pix that my com had crashed. i am damn suay lars. ytd went to fuhua in the morning to discuss about the new committee that gonna take over the sec4s. went to meet minyen up in the morning for breakfast too. she kept teasing me about the got number no name -.- went to HSA for blood donation after that with denise. met up with luis first cos we wanna see his clean shaven head. hahhs. the blood donation process didnt take more than an hr excluding my blurness to hand in the form lars. :x only donated 375ml cos i was feeling giddy already. shldnt have said it out if not i can donate more. ): feel so sad that i cried on the spot hearing that if too lil blood donated, they not gonna use it on another person but to throw away that packet of blood. but luckily the doc say it's more than 350 so can use. went to denise hse to slack a while before going to potluck at wilson`s hse. slept on denise`s bed. the bed is just too tempting. heh. jason and qx were supposed to meet us at denise`s hse but cos jason was super late so qx and him met us up super late too. hahhs. had fun crapping with them on the way to serangoon [: we were super super late upon reaching wilson`s hse. kenny sent us there. heard that he had been the driver for the day. quite a lot of ppl went for potluck. it was fun lars but i cant stay for long or mum gonna nag and nag once again. boos. wilson together with mich denise and stephen sent me to mrt station then took a 1hr and 40min journey back home alone. began thinking of a lot of things. yepps but i`m still hoping for a miracle i just reached home lyke say less than half an hr? i`m really tired and i still hadda find research on JO. die. grandpa is alryte when i left for home just now. hopefully grandpa gonna be really alryte. sorry that i last min never turn up for dinner with hongyi and gang. was already at bukit panjang when mum called. sorry yea? shall update more tmr. i`m just really disappointed today lars. just nw took our econs opportunity costs test and elasticity of demand test papers back. passed both papers. 9/15 and 15/25 respectively. didnt expect myself to pass too. was very happy INITIALLY that i passed but later found out that my friends never do well so i wasnt too happy too. jeanette shared the same too. shared their sorrows esp with her. did my very best and cheered her up already. i still msged him to ask him to give her some consoles. i did all that i can. when class was dismissed, wanted to go console her more but was being ignored. cos i was being held up in the classrm, i left a bit later than them. tried to call her up to wait but was being ignored twice. when i finally caught up, my presence was being ignored once again. i know that she are disappointed with her results. i can understand that and i too put myself in her shoes. but still, i dun think i deserved to be treated in this way. i`m sure i did nothing wrg to earn that or for that matter, get that treatment. the hurt felt is TERRIBLE. ytd nyte was kinda terrible. i think maybe lyke what you said i take things too seriously? i dunno too but i just wanna say that there are always two perspectives towards every matter. your method is right but mine is too. maybe mine is really wrong to all of you. dun feel guilty yea? it`s my fault ba. is me. mood swings. yea me. by the way you should feel honoured that i am able to express my emotions and feelings well in front of you cos you are lyke the top5 on the list who had ever hear me c__ on the phone before? *thinks positively* i`m back for another post before going out once again to meet jmin the the lib and to meet my pw grp in the evening. this whole entry gonna be all about SYF cos i hadnt blogged about the syf preview on wed so here comes. 28o6o6 SYF preview went school and for lessons until econs tutorial. sorry cant pei darl* to go for cca. promised that i`ll pei her there next wed. took cab to HQ to meet the rest of them up. wow everybody including all cadets were already there. i`m lyke the latest lars but cant blame lars cos i got sch in the morning mah den i ponned sch to come. wanna come to help qx out. better be touched hors. hahhs. thanks ambrose sir for asking p1 to type out my letter of excuse the moment you heard that i maybe going. denise not going cos there`s exams for her the next day. well some scary things happened when i first stepped into haw par hall. shant mention much. took the same bus as qx and his group of 36cadets. aly`s sis in the bus too! crapped a lot on the way there. did sizing and the cadets took their lunch. redcross did a great job in the parade. YAYS!