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oh anyway next tyme i will be posting stories in both my entries and also under the section random so as to make things easier. (:

by the way HAPPPY 17th BDAE DANIEL!ahaha. u finally grown up le. oops i say until lyke i very old lyke that. lols. hahhs. may all your wishes come true and hope you will score well on today`s chi paper esp when it`s on ur bdae! HAPPY BDAE DI! [:

regarding today i gonna blog it tmr. tmr meeting alvin qx they all at 6am at cck. i am sure to be late :x hope that alpha`s aop gonna be a success tmr (: and hope that the contact session gonna go on smoothly cos i am the duty trainer for tmr

*shivers*

oh yah this entry is specially dedicated to my darl* SHARON. was quite touched by her entry that is dedicated to me though it cant be seen now. aha.

though it had only been a short 3months, i realised that i have finally found somebody who i can really trust. yea i know she`s the one in jj i know who will DEFINITELY not betray me. she`s also one who will listen to my sorrows and she always stand by me. no matter what my decision is, she is always supporting me. regarding the somebody`s* thingy, i guessed she is the one and only who i can relate the things and happenings to. she is also the one who gave me the motivation and the energy to continue. she truely hopes for my happiness and i am glad that i came to jj and i knw her. see this? i mentioned that i am glad that i knw u in jj too. i`m NOT bias. HAHHS. though at tymes we may have some probs, we managed to settle it in the end. sorry that i am kinda jealous at tymes cos i really cherish you and our friendship and that`s why i`m feeling that way? yea i`m looking forward to the swensens icecream treats with you! (x

takkaires darling*! =D

LINKAMANIA

linkamania was not only fun for the links but it was really fun for all of us! [: playing with those primary sch links were so fun! that`s reminds me of the fun i had in my childhood. aha. left hse at ard 6am for woodlands. meeting the rest and together this whole big bunch of us made our way to evergreen together.

had briefing and blahhs. took our linkamania teeshirt. WOW the design`s really nice! (:

went to prepare this and that before we proceed to the parade square to wait for the links to arrive. anyway i had 2 very nice and responsible cadet mentors farhan and meiyan who helped me a lot esp farhan. the two of me helped me in a lot of things. constantly helping me to take care of the welfare of those links. it will be really difficult to take care of a bunch of 15 pri sch kids if i were to be in charge alone. thanks the two of them! (: anyway i was HIGH so i went a bit crazy. playing with the links making myself look lyke a clown and made them laugh. aha. then together with xiaoyuan, we led the whole of teamB (grp5-8) cheers. wows~ don`t ever think that those kids of only p3 and p4 mostly cant cheer kkays? they really impressed me a lot. teamB was the first to start with the cheering and blahhs. and we were the loudest and the most high team right at the start of the activity. we definitely already had the links rar rar. anyway qingxiang said that he cant believe i`m so high and he thought that i can only ___. he`s a big bully -.-

proceeded to the phaseA games. had lunch and the lunch is really very super nanchi cans? and it still costs $3 per packet. anyway i wan that song!!! >.<

went on to phaseB games. i think the only game i wanna mention is the hit me if u can game under chyekeong. aha. all the links from my grp and qingyu`s grp bully me cans? one grp is supposed to be holding on to those water guns and aimed at the other group at the paper pasted on their back. at first i was standing at the gate of the field which is lyke really far away from them lars. then dunno how and dunno when i was pulled to the DANGER zone and TADA~ everybody aimed me and i am WET. they still went to refill their guns with water lehhs. both grps ganged up and a total of 28links bully me. LOL i think they must have had so much fun aiming water at me yea? HAHHS.

went on to mania challenge. wows that is the highlight and i must say we really had lotsa fun. teamB formed the word LINKAMANIA the largest! WOOTS!~ teamB rawks! [: and xiaoyuan rawks too! aha.

