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troubles.troubles.troubles.sadx.
finally here to blog... haix... these few daes had been realli bad... cant seem to even be happie... haix... aniwae, 10th deC was peishi dear's b'dae. happie belated b'dae.
11st deC realli special dae. it was the 6th month fer daddyy & mI & it was the 14th month fer kokseng gOr & mI... but as per normal, they both dun rmb anything. sadx seh. onli mI rmb nia. haix. did i mention tt wufeng start work lex? dun tink so huh... he has been working since thur until nw. mondaes to saturdaes. long hours some more. so poor thing. aniwae, jiawei going abroad lex. gotta miss him... 12nd deC been msging wufeng & jinming. haix. having a quarrel wib wufeng again. sadx. cant stand it at all. feeling sooo terrible. haix... dun wanna tok abt the quarrel lex. eyes alreadi very swollen liaox. msg jinming & tok abt some of our probs. haix. dun think sooo much yah? cheer up dude... cos been msging & hp ran out of batt. went to charge & ma woke up. all quarrels started. tt's the beginning of the war.haix. gotta into trouble again. sianx. alreadi in a damn bad mood lex still kanna scolding.nt onli tt lorx, cos she dun like mI msg during midnite & dun wanna go slp mah & thus mete out several punishments. banned frm internet, hps & kanna grounded. sobs. wtf!?! dun even wan to let mI see mOi msg. haix. crying sooo hard sia. fer the whole of this dae, it had been like h*ll fer mI... sadded... why alwaess like tt? i cant stand this kind of stuff dex. i'm easily hurt by wat ppl sae & wat ppl scold. alwaes take their words very hard dex. haix. nearly did some silly stuff AGAIN. wth actually wanna go 6.1 de gathering dex but she dun allow mI go. wth~ haix... mI monitress lehx & moreover, i'm one of the organisers. haix. suan lex ba... dun wanna kept repeating these vulgarities. pei her go library lorx. saw jj & heow jie dere. tupid jj very diaox lehx. lucky gt see him dere or else i wuld jux give a black face in the library. he stared at mI until like tt den heow jie was like saying 'she gt sooo hardworking mehx? take sooo many bks' l0lx. tupid them sia. wunjien called mI at nite & asked mI to go fer the bbq. sae he cum to pick mI up. thanx fer calling mI but realli cant go. sry. next time den pei u go out. 13rd deC rotted at home & helped her wib her household chores. haix. not allowed to make any calls more den 5min. torture man~ onli allowed to ans calls. dad very gd. still let mi see mOi msgs. saw 7 of wufeng's msgs. haix. thanx. 1st few msgs was asking if i was dere. was like saying sry after tt & the last msg read tt 'nvm if i dun wanna reply. jux wanna tell u sry nia. haix' gotta a shock. haix. wanna reply him but i cant. called his hse number. 4gt tt he working. called his hp at 9.05pm but he said tt he cant tok cos he's still working. haix. also dunno whether izzit ok fer the both of us or nt. sianx. sadx. troubled. hope tt mOi 'ears' will be back soon. cant stand keeping all these rubbish all in mI. sobbing... breaking down... think simple plan's welcome to my life can sorta describe wat i'm feeling & wat i wanna sae ba... haix... |