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Haix.it had been sooo sad fer mI huh?hmx.dun tok abt tt & let it spoil mY mood first.hmx.on mondae,ms chan was sick so neber come sch.realli sooo song lorx.cos todae gt a total of 5periods of lessons wib her including after sch de remedial.omIgod.that was cool huh?alrite.during the relief periods did a lot of other hmk but jux dun feel like doing her essay larx.sianx.mr chia is finally back frm NS lex.sooo happie to see him.aniwae,todae de bio lessons all very bian tai lorx.wahpiang.esp tt mdm rafidah.dunno why she sooo crazy todae.tok crap wib us abt some sexual stuff.mY class became very enthu abt it as per normal huh?l0lx.alrite.finished all lessons at 2pm.wEeEeEsS~ wanna go jP buy jinming de prezzie.is mI,yankai & chengteng share dex.sianx lorx.she tag along wib mI,denise & qy.haix.totally sianx diaox sia.she knw tt sth was wrong wib mI cos I neber tok to her as much as I tok to her b4 mah.so she kept asking mI and etc larx.sianx.also heard frm qy tt she asked her whether I still like hIm or nt.she still told qy nt to tell mI abt it.wth.haix.suan lex.went to pmk again.oh mI.realli love pmk de clothes lorx.sooo nice.bought a black tee fer jinming?hope tt he will like it ba.i chose the design worx.hahx.went to muee.she wanna buy some stuff mah.saw jinming & ben.pengx nehx.why such a coincidence dex?-.-‘’’ hahx.alrite.jinming needed mY help to choose yankai de prezzie.diaox.he very wat nehx.so late nw is alreadi feb liaox den he give her the prezzie.very bad horx?hahx.alrite.went wib tt two prezzie-idiots to choose prezzie.l0lx.hahx.oopx.i didn’t mean to say tt dex.l0lx.but hu ask tt tupid ben & jinming to offend mI?l0lx.meanwhile,mux thanx them fer helping mI takeaway mY fave.ljs!!! wEeEeEsS~ hmx.wanna go back sch.took 198 den saw the two of them again.diaox.guess how idiotic the two of them can be?they spoke sooo loudly den sae I eavesdrop? L0lx.but lucky I clever.knw how to tackle them back.lalalax~ alrite.mux rmb mention sth.tt tupid ben super duper funnie lorx.hahx.he saw his primary sch friend on the way back mah.den he was like asking the friend where he was going.the friend was said poly.den guess wat tt tupid ben said? [orhx.ngee ann?] guess what was the reply? His friend is heading towards polyclinic & nOt ngee ann polytechnic.l0lx.dsiao ben lorx.kept laughing at him.wAhAhAhaS~ oopsy.i realli dun mean to laugh at him de.l0lx.alrite.on the way back saw jiawei.passed him the drink.at first wanna pass to ben & jinming on the bus dex but I forgot.cos I cant drink mah.paiseh arx.passed jinming the prezzie together wib yankai.den he gave her belated prezzie.l0lx.both teex also I choose de worx.honoured huh?hmx. tt dae de training was quite tough fer them.paiseh lehx neber join u gurllx plus yongseng.cos I gt gastric tt is why I neber fall in.haix.scouts came to tok crap wib mI fer a short while.he was like standing aside.faraway frm mI.ever since tt dae sent hIm tt msg,we neber even tok or even send each other any msg lorx.kinda sad huh?haix.kept praying tt everything will be ok by the next dae cos it is the 8th but… todae is chinese new year eve lex.wOwS~ time fliex.still remembered last year de this very dae,I felt very blessed but it was no longer the same fer this year huh? Alrite.save all these sad stuff fer the back first ba.earli in the morning pia to sch wanna help xiaomin out in the class deco mah.went find minyen tok tok.she like surrounded bY flower luck like tt sia.hahx.fer the first 2periods pia the class deco lorx.think our class did quite well this year.definitely better den last year lorx.went fer assembly.all the performances still ok larx.lion dance was super gd though there was a slight prob.but think jJ alrite huh?hmx.cheerx fer the scouts! Definitely nt forgetting the three of them hu came back to help out.ben, jinming & jiawei. Cheerx fer u guyx too! Class deco competition results were out.cheerx fer 4C definitely.cheerx fer 4F too.hmx.we quite disappointed wib the results of cos.well I mean this time round,we put in so much more effort den last year & it was mostly recycled stuff lehx.den we onli gt consolation sia.sadx nehx.lost to the sec5s.sianx.after celebration wanna go home wob laogong.on the way out saw her again.sianx diaox.haix.aniwae,we saw madalene.paiseh arx.neber buy tix frm u fer the JJC love fiesta thingy.aniwae,on the way back,saw hIm walking in front of mI.den she tag along wib us larx.sensed tt sth is nt right lorx.cos it is like she finish sending her msg to the other party lex,he immediately picked up his fone to msg & vice versa.dun wanna care much first.before walking to the next block,she said tt she kinda in a rush to get home & watever nonsense larx.but I dun think it is true lorx.all of a sudden after receiving a msg,she suddenly said tt she gt sth on & etc.heck care lorx.went jP.saw minyen they all.one whole gang of ppl sia.they all disappeared together after the celebration jux to not let her tag along.hmx.we all were seperated cos mI,peishi,minyen & laogong wanna go makan at ljs mah.den connie and jess wanna buy clothes.ivy,melisa,lydia & denise jux went shop shop so all were seperated.ivy suddenly called up peishi saying tt she saw her wib hIm at jP.diaox.wtf.mI was alreadi starting to have mixed feelings at tt point of time lex.haix.tt is not the end of story lehx.went to help laogong wib the ordering.suddenly,minyen & peishi appeared behind mI,wanna block mY view.haix.guess I no nid to sae wat I saw lex ba? It is sooo obvious lex.controlled mY feelings.kept telling mYself tt I canut breakdown.but well I guess,I couldnt.thanx minyen,peishi & laogong fer cheering mI up.realli appreciate ur kindness.aniwae,paiseh peishi & minyen fer spoiling ur moods.thanx connie,melisa & denise also.haix.mood was in a total mess.how I wish I could dump everything behind & move on wib everything tt I have nw.saw jiawei, ben, jinming, jJ & xiaojie on the way out of ljs.mux realli thanx ben & jiawei lorx.if dun have ben de nonsense of propriety & stuff,I wouldnt even smile.& also,thanx angelx fer letting mI kick U to vent mY anger & also thanx fer cheering mI up.aniwae,I think I realli needa do some reflections on wat connie had told mI.haix.pei them go 7-11. came out liaox den saw her, hIm & kangwei.haix.realli in a lost of words at tt time.mixed feelingx.jux walked away in a haste.minyen & peishi didnt come along.went back to pull them back wib laogong.heard frm minyen tt she & peishi scolded them bit*h & bastar*.haix.i dun even knw wat to do at tt point of time sia.totally lost.nearly went up find angelx fer help.i think I had realli caused the two of them to fall out wib her even more even though they said tt they dun care abt it.haix.can anyone tell mI wat I shld do?till nw,I am still waiting fer her to explain to mI.or maybe I shld sae I am waiting or hoping fer hIm to explain it to mI.haix.depressed.heartbroken.why did the 8thfeB ended up like this?i am lost.
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