the group phototaking session was cancelled cos tyme is running out ): i gonna miss those small kids. yea. but nevertheless, i managed to exchange numbers with my cadet mentors. (:

when i say linka u say PLAY
when i say linka u say LEARN
when i say linka u say EXCEL
when i say linkamania u say PLAY LEARN and EXCEL! WOOHOOS!~ =D

just came back an hr ago frm linkamania. i had fun and i bet everyone who attended it had fun too. too wore out. shall blog about it tmr. meanwhile here`s a touching love story that i found in my old document. hope you enjoy reading it (:

From the very beginning, the girl`s family objected strongly on her dating this guy saying that it has got to do with family background and that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family`s pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loves the guy
deeply, but she always ask him: `How deep is your love for me?`

As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: `I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I loveyou. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I`ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?`

The girl agreed and with the guy`s determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society while the guy was overseas, continuing his
studies. They sent their love through emails and phone calls. Though it was hard, both never thought of giving up this relationship.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost
control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she
was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh.

She has lost her voice. The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to
lose her voice. Listening to her parents` comfort but with nothing coming out from her mouth, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silent crying, it is still just silent crying that accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the
phone which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and she do not want to be a burden to him. She wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him.

In return, the guy sent millions and millions of replies and countless of phone calls. All the girl could do besides crying, is still crying...

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy. With a new environment, the girl learns sign language and started a new life, telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he is back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't any news of him anymore.

A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope containing an invitation card
for the guy`s wedding. The girl was heartbroken. Her heart had shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend
what was going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her `I've spent a year`s time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I`ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You.
With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

oh did i mention that today is the last day of sch for the term and tmr gonna be the starting of my sch holidays? i had been waiting for this for a super long tyme le. finally can have some tyme for me to breathe and slow down my life though it`s still quite packed with camps, hmk and projects. yea. to those taking their o lvl mother tongue paper on monday pls do jiayou! (:

had been having bad days for the past few days but today definitely is NOT a bad day. had been listening to bad day by daniel powter but let me tell you something: today is REALLY a GREAT day! esther is back to normal i think =D

you must be wondering why it is a good day instead of another bad-er than ytd day. AHA what am i crapping about? :x

alrights today woke up real late. 735 than woke up. so sorrie hadda made jerome and hweeying wait for me. yea stupid lift`s door got 3/4 stuck when i was inside. hadda pull it open lars. ezlink card got confiscated. i neber mind lars cos i first tyme only mah. but jerome sure die liaos cos is dunno how many tymes liaos. hahhs. he lied to the security guard that he forgot to bring his ezlink card and he lied about his name and i/c number lars. if the security guard finds out that he lied i think he gonna die. HAHHS.

hist SEA test is a sure fail test. out of the 4pages i only knw page 1 and only filled in 1box in page 3 and 1box in page4. page 2, 3 and 4 is lyke almost blank lars. die. told somebody* that i will sure fail the test. was quite shocked that he* came up to me and we chatted for quite a while.
*heart thumps fast* we gonna fail it together.

another BIG thing happened. i am SO TOUCHED! REALLY VERY TOUCHED! THANKS for the PURPLY card nic! and yea it worked. =D i am so HAPPY that we finally talked though it seems a bit weird initially! i gonna keep that card in my organiser. [: WOOHOOS!~ I FEEL SO GREAT SUDDENLY.

yea i guess the past few days i had been really hurt and troubled. now it seems that everything had been solved even when only one particular thing is solved. this clearly shows how big the impact this had on me. AHA. anyway thanks freddy too! (:

anyway my darl* didnt go sch today. i knw u gonna miss me rights? i am so excited. i cant wait to update you later! [:

went fuhua for redcross. i am happy to see them after so many wks without going down cos of MYE. yea went a bit crazy cheering. aha. anyway sorrie that i didnt go pasta mania with denise jason they all. so sad that i cant go lars. ): daddy already kept complaining that i had been returning home late for the past few weeks including on wkdays when i have sch the next day. yea i agree with him lars but sometymes is really bobian cos the place we having dinner or having redcross activity is far frm my hse. hope to join them for the next dinner or pool or something lyke that. yea. went to the nearby coffeeshop at fuhua area to have dinner with zhenhui. had fun bonding with him. [:

by the way my poor ahgong gonna have an operation soon. there`s some prob with his bladder. awww. that`s really very poor thing. he had always been exercising and had been quite fit. hopefully ah gong will be fine.

