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these few days hadnt been good. *crys* mixed emotions filled up in me. my mood for the past few days is just lyke a roller coaster. THANKS to some people. they are the ones who either made the roller coaster go up or down. thanks to the ones who made it went up! (: to the ones who made it went down, I am very disappointed. or perhaps its a swing that swings front and back up and down. tue 23thmay2006 HAPPY BDAE MUMMY! yea its my mummy`s bdae!(: nothing great happened. quarrelled with n after the dialogue session. sometymes i knw that u are cracking jokes and making fun of me only but lyke what i said before, theres always a limit. its not the first nor the second nor the third tyme that u said that about me. when u first said that of me i already feel quite hurt. i told myself that neber mind its just a joke. nothing big. the second tyme i was feeling hurt but kept telling myself its nothing. the third tyme u said that I was lyke wanna burst out into tears but i still controlled. i am not lyke making a big fuss out of nothing. i just wanna let u know the hurt that i am feeling when u said that i always snatch zhiliangs class rep job and blahhs. it is not as if i wanna mschan ask me do this and that. its not as if i force mschan to let me do the job. i am so damn hurt by what u said. ): had bonding session with jmin and ash. i love talking to them! 4cians just rocks! (: i was quite shocked to see your* name there when my phone rang. you* made my day! =D wed 24thmay2006 another bad day. i think darryl maybe right. i am lyke suffering from some kinda mood swing or stress or something lyke that these few days. i am really feeling terrible after all these things are happening lars. was kinda restless thruout sch tyme. how can i not feel restless when friendA and i are still on cold war? friendB just drifting further away frm me so that she can be with friendC? when friendB went mia neber inform me and came late leaving me all alone? when friendD betrayed me for friendE? solve all these probs? or maybe u just wanna solve the mysterious friends ABCDE? darl* i need you. went for alpha`s aop at assumption. overall was not bad. but some things just arent good. yea. shant elaborate more here. after aop me, denise, qingxiang, hongyi and jason went to bukit panjang plaza`s the cafe cartel. omg we gonna grow FAT soon. AHA. pls refer to jason`s blog fer pix. dunno why my stupid blog cant post it again. aniwae we crapped so much on our way there. the whole of the bus was filled with our voices and laughter. was crapping a lot at tcc. oh yah by the way loretta is working there (: left tcc at ard 9.30pm. wah chiong cab home before mum gonna kill me. THANKSzhenhui fer pei-ing me once again. yea i wanna watch movie =D Thur 25thmay2006 another bad-er day. friend ABC and blahhs change for every different day. so friendA as dated on the 23rdmay and friendA in this entry differ and etc. aniwae friendA said something that was kinda blunt to me. friendA threw me behind while going somewhere when i already said beforehand that i wanna go. friendA just said:you s___ b_____ and help us... friends B and C are selfish. they just hope that they can pass well and they dun even care about their friend. i gonna fail my gp test for sure. oh yah forgot to add something in. i gonna fail my maths test that i took yesterday too. tmr have 2 more tests and i have mountains of essays to write. bless me man~ by the way i guessed the only good thing that happened today so far is that I PASSED MY HIST COLD WAR test!!! I got 14/25! yea many of you may think that whats the big deal of just getting a 14/25 and go so happy and proud about it? U must be thinking that i am just boasting to tell everybody that i passed but thats not the case for me. ever since sec1 i hated hist to the core. for every hist test or exam i will either fail until very jialat or borderlin pass. ever since sec3 onwards i told myself something. i NEVER gonna take hist again. but who knws? i still hadda take hist in nw. yea that means sec3 and 4 i wasted my tyme studying bio while the others learnt hist. and also i had always had no interest in hist. but this tyme round i passed and i had the energy to study for hist is all becos of one person:my hist tutor! he gave me his hist tb and spent that afternoon that day in the lib teaching me hist and i bet he must have had a hard tyme teaching a noob. AHA. THANKS tutor! see i am an exceeding expectation tutee u knw? [: this particular paragraph is specially DEDICATED to you my tutor! xD hist ROCKS! my tutor* ROCKS too! [: |