~ and we were the most HIGH people there lars. when the comb choir were singing and we were at our holding area, we were singing along, waving our hands up high and cheering for them. hahhs. know a few more new cadets. saw farhan and nadia too! farhan is my linkamania cadet mentor and he assisted me a lot in linkamania and during the distribution of water and food at their breaks, once again he assisted me! he`s still my best cadet mentor. hahhs. though i`m lyke only helping out at syf trainers side for the very first tyme, i really enjoyed myself a lot. the cadets are really enthusiastic and it is really fun there! REDCROSS YOUTH SYF o6! SYF UNITY IS STRENGTH, SHOW THEM! 30o6o6 watched scary movie 4 with denise. the show is funny. o1o7o6 SYF! today`s syf. no more extra trainings and everything already. was late so chiong to HQ in cab. wows i seemed to be cabbing every now and then. but nevermind, today mum is sponsoring me. met up with the rest and went for FA briefing. i`m at stretcher squad 4 with stephen sir and 5 other cadets. anyway stephen sir and wilson teo sir (the ever short one) made my day a BETTER one today! =D did UI for the cadets and during UI wilson sir introduced all the field cadet first aiders to their respective VIs in charge. he introduced me as the MAD one. LOL. we boarded the bus and went there early. FA is supposed to be there first and the last to leave. had lunch and rested a while before going to our respective areas. initially was quite scared that i`m in the same grp as stephen sir cos i never talk to him before mah though he was one of the trainers in my vip o6o6. aha. but wasnt scared later cos he BULLIED me!!! lol. he really bullied me a lot lars. and he still ganged up with wilson teo sir and the 5cadets esp geraldine ong to bully me lehhs. so not fair cans? then he kept cracking a lot of lame jokes. hahhs. e.g. he was lyke hitting the stretcher lyke he was hitting a drum lyke that lars and he was telling me: `dunno whether the pri sch kids (who kept walking in front of us) will think that the sound (drumbeat from the band) comes from me and the stretcher.` LOL. so super funny cans? obviously the kids are so much cleverer than what he think they are. HAHA. he ganged up with wilson teo sir and the both of kept telling everyone how crazy and mad i am and i`m lyke still a 7year old kid. LOL! geraldine ong also bullied me a lot rights geraldine? aha. for the whole event at the field, stretcher squad 4 didnt even evacuate any casualties. i merely just brought a pri sch girl to the first aid post cos she had a stomachache. my legs were so sour for the whole day and stephen sir kept asking me to eat more sweets to sweeten my legs. lame? HAHHS. wilson sir was lyke making his errands round the 5 stretcher squads thruout the event and EVERYTYME he comes to our area, he will ask me NOT to suntan. aha. had fun with stretcher squad 4 too! that`s including the BIG BULLY stephen sir of course! (: i shall hereby declare that stephen sir and wilson teo sir are both big BULLIES. :P but well at least they made my day a better one cos i wasnt feeling that good in the morning and the jokes and the way they bully me made me forget about my unhappiness. at least for the whole of ytd at syf i didnt even think about my chinese oral. yepps. saw jb at syf today. saw him on wed but got no chance to even say a hi. but ytd, not only did we said a hi, he still hit my head and well we chatted a while of cos. hahhs. still rmb 2 yrs ago when i went to syf as a spectator, i cried for him on that very day when he came to view the syf with us (meaning the fuhua people) after the parade cos of ... 2yrs later, once again i saw him at syf but this tyme i not only never cry, i`m still happily chatting with him and he, happily hitting my head. hahhs. i FINALLY got over him. we will still be good friends [: left the national stadium at only 9pm plus. well we all had fun! (: back to HQ. had debrief and blahhs. anyway i gonna kill these 2person. ALYCIA and MEIXIA. AHA. we were changing out of our full uni in the toilet. everyone of us decided to wash our feets in washbasins since it stinked so much. well i was lyke bending my head low at the washbasin to make my uniform when MEIXIA`s BRAZIL FOOT came up to the washbasin and ACROSS MY FACE. OMG. i nearly FAINTED when the BRAZIL FOOT came across. LOL. we were outside the toilet talking and ALY with her poor and lousy aiming threw her wallet and it hit my head. she always loves taking things and accidentally (as claimed by her) hitting me with it. lyke that day in crd, she accidentally dropped the whole bag of discs on my injured foot. AHAH. can anybody tell me a cruel way of how to kill these 2 person here? hahhs. mum dun let me stayover. arghs* |