there`s linkamania tmr at evergreen! hope it gonna be fun for the links! (:

these few days hadnt been good. *crys*

mixed emotions filled up in me.
my mood for the past few days is just lyke a roller coaster. THANKS to some people. they are the ones who either made the roller coaster go up or down. thanks to the ones who made it went up! (: to the ones who made it went down, I am very disappointed. or perhaps its a swing that swings front and back up and down.

tue 23thmay2006
HAPPY BDAE MUMMY! yea its my mummy`s bdae!(:

nothing great happened.
quarrelled with n after the dialogue session. sometymes i knw that u are cracking jokes and making fun of me only but lyke what i said before, theres always a limit. its not the first nor the second nor the third tyme that u said that about me. when u first said that of me i already feel quite hurt. i told myself that neber mind its just a joke. nothing big. the second tyme i was feeling hurt but kept telling myself its nothing. the third tyme u said that I was lyke wanna burst out into tears but i still controlled. i am not lyke making a big fuss out of nothing. i just wanna let u know the hurt that i am feeling when u said that i always snatch zhiliangs class rep job and blahhs. it is not as if i wanna mschan ask me do this and that. its not as if i force mschan to let me do the job. i am so damn hurt by what u said. ):

had bonding session with jmin and ash. i love talking to them! 4cians just rocks!
(:

i was quite shocked to see your* name there when my phone rang. you* made my day!
=D

wed 24thmay2006
another bad day. i think darryl maybe right. i am lyke suffering from some kinda mood swing or stress or something lyke that these few days. i am really feeling terrible after all these things are happening lars. was kinda restless thruout sch tyme. how can i not feel restless when friendA and i are still on cold war? friendB just drifting further away frm me so that she can be with friendC? when friendB went mia neber inform me and came late leaving me all alone? when friendD betrayed me for friendE? solve all these probs? or maybe u just wanna solve the mysterious friends ABCDE? darl* i need you.

went for alpha`s aop at assumption. overall was not bad. but some things just arent good. yea. shant elaborate more here. after aop me, denise, qingxiang, hongyi and jason went to bukit panjang plaza`s the cafe cartel. omg we gonna grow FAT soon. AHA. pls refer to jason`s blog fer pix. dunno why my stupid blog cant post it again. aniwae we crapped so much on our way there. the whole of the bus was filled with our voices and laughter. was crapping a lot at tcc. oh yah by the way loretta is working there (: left tcc at ard 9.30pm. wah chiong cab home before mum gonna kill me. THANKSzhenhui fer pei-ing me once again. yea i wanna watch movie =D

Thur 25thmay2006
another bad-er day.
friend ABC and blahhs change for every different day. so friendA as dated on the 23rdmay and friendA in this entry differ and etc. aniwae friendA said something that was kinda blunt to me. friendA threw me behind while going somewhere when i already said beforehand that i wanna go. friendA just said:you s___ b_____ and help us... friends B and C are selfish. they just hope that they can pass well and they dun even care about their friend. i gonna fail my gp test for sure. oh yah forgot to add something in. i gonna fail my maths test that i took yesterday too. tmr have 2 more tests and i have mountains of essays to write. bless me man~

by the way i guessed the only good thing that happened today so far is that I PASSED MY HIST COLD WAR test!!! I got 14/25! yea many of you may think that whats the big deal of just getting a 14/25 and go so happy and proud about it? U must be thinking that i am just boasting to tell everybody that i passed but thats not the case for me. ever since sec1 i hated hist to the core. for every hist test or exam i will either fail until very jialat or borderlin pass. ever since sec3 onwards i told myself something. i NEVER gonna take hist again. but who knws? i still hadda take hist in nw. yea that means sec3 and 4 i wasted my tyme studying bio while the others learnt hist. and also i had always had no interest in hist. but this tyme round i passed and i had the energy to study for hist is all becos of one person:my hist tutor! he gave me his hist tb and spent that afternoon that day in the lib teaching me hist and i bet he must have had a hard tyme teaching a noob. AHA. THANKS tutor! see i am an exceeding expectation tutee u knw? [: this particular paragraph is specially DEDICATED to you my tutor! xD
hist ROCKS!
my tutor* ROCKS too!
[:

today just isnt a good day.

