i`m still with an empty stomach.

wenta jp. followed by ps. today damn suay. the train broke down TWICE. once something goes wrong i guess the rest of my day will go wrong too.

went HQ to settle some admin stuff. collected xuan`s, aisyah`s and keni`s ulp shirts. was really excited and happy that i can meet them for dinner and then swensens but well something cropped up. shant comment much. left ps after waiting there for 45min. the ONLY happy thing that happened in ps today is that i saw a lot of people. darl* and her other sweetie (my kc) dating and most imptly i saw WEILIN!!! i miss her damn lots! i bet gela do. anyway gela saw weilin in ps too but i didnt saw gela. DELTA!

sometymes i just HATED myself so much. yes so DAMN much. tears are meant to be a way of expressing oneself but tearing at inappropriate tymes and too often isnt good. i HATE myself. i HATE my tears!!!

teared in the train on the way back. was given those weird stares by the people in the train. went clementi to get some cloth which is required in the camp this coming saturday. met meiqing there and took bus back together. chatted a lot with her about school and blahhs. 4cians YOU ARE MISSED! i really hope to have a gathering with all of you soon ):



no i`m not having a headache.