Haix dun even knw wads happening to miie nw sia.maaybe sorta feeliing low huh?hmx.maaybe that’s the case ba.but jux feeliing kinda confused too.these two wkx had been kinda busy wiib stuff & etC.realli lorx.troubles & problemx here & dere ferr miie to settle.the speech dae had been over.overalL quiite ok ba.that shalL be the last majOr parade tt we seC4s are doiing it wiib our cadets.feeL kiinda sad too?hahx.but aniwae,we did nOt perform quiite welL tt dae.some of our training sessions were even better nOrhx.but nvm.i knw that rC wilL continue to striive better de.saw many many yCss scouts in sCh.dunno whether she gOt come or nOt lehx.hahx.even if she gOt come,I also dunno who she is & I dun thiink I wilL realli giib it a damn sooo much ba.wufeng,jiaweii,jinming & ben came.hmx.den liike that lorx.lately had nOt been in contact wiib rOgfw.kiinda driftiing?hmx.thiink he found himself another target le ba or else we wont be liike that de.hahx.maaybe I am realli riite nehx.cos recently,mY sixth sense had been quiite accurate nOrhx.hOpe that even if it is that case,he wilL nOt dump miie asiide like the other tiime ba.dun wiish to thiink abt the other tiime.it alL seemed sooo scary.hate myself much when my tears kept falliing.dun wanna ppL sae I weak agaiin.alwaex cry.hmx.aniwae,watChed the speeCh dae concert.quiite okee lorx but the seC1s are super noiisy.hahx.maaybe they stilL immature ba.mr ong was dere toO~ gOd.i lorve hiim jux toO much.i was cheeriing sooo loudly ferr hiim when hiis name was annOunced.l0lx.after the whole concert had ended also went to talk to mr ong.he stilL rmbs miie.hahx.he gave rC support & saiid that we did a great jOb ferr the whole of last year ferr cliinching the siLver communiity serviice award & also the gOh ferr last year of cOs.hahx.promiised to go nanchiau dere visit hiim.
Been helpiing my buddiex & etc solve theiir proBx lately.hope that alL of them are fiine ba eSp yankaii & congsheng.
Thiink that’s alL wiib mY life ferr the past wkx.examx coming lex.everyone jiayou.

i am realli very disappointed wiib my ma.why is she doing these kind of thigns to me?will tt realli make her happie by controlling all my freedom?freak.feeling totally depressed.
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this whole week had been quite busy.dun even hab the tiime to surF net.toopid com stilL siaoxsiaox de.hope tt it wilL be okee soon.hmx.let miie start wib mondae ba.received prezziex frm zhanhui, bernice & congsheng.thanx guyx plus gurrL.hahx.mondae was ks gOr de bdae! happie belated bdae gOr! 18yearrs old lex mux be mOre sensibLe kaex?hahx.it had been ages since i see gOr lex.alL his fault larx.if he neberr stood miie up on mY bdae,den at least i would have got to see him.he had grown thinner le lorx.sooo poor thing.haix.aniwae,see him also quite nan de.cos he had not been contactiing miie ferr ages liiaox.miie contaCt him den he also nt free to reply & etC.dunno larx.jux hope that this wilL turn better.thanx kS gOr ferr ur prezzie.i lub the piggie lotS.hope tt u wilL also like the prezzie that i gave u.let mei sing a bdae song ferr u ba.
happie bdae to u~
happie bdae to u~
happie bdae to kSgOr~
happie bdae to u!
muackx gOr.happie 18thbdae! hope to see u ard soon.

aniwae,let miie thank everyone ferr their wiishes & prezziex again.if i did miiss out ur namex,plx dun blame miie ya?i am realli very sorrie.hahx.thanx yanping, qiuyu, denise, wufeng gOr, kokseng gOr, minyen, peishi, connie, yixuan, sher, adeline, bernice, jiawei, jinming, jessica, lydia, kangwei, luis, conglin, alan, yankai, congsheng, junjie, jiamin, ashley & eugene, audrey, kelly, zhanhui, ivy, mr chia, mr lOh & rC peepx.family, auntx & uncles, grandparentx & everyone.thankews~ i lub alL of u! u alL gonna raawkx on in mY world.u alL are wad makes mY worLd go round.wibout u guyx & gurrLx,dere wouldnt be miie.raawkx on everyone.