during pc ran 2.4. yea fell flat onto the ground after running. bagged a total timing of 15.02sec. god. i wanna break my 15min lars ): had lessons and blah blah.

heard from jeanette that she is leaving us for poly. i hope that it is not true. please tell me that you are lying to me. yea.

i was really pissed off by nic lars. how could he say that about me?!? please lors. please get it clear. its NOT that i tell mschan to sms me to tell me to make announcement to the class de rights? i am NOT snatching zhiliangs job as class rep norhs. u think i am not satisfied with my assist class rep that i wanna snatch his job? oh please. zhiliang doesnt have a hp and thats why mschan needa sms me to tell me to inform the class. please get everything right before you accuse me. i am so DAMN PISSED OFF and HURT by what nic said lars. i nearly teared in class but i NEVER. i NOT gonna cry because of the accusation that he made.
at least not for now.

MIRROR BOY is OUR CLASSMATE abi =D
i am luffing until my jaw gonna drop HAHA

i seemed to be quite lost.
i dunno if what i am doing is right.
i think i am falling deeper though i hope to pull out of it.
can you* tell me what to do?
i miss that particular somebody*.

YAYS!~ i LOVE my new blogskin! [:

wow. these 2days I had been really drained out. really tired man but it had been fun (: oh yah before i forget. people had been asking me tyme after tyme if i am attached cos they alwaes see the word darl* appearing in my blog. i am here to CLARIFY that the darl* i alwaes mention is SHARON not some other guys. LOL

Fri 19thmay

it`s a holiday for all jjcians! went out with darl*. was late oops =X crapped a lot in the train. oh god. i spent ard 150bucks towning. i gonna get killed if my mum sees this =/ i am so damn BROKE nw ):

we spent so much on buying accessories. wows those accessories are so cute! bought a PURPLY hairband and 4hairclips fer myself. bought hairclips for haiza and aunty lee too (: darl* went crazy when she saw the robot ear stud. ahaha. bought a bronze belt (: had a hard tyme looking fer my bag lars. yea darl* said that i am choosy -.- am i really that choosy? jmin and emily said that last wk too :x heheh. but bag must buy nice nice de mah. what for buy not nice de? a total waste of money sia. aniwae i LOVE my new leather billabong bag :]

took neos with darl*. darl* also very picky wad. took such a long tyme choosing the machine. ahahs. in the end we kinda screwed up a bit by making so not-ready poses eg me making the what the hell look. LOL had fun with darl* [:

chiong off to fuhua after that. yea hadda made darl* wait fer me in the canteen. so sorrie about it. went to settle some stuff about the west camp. wah finally settled. phew. wenta said bye to my PURPLY idol before i left. YAYS~ but i forgot to take photo with him lehhs. HOW COULD I??? he was in his ncc uniform and me in my PURPLY blouse norhs ): arghs*

we chiong off to jp after that fer dinner. was really damn hungry until we feel lyke fainting. something really funny and malu happened to suwen. LOL jerome and GANG joined us after that. know why i wrote gang in caplocks? aha cos jerome was the only one wearing black that day while nic, fred, han, darryl and weijian wore white. he looked so much lyke the gang leader lars LOL. eileen joined us after that and we made our way to ntu. kinda lost our way there.

TALENTTYME was really GREAT!!! didn regret going though i a bit regret that i missed the chance of going to watch da vinci code with... TALENTTYME was really fun. had so much fun cheering and screaming fer the finalists. cheered so loudly fer azmil. he sang so WELL! farhana won as usual. aha. garden of eve was great. the whole band and the lead singer rocks! the mutton balls RAWKS even more. i cant seem to find any words to describe their dance. aha. our jj teachers performed too. it was so damn funny. hahhs. minister chan soo sen as our GOH entertained us too. cant believe that he actually went up the stage and sang 3songs. actually thought he wanna made a speech or something. his actions shocked me. HAHA. mr koh went up to sing with him too. ended the song singing session with minister chan with the song peng you. TALENTTYME WAS REALLY FUN! =DD

reached home at only ard 1140pm. thanks ZHENHUI fer pei-ing me even though u wanna faint already. ahah. i am touched* [:

Sat 20thmay

chiong cab down to assumption english school. had been chionging cab nwadays. a good sign to indicate that i am going broke. aha. wasted ard 16bucks when they only paid 8bucks plus fer taxi fare cos i took 2cabs down to aes mah. the first taxidriver lost his way and dropped me off at bukitbatok -.- waste my money. first contact session was alright lars. yea we must have a positive mindset towards this camp kkays? this is esp to qx cos he seemed quite worried. aha. aniwae i discovered a new secret. qx is a GAY. LOL

aniwae wanna thank ALAN fer the present he bought fer me frm thai! WOOHOOS!~ thats really nice and sweet of u ^^ thanks!

thats about it. still have a lot of hmk to chiong. dun think i will be updating my blog the next few days unless something great or big happens and i have the tyme. look at my calender under random and u will see all the upcoming tests that is dominating my whole of next wk. thats not adding the hmk yet. yea TAKKAIRES everybody!
esp that particular somebody*
[:

black and yellow spoilt my day ):

yea today was another long day. was NEARLY late again. aha. jerome said that he wanna prank call me and in the end he never. was still waiting for his prank call. LOL. aniwae i wake up at 7am every morning so pls dun be jealous kkays? :P heh

lessons was as usual. yea dun quite lyke thur tymetable. i LOVE tue the most. :x heh
had hist cold war test. i think i cant do well de. i got no tyme to finish writing lars. arghs.

did a good deed today by waking somebody up frm his slp during lect =D feel so proud of myself. LOL yea u shld be thankful kkays? heheh. he makes my day! xD

after pw lect me sharon darl* jerome fred and han went watch soccer match at C something lars. forgot the name of the place. At first halfway thru the lect the announcement was already made liaos. Those wanna support jj in the semi finals today can leave class immediately and go to concourse to board the bus. But that stupid lect dun wanna let us go lars. well if she really lets us go I think the whole lt5 gonna be left with her and the STs. ahaha. we made our way to the concourse but everybody left liiaos lars. we were so SAD at that tyme lehhs cos I really wanna watch the soccer match. then when we were making our way to the canteen, an announcement was made. dear college those ... the moment the announcement that music was made hans face lighten up. it was lyke a light shining onto him suddenly. so damn FUNNY lars. HAHA. boarded the bus and only a few people in the bus cos ard 10 other plus buses had left for that place already. han and jerome were singing in the bus wilberpan bu de bu ai. shit. i shld have recorded it cos it was so FUNNY. imagine them singing first two lines of the song. it is so high pitched cans? ahaha. reached the place and we JJcians really cheered out loud. though we lost the match which was lyke so disappointed, we still cheered lyke a CHAMPION. this is the spirit that i think i had loved so much ever since i stepped into jj. life have been really tough fer me in jj. taking into account that i had not did geog and hist before and i am taking it as h2 subjs nw. not adding the new subjs that i am taking nw, i am already at a disadvantage. stress and all sorts of other stuff had been piling up and increasing my burden. but the thing i lyke abt jj are the friends i made here o6ao1 and some others, some teachers, the fun we had here and DEFINITELY the JJ SPIRIT excluding the academic part of cos. yea our soccer team are the CHAMPIONS in us. we had really so much FUN cheering the soccer team up yesterday and i believed they did their best. well done soccer team! (:

wenta clementi to have dinner with them. enjoyed myself with them of cos =D

actually was supposed to blog ytd night de but in the end chatted with qx until lyke say 1145? yea we were lyke chatting about some stuff about rc of cos. haiyo. hopefully our west camp will work out well. we had done so much and we really dun wanna our efforts go to a waste. cannot let qx disappointed also. so Vis, lets face this camp with a POSITIVE attitude and i believe everything will turn out well [:
Cadets and vis attending this camp, lets make this camp a really WONDERFUL one =D

he always makes my day. though things may not turn out fine here and there, he always top it up. i am glad that i came jj and i knw him [:

they are leaving me.
yes they are.

ytd wenta meet denise, qx, jason and hongyi for pool. yea i was so damn excited at first lars cos i wanna play pool mah. but in the end that person chased us out ): cos our sch skirts can still be seen. pls lors we already zipped the jacket up to the top liaos lehhs cant even see is sch uni norhs. arghs* but thanks jason aniwae for borrowing the jacket for me (: next tyme i want go play pool with them!!! wenta take neoprints with denise. yea we had LOTS of FUN there. kept shouting while taking lars cos we dunno what pose to make mah den in the end a lot of stupid poses were made. lols. heard frm darl* that her sis saw me and she recognised me by my PURPLY specs. LOL my purple spec unique rights? hahhs. but i neber see her sis lars. next tyme must ask her sae hi to me. ahaha. met them after their game and had dinner at yoshinoya. yea qx lied to us that camp was cancelled -.- aha. a lot of funny jokes were cracked. hahhs. hongyi- super comical, jason- super lame, qx- liar oopsy :P

meeting started at 7 and blahhs. alvin yiyan loretta and keane joined us. saw the scandal VIDEO of lixuan and hongyi. LOL den qx took pix of me and jason -.- he always very free take all those scandal stuff de lars. hahhs :P

reached home at ard 10pm? wah super damn tired norhs. reach home liaos den chiong the cip camp FA thingy. neber even touched on SEA essay den fallen aslp le. too tired. =/

this morning was NEARLY late fer sch. yea though i just live opposite sch :x had lessons and blahhs. break tyme was okkay lars as usual. to freddy and eileen pls do takkaire of ur health! thanks jeanette by the way. (:

aniwae u sure pass de. dun worrie too much tutor! (x

i am quite disappointed with her today. ): i knw that it gonna be a headache fer her if i tell her abt it so i chose to take the other route. not to tell her abt it. i shall not be the stepping stone that is obstructing her way. i am sad ):

dying out of humiliation le ): but its always becos of redcross that i feel so much better (x

dreading school tmr. yea luff all u want.

wow fer the past few entries had been uploading pix. well i still dun have all the pix so people do kindly send me kkays? hints*
aniwae HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! yea i thanked my mum already (:

yea i dont knw what i am supposed to do.
everything dont seem to go my way.
nwadays i get paranoid easily.
i cry really often lyke what i did in my sec3.
i began to think a lot again.
sometymes i wish u could be here.

some pix of o6ao1 with mslim (:

`darryl being blocked. what is han trying to do?!? aha

best pix taken out of the three (x

guys all unprepared. aiyo how to go ns? :P

finally no cheese =D

1...2...3... CHEESE

better not irritate us or we shall... *evil grin

tag team` me with han & jeanette with jack =D

after econs class

o6ao1 on jacks bdae with mslim (:

o6ao1 on jacks bdae (:

i knw a bit late to upload all these pix lars but cant help it. my com nw then can upload :x

vipo6o6`14o3o6 (:

vipo6o6`14o3o6 =D

we passed with PRIDE`25o3o6 (x

oxygen`revelation 28o3o6

BONDING`o2o4o6 =D

4cians spiders`o8o4o6 (x

god.
i am having another headache nw. =/
i think is due to those slpless nights i have been having these few days though i slept on thur EVENING frm 630pm all the way to 630am ytd morning :x

ytd cold war test was postponed to next thur WITHOUT us telling her to postpone it though she phrase it until lyke we tell her to postpone it lyke that. aha. she looks really a bit evil lehhs. always giving that evil grin. oops

civics in the hall and the trip to south australia tempted me. i wan go but i guess i will be tied down by things. ): besides i dun wanna waste my parents money norhs. hinting people to spon me. heh

during pw lecture jeanette went crazy about some xiangqing and zhishu thingy again -.- yeayea. aniwae forgot to mention last pw lecture, the stupid lecturer made me so malu lars. cos i was walking into the lt and i saw him. he was wearing purple at that time so i just made a casual remark to him saying he looked good in purple (to promote purple) cos he was lyke the first teacher in jj i saw wearing purple mah. who knows when he got everybody to settle down he asked if we missed him after not seeing him for some many wks and he told EVERYBODY that i (he pointed at me) said that i missed him a lot and i said that he looked great in purple. that is lyke SO MALU can? he still pointed at me lehhs -.- besides there are so damn many people in the pw lect. in lt5 so u can imagine how many people there. feel lyke digging a hole and hide in it LOL

after pw we went to JEC for our class outing. o6ao1 1st outing! WOOHOOS`
it is meant to be a farewell dinner for mslim but that is also counted as our first dinner together? some of the guys were GREAT lars. they wanted to go home and change while we girls have to go there and wait for them. stupid them. aha. but aniwae while waiting for them to come me, darl*, jerome, jeanette, eileen, hweeying and huihui went to kpool. saw chaiting working at kbox too. yea. mslim came to meet us upon reaching. had FUN playing pool kkays? this is the FIRST tyme i played the right way norhs. :x got personal coaches too namely eileen hweeying jerome and han. they are really pro kkays? had a two on two. jeanette with jack and han with me. at first i still scared cos i thinking that han will sure luff at me and scold me for causing him to lose but he was lyke so NICE to me lars. i was so shocked. he was really ENCOURAGING. THANKS HAN! (: took a lot of pix with the pool sticks and stuff lyke that. aniwae shall upload the SUPER FUNNY photo that jeanette took when they send me the photos.

proceeded to pizza hut. wah lucky we made a reservation or else such no seats for the 13 of us de. oh yea by the way weijian didnt come along with us cos he have got a friendly bball match. so sad that he cant join us. zhiliang mia and think wanjun got sth on ba. too bad jeanette cant join us in eating as she gotta fast. hweeying pei-ed her too. yea. dinner had been GREAT with them suaning us or maybe i should say SHOOTING at ME ONLY saying us jurong people are kampong people and blahhs. at first the whole thing started in sch lyke wks ago when jerome and han were lyke saying how rural jurong is and we are just kampong people lars while they are those city people. HAH. then dunno who started to suan jurong people. i think is darryl han or nic. i think shld be nic cos he is always the one who bully me. lols. they started saying how kampong jurong people (but they shooting me ONLY) are. ehhs darryl lives in CLEMENTI and clementi is VERY NEAR jurong kkays? he also a kampong person lors. the way nic and han suans me is lyke trying to tell me how kampong i am and how city they are when nic ONLY LIVES at CCK and han only LIVES IN BUKITBATOK. HAHA. freddy was lyke saying he lives in mountains or something lyke that. hahhs. aniwae i was being suaned by jerome that i am the KAMPONG OFFICER. LOL (cos i am a vi in redcross mah and that makes me an officer) darl* u must help me kill jerome kkays? i am ur darling hors >.< heheh. woohoo~ kill jerome kill jerome kill jerome (x heheh i am evil.

went to take neoprints after eating. we all looked so CUTE! we girls and mslim had SO MUCH FUN! =D THANKSmslim! too bad the guys are chased away by us :P

went on a search fer eileens ezlink card and luckily it was found. phew* this really shows how KAMPONG people lyke us are kind and nice while CITY people are not as good as us kkays han and jerome? :P heh.

took 99 with jeanette and we had fun crapping about some really malu stuff in our pri sch and sec sch days on our way home. i nearly fell in the bus lars. damn malu cans? lucky jeanette supported me. aha. jeanette dun leak out the super malu thing i told u about the fainting thingy in my p6 life hors. lols.

ytd was a really FUN day for o6ao1 and mslim. hope u enjoy urself with us mslim! (: u are really a nice and caring teacher and i can guarantee that u will definitely be missed by o6ao1! CHEERS TO o6ao1 AND MSLIM! =D

aniwae HAPPY 11st to my both gors! (x
i LOVE them!~

i feel lyke giving up but i really DONT WANT to
):

decided to make my ytd de entry missing. yea.
i am too tired to blog todae.
shall blog about the fun bonding session with o6ao1 and mslim tmr.
goodnytes everybody!

i am confused

well todae aint a good day afterall. i think ytd got nothing much to blog about except for wrcd. yea. redcross had changed my life tremendously. redcross is the one that made me know and made a lot of good friends. without redcross, i wont be here where i am nw. HAPPY WORLD REDCROSS DAY once again!~ (x

well todae aint a good day afterall. I HATE BEING CRITICISED AND INSULTED. yea so what if this is a competitive world? i cant believe u actually told me that just nw after econs class. u are so SELFISH that u dun even care about ur friend. u just hope that ur team will win and ur friend will fail. if we are to win in this competitive world thru being so selfish and not even care about our friends, I RATHER LOSE. at least i care about my friends and i am not selfish. WELL DONE! what a NICE friend u are. THANKS! u finally let me see ur true self. i am stupid so what? that doesnt give u the right to criticise and insult me.
aniwae thanks darling* sharon for backing me up! (: and also thanks 4cians! the 4C spirit shall move on!!! =D

sumtymes i really dun understand what i am thinking. a moment ago i said this and a moment later i felt so regretful. i just think that saying that out may make me feel a lil better but guess i am wrong. it just made me feel even worse. luckily nothing bad happened between us. thank god. or else i think i gonna be so damn depressed over it. yea. the smile on ur face just makes my day better. even when my day is so damn lousy already, whatever u said lightens the whole lousy day of mine. u just made a BIG difference in my life. SPECIAL thanks to you*!

HAPPY WORLD RED CROSS DAY REDCROSSERS! (x
WOOHOO~
thanks to mr jean henri dunant or else i also wont knw all these redcross peeps =D

shall update tmr. haven do chi essay and hist SEA essay outline yet =X
goodnytes!

before i forget to blog abt this, yea this entry is frm ash and yankai. (x

if you have been tagged, you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover.
do specify the gender.
then, list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages.
if you've been tagged, you need not do this again.
let's start.
gender: male

[1]one who must LOVE PURPLE; even if dun LOVE also must at least like (x
[2]one who LOVES me no matter whatever happens
[3]one who can read my mind without me saying or hinting much
[4]one who can find my true soul even when i had lost myself
[5]one who have ultimate trust in me
[6]one who showers his care and concern on me more than my darlings and gfs (mission IMPOSSIBLE)
[7]one who can stand my CRAZINESS =X

These are the next seven victims:
[1]SHARON!
[2]MINYEN!
[3]JIAYING!
[4]JEANETTE!
[5]ZIYI!
[6]ABIGAIL!
[7]PEIWEN!
tada~ this is my ideal perfect lover. to the tags in ashleys blog i must declare that mrchia is only my IDEAL PERFECT IDOL. LOL pls dun think too far yea? =P

actually i long wanted to blog about a lot of stuff already but i cant seem to catch up with time. why cant i have 30hours a day? that may still not be enuff for me. aha. to sum up these few wks, well there are only a few words to describe.
\sick
\busy
\sleepless nights (maybe i shld say sleepless weeks)
\SWEET
\CRAZY
\sad ):
\confusing
\stress

yea thats about the summary of my life these few wks. a brief one though. think frm today onwards will start blogging again. changed back to my old blogskin cos the new blogskinS kept having some problems. tired and lazy to find new ones. yea.

WELCOME BACK ESTHER! (: